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2010-06-06T23:29:00.004+08:00

Mid year is finally over!

Paper was super hard.

Those teachers set it to express level -.-

Mr Chen confessed, "teachers purposely set it hard for you guys to practice."

& 4 Normal classes marks is super nice.

Many fails & gets lecture from Mr Chen.

Skipped sch since 2nd last week of hols.

& only came on the last day of sch.

Mrs Tang is nice since its gonna be the hols, she didn't call.

Or else she'd call everyone's house up & ask.

But 4ND is like amazing.

Only 8 turned up :D

We're really united when its on skipping sch xD

Sch POP finally over.

I'm done with CCA now :D

Might be coming back for the end year events if I'm free enough to kaypo ard. :D

Reverb was supposed to have a performance for us.

But only the females were there, Ariff was late.

So he owes me a performance.

I'll be back during BBQ to hear it :D since BBQ is confirmed?

& my migraine visited me during the sec4s speech.

I forget whatever I wanna say.

& I'm sorry for not able to make my speech out to those of you.

I'll make it up one day, okay (:

Not now though, super busy with N's stuffs.

This might be the last update for now.

I may be abandoning this blog till I'm free.

I've no time to blog long post.

Revision for prelim & N lvl in 2 & 3mths.

Theres lots of interesting movies.

But I can't watch it.

Need to spend a fortune this year.

But I'm broke :X

To live is like love, all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it.

Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work.

2010-04-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

Sat, 13th Mar 10

Overslept. Went for ptc.

Ptc sucks!

Went to IMM meet aisyah & salina & went home.

Sun, 14th Mar 10

Went to IMM late.

Make friends with the unnies there.

They're poly students.

They gossiped abt the fakers, fans & Shinee. LOL

It started to rain when Shinee arrived.

They performed 3 songs.

I SAW SHINee! :D

I HAD CLEAR VIEW OF THEM! :D

Went around with Aisyah, Salina & Dian aft that.

Mon, 15th Mar 10

Overslept, decided not to go for f&n class.

Got headache, haven't finish up workbook, haven't pack camp stuff, haven't shop finish for camp.

Wanted to meet up with hengqin & Irza at 10.30am but finish packing bag late.

Went to buy remaining things & off to sch & 12pm.

Decide such a long time for the HQ to be set up.

Someone set up the HQ while I'm talking with Mrs Phua.

Got drinks from 2 ppl, redbull & wintermelon.

Bring the cadets to classroom blk & I kept on running ard. Tiring~

They want to play games but I've absolutely no ideas.

I don't play games so don't ask me for any games.

Even if there is, I can't possibly ask them to play it.

Its an adult games, not for children to play it.

TOs & CIs will haunt me saying, safety is important, blahblahblah.

So I sort of leave the grps behind.

I don't really mingle with small kids. :X

Finally the rest came & take over.

I'm free! Set up the HQ with Suaykee & Zulaiha till dinner.

Very unorganized. So confused.

Flour game was 'interesting'.

So many ppl swallowed it. -.- Its not edible!

Alim sir very bad! He said twitter sucks!

Night walk was short, no time.

Alim sir, Nazifah & Amy scare us at 3rd floor. Damn.

But it was fun walking ard in the dark with them. :D

Cooked milo with the seniors.

& debrief till 11.40pm.

Wanted to go to classroom blk but forget aft bathing.

Was scare by Suaykee at the toilet.

Luckily had no heart attack.

Afini & Zulaiha was alr asleep when we came out of the toilet.

So many things happen in the toilet.

Lights went off & cockroach disturbing us.

Nivitha went to sleep aft hugging her bear & eating supper.

They left me alone at the HQ, in the dark. ):

Finish up f&n while eating supper.

Watch some videos & all the seniors chasing me to sleeping!

But I'm not that sleepy. I wanted to stay up but decided not to.

Tues, 16th Mar 10

Woken up by Afini at 6.30am.

Forget to woke up all the campers.

Thought they would be responsible enough to wake up themselves, but no.

They didn't ask us even.

They were lectured, breakfast & off to hiking.

Help the sec 3 soak the firewood half way & off to f&n.

Tempered with Mdm Yeo's phone.

Came back & finish up at HQ & chatted with Uncle Mike.

He's bored & wanted to disturb Hengqin but he was sleeping.

They came back, lunch-ed & gamed.

I like my last mission, the photo mission.

Anyhow add in since they're early & I wanted to.

I fall asleep during their sing-a-long.

Yihui kept asking me to talk to her but my eyes were alr closed. Sorry!

Dinner-ed, prepared for campfire & clean up.

Run here & there~ I bullied them! Muahahaha!

The campfire was seriously SHORT!

I've asked them to add in lotsss of song more.

But they add in 1 song.

They didn't bring a watch along I think.

Only last year's batch came & a few parents.

But the food is damn alot.

Performance by Alim sir & Liyana mdm was awesome! :D

If only the camp was longer, it'll be more fun.

Freedom from home for 1 night only.

I want a longer one!

That night was awesome. It was raining & cold!

& I forget to grab my jacket along. -.-

Loving someone isn't always about fairytales and fantasies.

It's about truth and realities.

As long as one heart still holds on,

Hope is never really gone.

2010-03-31T02:14:00.002+08:00

Sat, 20th Feb 10

Went for Boys Campcraft Competition.

It was 'ok', they did their best.

Alvin sir said, "I have no hopes & confidence in the boys team. I have hopes & expectation on the girls team. Do your best & don't be like the boys. Next week training on tues, wed & fri. I want you guys to do that shelter *points to another school's shelter*. Theres less lashings & poles to use."

That shelter was the boys shelter 2 yrs ago.

But I don't rmb anything abt it.

Scary~

I was concentrating on the flagstaff.

& the mellet looks very heavy.

Sat, 27th Feb 10

Went to sch in the morn & practice.

Had lunch & cancelled practice.

Blast songs & slack in the canteen.

Went to Pierce Sec & had Girls Campcraft Competition.

We're all very nervous! Scary feeling~ Bees in the stomach.

The mellet was heavy!

But I managed to carry it up.

Manage to finish it fast.

Did it by 11mins 30secs.

Liyana Mdm was supportive, cheering for us.

It was very hot but windy aft we finish everything.

Congrats to the Girls team!

We did it! :D

A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you,
Even when you're fooling everyone else.

Friends come and go.

But best friends...

Yes, they will always be there for you.

2010-01-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 24th Birthday Kim Jaejoong!. :D

Math was okay.

Mr Chen gave 5 mins rest aft mass run.

Continue with work & time pass so fast.

Chem was funny.

Mrs Tang go toilet chased us go class.

All went toilet left only 5 ppl in class.

Ms Low didn't came & Mr Lionel relief us.

Rauda & Anuar quarrel with Mr Lionel.

& the class very noisy asking Anuar to fight with him.

4NC then kaypo go over & look.

Watch videos during eng & phys was okay.

Mr Ong is in reservice & Ms Lee relief us.

That Ms Lee looks somewhat familiar.

Mr Ong will be back next week. ):

My class will start hearing his shouts early in the morning, everyday soon.

So many 'news' had been flying around lately.

So much that I can't even catch up with it.

In one day, you can find plenty of 'news' abt the almost same topic.

I wonder, the media or haters started it, making us all confused abt it.

I don't even know who to believe. ):

But that gorilla looks so guilty & cunning.

In coffee there's sugar.

And along with the sky, it's cloud.

And to us, it's you.

We need you, we love you.

2010-01-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Lee Junho!. :D

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Have been busy this few days & weeks with cyber & tv stuffs.

Christmas special on mubank was awesome! :D

Special girls & boys stage!

Watch SBS, KBS & MBC Gayo Daejun.

It was freaking awesome!

Performance + special stage collaboration with other groups. :D

But the connection sucks! With over 4000 ppl viewing it.

The parody, scandals stage, dance breaks & MJ Tributes was awesome! :D

SuJu performed as 10 on sbs but 9 on kbs & mbc.

Heechul was busy with his drama.

Kangin, Hankyung & Kibum wasn't there.

SuJu celebrated Sungmin birthday during It's You performance on new year! (:

Congrats on winning song of the year & artist of the year awards boys!

You guys are constantly thanking JB & not forgetting to mention him during acceptance speech.

I like how Kwonnie wrote abt one day during GD.

& he even end it with 11! :D

Sis & cousin came over on 30th & 31st.

& they surely know how to disturb me when I'm watching GD.

Making me miss 85mins of the show.

I hate it!

Its the third week of sch now.

Gonna be the fourth week tmr.

Busy with cca & sch stuffs. ):

With campcraft competition around the corner, I have less time to spend at home.

I missed so many shows due to cca.

Maths is getting interesting now.

& this year's p.e looks like its gonna be interesting with Mr Shaiful taking over.

But he's very open though.

Last friday's training was fun but bad.

Hand bruised, muscle cramps & back pain. ):

Can't wait to get together with the kpoppers soon! :D

Gonna be a busy week next week.

Thurs to wed, I dont know how it'll be with sch & cca.

When you realize those sorrowful stains in your life are just beautiful blemishes,

When hailstones and thunderstorms are great whether,

Because when you lean your head, you can find a shoulder there.

2009-12-25T22:52:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!. :D

Happy 6th Anniversary TVXQ!. (:

Currently busy with stuff.

I've an ongoing task to do.

Will show it when I'm done with it.

& Cassies, its the boys anniversary!

Make them a #1 TT.

16th Dec 09.

Watch MMA live at Solinren.

Many ppl was watching it & it was damn lagging.

4000 plus ppl watch it during the performance.

& I believe we crash the site due to many ppl.

It stopped during 2PM's speech & performance when I was anticipating it.

The server was down & ppl were complaining abt it.

Watch at kpopflash instead & the number is still the same.

& Aisyah also watch it at the same site.

I opened 3 tabs of it but it still lags at the same part.

Get to watch only part of Zoom Korea.

& I was running from my bro room to mine just to watch Zoom Korea & MMA.

Since dad is at home watching the tv, I cant bring laptop & sit outside.

& laptop's battery is a bit sot so lazy to bring it over to bro room.

MMA finish half an hour early.

& SM family was there.

They did MJ tribute stage.

SNSD wins total of 6 awards & SuJu with 2 awards.

Only 2NE1 was there & they take the award on behalf of GD.

YG was MAMA & SM was MMA. JYP is neutral. :D

20th Dec 09.

Woke up at 8am but watch tv.

Get ready & watch IRIS till 1.30pm.

Went for cousin engagement/wedding.

Reach there at 1.45pm but the thing is half way done.

Get to see them aft all the guest went.

There's a gift that I like, it was full of money.

Went down to eat & wanted to help out but the boys did the job alr.

So we talk & play ard.

& there's this 'cartoon' guy, my sis & cousin named him.

He was funny, kept on dancing to the song.

Cousin said that he was handsome but to me he's not.

He is actually my far relative.

There's some blood relation between the elders but I don't really care abt it.

Uncle brought his 2 sons.

So long never see them, it has been 2 years.

They are handsome! :D Haha.

Can't believe I said it.

The oldest one looks like he's in ns now.

& he got a tattoo. Cool~

They helped out aft eating.

The place turned into a clubbing place at 4pm onwards.

I really can't stand it, the aunties & uncles are being a nuisance.

They kept on talking to me but I don't understand it.

For awhile, I became Jay.

The way he looked blur when ppl are talking to him when he don't understand.

Wanted to go home & watch Dream Team & 2 days 1 night.

But cousin kept asking me not to go.

I was so hungry that I almost faint again.

But I ate a plate full of food alr.

Help out with cousin do closing.

While chatting with cousin & aunty, I saw Dongwen walking alone towards Chong Pang Mac.

He looked sooo emo~ :/

& I just rmb that its his birthday.

He said no one is free to celebrate his birthday.

Some of the greater things in life are unseen.

That's why you close your eyes when you cry or dream.

2009-12-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

13th Dec 09
Went Orchard Central at 8.30am.
Saw some ppl chased out of the mall.
Went to the entrance & saw 100 plus ppl sitting there.
Sit & waited there but we didn't go up at 10am.
The guy who is in-charge of it looks like Minho.
He kept holding on to the chipmunk plushie. So cute!~ :D
He kept on walking here & there with it. (:
& he had problem pronouncing my name.
Because there's someone in front who had a similar name.
& he called me in short form. :D
Haha! The way he smile is awesome!
He got dimples! Hehe.
Waited for 5 hours till 1.30pm.
Went up take poster & the line is very long.
While waiting, the host from 93.3, entertain us in chinese & half english.
It's 2pm, but BEG still have yet to come.
They kept playing the 3 song over & over again.
& there's this group of fanboys in front of us dancing to it.

BEG finally come at 2.40pm.
They only get to do the autograph session for 20mins.
It was raining & they probably had traffic jam.
The fanboys are really hyper.
There's 3 group of fanboys behind me carrying each other, trying to take their picture.
BEG had to go at 3pm.
While waiting, the korean guys behind me kept shouting "Gain noona, i love you, goodbye" in korean.
& the fans kept on pushing the barricades till the bodyguard/security guard push them away.
But there's this kind gentleman gives way to us.
Haha. He so sweet!~ (:

Gain looks kinda moody.
She didn't smile that much during press conference at Marina Mandarin Hotel & Meet & Greet.
Seoul'd Out also, I think.
Narsha, Miryo & Jea was having fun with the fans, especially Narsha.
But I only saw Gain, Miryo & Jea.
I can't get to see Narsha, she was short.
Gain was probably moody because of Jokwon.

Went LJS at Marina Square & went home after that.
Wanted to go to their hotel, but we didn't know their schedule.
Aisyah did T-ara's Lies.
& I only did hand gestures of Taeyang's Wedding Dress.
& it's not called dance.

14th Dec 09
Went out with family to Orchard, Somerset, Novena & Changi.
The lighting there was awesome!
Dad wanted to eat there but most of the shop closed alr since it was 9pm plus.
So we ate at the other side.
Waited for 10 mins for the food to arrive.
& the guy that serves it looks like someone familiar.
Sis didn't follow so its spacious in the car.
It has been 2 months since I last ride it.
& I seriously don't like Changi foods.
It doesn't looks appetizing.
But aunty & dad always brings us there, saying that the food is nice.
I still eat the food till finish though.

Amazingly Irza was addicted to korean.
I shouldn't have influence her to do so.
& she say Junsu, Yunho & Daesung is cute. :D
She knows quite a number of songs & groups now.
I'm getting the hold of Piexie Lott's Mama Do.
But it sounds weird with & without the capo.
Must buy new one, its too tight.
Wanted to write song but decided to postpone it.
So won't be writing song & playing guitar just yet.
Busy focusing on some stuff.
2 weeks to school reopen & I still have yet to complete the piles of homework.
There's still alot of stuff that I want to do.
But holidays are gone in 2 weeks.

Christmas is in 3 days! :D
I want presents for christmas!

Everyone has talent.
What is rare is the courage to follow the talent to the dark place where it leads.

2009-12-12T13:56:00.005+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Lee Seung Ri!.(:

FT Island, T-Max, Brown Eyed Girls came to Spore for Sundown Festival : Seoul'd Out Concert.

Lee Minho will be here again for his first asia fanmeeting on 21st; MINOZ the first asia fan meeting.

Fahrenheit will be here on 15th dec for their showcase on 16th dec.

FT Island will be here again for fan meeting.

Brown Eyed Girls will be having a fan meeting tmr.

Can't wait for it! (:

December is so star studded! :D

I missed catching a glimpse of them. ):

Shouldn't have woke up at 6pm.

No one even bothers to wake me up.

Miss 2PM perf on mbank also.

But they win trice in a row!

Congrats boys! :D

& their encore was funny.

Just like their practice one last nov.

New song on their next perf.

Anticipating it! :D

Gonna collect AN tee & card. (:

& BEG fan meeting tmr. (:

Somehow, the timing clashes with each other.

Ppl start queuing at the salon alr?!

Gosh! They are sure weird. :/

Fantasy love is much better than reality love.

Never doing it is very exciting.

The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.

2009-12-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

Bong had his first solo concert on Sat & Sun, 5th & 6th Dec.

Bae, CL, Kush, Teddy & Aimee was the guest on sat.

He had a special stage with Aimee.

An 'adult' concert to be exact.

Just like Taeyang's concert.

Gosh! It gonna be the headlines.

Bong wears red, Bae, white & CL black.

CL's outfit is quite weird.

But I'm sure Bongie likes it. Haha! :D

Only Blackjacks & VIPs knows about it. :P

Se7en, the rest of Big bang members, CL & Gaho was the guest on sun.

YG family love during the concert.

But Yang Hyunsuk wasn't there.

Boss & 2NE1 wasn't there either.

Too much issues on the concert.

The concert was a success but there are so many antis.

Netizens are making sucha big fuse over small matters.

& now the Health & Welfare Org. are taking legal actions over that matters.

Gaho made a special guest appearance on stage with his daddy!

I wanna see the fancams!

& the concert dvd will be out next year! :D

But they will just have to cut/edit the 'adult' event.

Bongie & Baby did a parody with Gaho.

& gosh! His room is awesome!!! :D

Big Show concert & new album next year!

Cant wait! :D :D :D

Theres rumors about their Christmas album special.

Although we are as a 6, I am waiting until we become a 7. Don't give up J. - Chansung

2009-12-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

Mon, 30th Dec 09

Went for np bbq on Monday.

Reach sch at 4.15pm after bringing all the stuff over.

Start getting ready for the bbq at 5pm after the pit came.

Start the charcoal & took photos while waiting for food.

They had fun cooking the chickens, hotdogs, fishballs & prawns.

Some of the sec 1 & 2 went for night walk with Dongwen.

They played a basketball game & the loser must eat a piece of chicken.

It works but there's still a few remaining pieces of chickens & prawns.

I barbecued the marshmellow with Afini.

& the next thing, I saw the rest of the juniors joining in, standing beside us. Haha.

Eat, gossip & took photo while sitting over at the brown platform beside the gym.

I didn't really cook the food during bbq.

Was busy entertaining each other on what to do.

Since the teachers wanted them to self service & cook themselves, we let them.

We had a bbq lesson on how to barbecue food. Haha!

It was Ms Ong LC idea.

But she needs to go off early due to her appointment for facial, I think.

Sec 1 had a performance for us.

Irza & Diyana duet an acoustic specially for Liyana Mdm.

& a special sabo stage for Afini, Zulaiha & Dongwen.

Released at 10.30pm.

To my surprise, all the juniors went off & left the sch after they were released.

Leaving the seniors alone.

Thanks Mr Ong for the ride back.

& sorry never follow you guys back.

There wont be any photos on the bbq for the time being.

Will upload it once I'm free.

I realized that there wasn't many ppl there.

Was disappointed to unable to accomplish a small last task.

But nvm, there's always a next time. (:

We all took the same ride; Just the roads we took are different.

Even if we aren't in the same place; Our hearts are one.

When one is in pain, all eleven are in pain.

We did a forever brother battle; But we're allies for this war.

Feel it now, our energy.

In the day, we play. [Hottest]

At night, a calm melody. [IAM]

Look behind, brothers we got you.

Because between us is only twelve hours.

- 2OD.

2009-12-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Shopped for bbq stuff with the np ppl last Sunday.

Went over to Afini house to prepare the food.

Watch Upin & Ipin Hari Raya edition while some of them are shopping for oyster sauce.

& we played with the chicken & water.

Zulaiha went off early for dating. Haha!

Nivitha & me cook satay after they went home.

But due to the popping of oil, Nivitha took over.

Ate & some sleep over happened.

Home after that.

Went for np bbq on Monday.

Will elaborate more on next update.

Sorry I never went for the outing.

I'm needed for cca.

But looks like you guys enjoyed the trip there with the 80 plus photos taken.

Will make up for it next time.

Idol army is over.

Now to BB tv, 2NE1 tv & WGM.

Perhaps watching Strong heart & Family outing next.

Kara bakery is aired.

So many interesting news coming up.

Never did I know that Park Jin Young was a singer.

& he just release his 8th album.

JYP comeback stage on mbank tmr & 2pm!

I saw the Blue Dragon Movie Awards ytd on kbs.

But the MC was talking & it looks so boring, so decided to watch bb tv instead.

But never did I know 2pm & JYP performed there.

Taec even ripped his shirt for Ha Jiwon!

Gain, Taec & Jiwon was in conspiracy with each other. Haha.

I wanna see his choco abs! :P

JB has a very muscular upper body.

& Lee Seunggi got abs too!

Too much of abs seeing during the bboy performance on idol army. :D

&&& I have new crush! :D

Laughter is a powerful way to trap positive emotions.

No matter how bad things was, just laugh your hearts out & think positively.

2009-11-27T05:15:00.000+08:00

It's 5am plus & I'm still stuck with youtube. (:

Gonna have a busy weekend, preparing for class outing & bbq.

Bbq clashes with class outing. ):

I'm confused which one I should go to.

Nevermind. Will make the decision on the day. (:

Going Grandma's house later.

Finally, after so long.

Can see alot of small kids & new born baby. :D

Gonna look & learn how cousin playing guitar too!

& food food food! ^^

Skin is peeling off. Scary!~

Looks like snake skin. :X

How am I gonna go out like this?

Wear gloves perhaps? Haha.

With the weather so hot, wearing gloves?

I must be ~~crazy~~ joking.

12 Dec! :D

15 Jan! :D

Jjang! ^^

2009-11-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

Painted outside cca room ytd.

It's not bad but not satisfying enough though.

Somehow the boys are way cleaner than us.

They dont have a single drop of paint on them.

& we had a great time with each other plus Mr. Ong.

The painting is half way done & we bath in thinner and kerosene. :X

Thanks for the thinner Mr. Ong & kerosene Afini! :D

Nearly 1 week never update blog.

Too busy watching tv & videos on lappy.

Watch hot blood, wild bunny & currently, idol army. ^^

Had a great laugh while watching it at midnight.

& tears just flow down during their sad scene on hot blood.

But it was worth watching after a tired or bad day in sch.

They are so funny, always disturbing each other & of cos Jeabeom.

The members would often get jealous when the writer noona's let Khun go if he wink.

Even the PD & crew would melt when he wink! :D

B-boy is great after all.

Their dances are awesome! (:

Watch MAMA & YG Family wins 1/2 of it. ^^

TVXQ trio, 2PM, B.E.G, KARA, GDYB, 2NE1, Taewoo & many more were there.

Too bad no one from SME came except TVXQ trio.

& omg, something obscene happens. Haha! :P

The cameraman must be a fangirl at heart to did that.

& he must be a little over-doing his dance till it becomes like that.

& Wth! He shaved his head?!

I thought he gel-ed it nicely to the back when I saw his photos on Vogue.

He dyed his hair black back cos his black roots doesn't look nice & he even shaved it.

Gaho even made it to the red carpet & has become famous now.

He's more famous than Boss as Taeyang doesnt really bring him out.

Somehow, TOP & GD likes to babysit Boss & bully him.

I've decided to erase it away from my mind,

After looking at how optimistic they were about the issue.

Next prey is on the way, soon.

The game just doesn't have any effect on us, anymore.

So fret not, no haters no more, hopefully.

2009-11-20T03:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MR. AARON YAN YL!. (:

Spend more than half the day sitting infront of the laptop.

From 11am to be exact.

Watch Wild bunny & everything about 2PM & 2AM.

I'm starting to fall in love with them! :D

Khun's expression is priceless when he's mad.

& Jay is so childish & funny.

Why isn't there ep 8, when theres preview of it?

Why isn't it being aired?

Jaebeom is back?!

He attended 2PM performance, backstage.

& he is practicing dancing & vocals back!

2PM may be back together again to perform for MAMA tmr!

DBSK is going for MAMA in trio?

Onew is back, just in time for MAMA.

But too bad SME not sending SuJu, SNSD, SHINee & those under them. ):

Neh mind.

SHINee is back again for their next perf on Inki, MB & MC. :D

Lee Teuk replaced Onew during their perf on Inki & he look so cute dancing to last half of the song. :P

WGM season 2 is ongoing.

Waiting to watch the 5th ep.

Kwon & Gain look so sweet together.

With the rest of the 2AM members getting jealous & teasing abt it.

Forgotten all abt pp birthday, including Top. :X

Theres many Dec babies next month!

Cant wait. (:

Its gonna be 4am & Im still not asleep yet.

Hope Leadja Jay be back tgt with the rest of the 2pm members soon.

Mr. GD wont be eliminated all b/c of Mnet gd lookalike contest.

Bong & Bae to perf a duet successfully tgt.

2PM, GD, Taeyang hwaiting!

2009-11-18T23:26:00.004+08:00

Dang!

Now I know why Mr. Ong told me that theres little of the sec 1 pictures.

He actually wanted to take pictures.

& he took it right aft I was done uploading the UG pictures.

I can't reject, unlike in Perak.

No one forces & can do anything.

But it was different, theres so many busybodies there.

& I'm sooo gonna revenge back. Bwahaha!

Girl guides have camp for 3 days.

& for the first time, they pitch a tent.

WGM season 2 is out & it was damn hilarious.

Strong Heart, IRIS, Invisible Youth & Dream team is out too!

Dream team is finally being broadcast aft waiting for so long.

Missed 2days 1 night & Music Bank due to np. ):

They dont want to release us early.

& kbs has changed all the timing & shows.

Gonna spend time infront of tv & laptop for the rest of the holidays! :D

There's so many dramas to watch.

But there's so many appointments & cca to attend.

~~MKMF~~ MAMA is on Sat, 21st.

& it will be aired in 10 countries!

Sooo can't wait for it!

Hopefully DBSK will go there as one.

& maybe 2pm will be there as 2pm & not 1.59pm.

PD Choi & Mnet is preparing a GD look-a-like on MAMA.

GD surely gonna be burdened over this issue.

Hwaiting! GD Jjang!

I've had enough of the accusation .

I'm gonna spend my time back to idolization .

& to my MR. G ! <3

Imy !

2009-11-15T20:11:00.006+08:00

Back from UG camp ytd night.

WE SURVIVED THE PERAK CAMP!!! :D

The activities was not that bad after all.

Had a 10 hrs of bus trip to Perak.

& did a little shopping during lunch at Melacca.

The 2nd day's activities was high ropes challenge, rock climbing & flying fox.

The HRC was damn scary.

Attempted the 2 storey high flying fox.

& off to the cave for flying fox.

The cave damn huge & disgusting.

Reach the top of the cave that's full of bats.

& attempted the 40 meters high flying fox.

Doing abseiling in a cave wasn't fun.

Not with all that muddy & slippery ground/wall.

It was so scary as I'm afraid of heights.

Finished the activities early & had 2hrs break before dinner.

Camwhore before & after dinner. (:

Almost all the girls went to the boys 'condo'.

Afini & Zulaiha went to sleep early.

Join in & play the number game with others.

& they kept on attacking Mr Ong. Haha!

He was unlucky to be attacked by the boys.

I took his pics while he was doing forfeit in the 'condo'. Shhh~ HAHA!

Had a small food party in the darkness after that.

It was Friday the 13th, no wonder all of us had bad luck.

With cuts all over from falling from that disgusting muddy place. :/

The 3rd day was awesome. :D

Went to the top of the cave & get wet in the river.

Had fun playing in the water splashing at each other.

Pity Zulaiha. Her back & head kept knocking on the ceiling of the river cave.

Went up the 331 meters cave. (:

There's so many amazing shapes that was naturally done.

Formed by either water or bats shit that was from the lime stones.

The Mona Lisa, ghost face, pregnant woman, etc. looks surreal.

40 plus ppl fitted in the lorry like sheeps. HAHA!

The bus was silent till after toilet break.

There's magic tricks & something funny happened.

Mrs Tang miss her son & there's this baby who is wearing diapers in the toilet.

She scared the baby cold so she covered her with shirt & the baby cried.

She look so sad & went to toilet.

Celestine, Ravina & Shalini molested Jr Bear.

& someone gave birth in the bus! Haha.

Shalini become the nurse & wrap the 'baby' with her jacket.

It was sooooo freaking funny! Bwahaha!

Had a good laugh with them about it. We are sooo childish.

Gave Mrs Tang the 'baby' & she carried it.

She look so sad that she nearly cried.

& We smuggled illegal stuff back. Hehe!

Disappointed that we can't shop for clothes & stuffs other than FOODS.

Enjoyed the UG camp.

It was the best camp ever!

Everyone there said that too. :D

Gossiped with Azura & Zulaiha about stuffs on the first night.

I know your secret Azura! Haha!

Sometimes I just hates copycat-ers.

Much more when they copy others.

No life?! Go get one!

Do you think I will care about you & all that stuff?

Well I don't & I never will!

2009-11-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

Finally internet is okay.

Can finally use comp aft 1 month.

Miss alot of news. ):

Gonna catch up with those news before going off to Perak.

Fri, 30th Oct 09

Last day of sch wasnt that bad.

Roamed ard the sch for 3 periods with Lala, Priya, Krisna & others.

Had early recess & for the first time, we sat together during recess. HAHA!

Went for class early & they camwhore till the release of report book.

Received kit kat from Mrs Tang. :D

Tues, 3rd Nov 09

Had birthday lunch at Seoul Garden with Priya, Krisna, Lala & her friend, Felicia.

Made new friend. (:

Eat from 1pm - 3pm plus.

Ate buffet & ice cream-ed.

Eat till damn full & cold.

While eating they all crack jokes.

& suddenly, Priya laugh like mad all of a sudden.

Good thing the place was pack with ppl.

She laugh till the place can have earth quake.

They took video of it but was force to delete it.

That stupid Sanjjev go irritate Priya then she cant continue her laughter anymore.

Lala & Felicia left.

Went to a nearby street soccer & they play the see-saw till 5pm plus.

They play till didnt wanna go home.

Sat, 7th Nov 09

Brought laptop to Zulaiha house to borrow her internet.

Reach at 6.30pm.

Did np stuff & watch MJ videos & mvs.

She adores MJ's nose. HAHA!

Gonna edit the pics soon before sending. Haha!

Somehow, I cant fill things up in my brain.

I just cant remember anything.

Only remember images; faces & names perhaps?

I cant seem to remember almost everything.

Forgotten how to read korean words, the basics of guitar & even my passwords online.

Must have brainwash-ed my brain for the FYE.

& it accidentally deleted important stuffs.

Gonna do something about it aft the oversea trip.

Gonna sit in the bus for 9hr plus for the trip.

Looks like the 1st day trip not gonna be that bad except for the activity.

2nd day sounds terrible, the activities looks scary.

3rd day sounds like its gonna be fun, getting wet.

Going shopping tmr or wed.

Theres alot of stuff to search for.

But theres concert for me to save up too. (:

Jonghyun caught swine flu but he recovered.

& now Onew is down with it.

Get well soon!! (:

Leeteuk gonna replace him for the perf on MB.

Why is the world getting more & more complicated?

Plagiarism is getting more & more.

Hope you'll all be fine.

2009-10-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Finally FYE is over!!! :D

Eng paper 1; cork up report writing.

Malay paper 1; cork up compo.

SS; source base qns was difficult.

Math paper 1; was ok.

First few pages was easy, then after that was hard.

The reasons for angles are complicating.

Math paper 2; was hard.

That Mr Abudaher set the paper,

Physics; was ok.

First few pages was easy, then after that was hard.

Formulas are forgotten & mixed up.

Eng paper 2; was ok.

Full of passages that makes ppl sleepy reading it.

Malay paper 2; was ok.

Last page was hard.

Geo; was ok.

Got mixed up by the cliff & the headland & bays part.

Chem; was damn hard.

Half the paper was about things we never learn.

VE; was easy.

Religion related qns.

F&N; was damn hard.

Things learnt never came up.

So many weird qns.

After half an hour of paper, D&T students start making noise.

Then the whole class started talking with Mr Suhaimi & Mrs Tang.

Aravind, Rasshydan & Herman start talking crap about D&T stuff.

Discussing which one to label.

F&N students started asking about the last 2 qns.

Was damn hard.

Everyone anyhow scribble & talk with each other.

Thalia's rose for art is very nice.

Looks real with all the effects.

Finish at 10.20am, 12mins earlier but we start 5mins later.

Bell ring & everyone quickly went out of class.

& everyone was shouting happily, ignoring the classes that still have their exams.

Accompany Shalini to look for contacts.

Went home & off to mac drive thru.

Its cool. Not pack with ppl.

Did cards & off to SSC.

Drenched & home. So cold ~

Plan to go to Seletar Reservoir or Jalan Kayu during the hols.

Walk there early in the morning.

When ppl are sleeping perhaps.

New experience.

Its gonna be wild.

Cant go for the overseas trip due to some unreasonable reason.

Damn bias can.

How I wish I can sneak out to kr sometimes & enjoy the coldness.

I'm gonna do that since they still haven confirm spore as part of their tour.

But I saw the date that they maybe are coming to spore sometime this year.

Guess its already been confirm but Im confuse though.

Gonna double check it on mon.

Music bank just now.

Shinee is back in action with new song & new hair style.

It looks weird though.

Mc Mong is also there & he dyed his hair too.

Watch the last 10 mins of 2D 1N ytd.

Slept & never woke up.

Seunggi looks diff.

Off to watch 2D 1N.

Stop hinting me with hints.

It's weird & stupid.

I need a break.

Sorry, I'm not with you guys this past few days.

I'm busy attending class stuffs.

2009-10-02T22:35:00.009+08:00

Was busy this whole week.

Kept on postpone-ing the date to do up the board.

Supposed to do on tues but then delayed to wed and postpone till thurs.

& finally the 3 of us manage to do up the boards ytd.

Zulaiha had to go at 4pm but she left 5.30pm.

Did halfway, clean up & left school at 6.30pm.

Home at 7pm plus.

Tv-ed, dinner-ed, msg-ed & slept at 11pm.

Wanted to take a short nap & wake up at 1am.

But kept on offing the alarm & I thought I've replied the msg but turns out not.

Somehow the phone die by the time I woke up at 6am.

Panicked!

Search for thumbdrive & papers & off to bath.

Afini also overslept but Zulaiha manage to reach at 7am.

Finish bathing & went to print stuff.

Anyhow open the document & print it without double checking it.

Off laptop, grab the stuff & cab-ed to sch.

Did up the rest of the work during recess.

& left all the things there after recess finish as Mr Shaiful was shouting from the canteen.

Mrs Tang didn't come again but she gave us chem worksheet to do.

& the Mr Junan relief us for V.E again.

Aravind & Rasshydan molested the teacher.

OMG!! Damn obscene!! haha.

& his reaction is damn funny.

Finished up the board, clean & left the school before 2pm.

Didn't know that theres alot of typos until the kaypos check it.

& they make fun of it.

I did it at 2am plus in the morn & didn't check it again.

Ytd during eng lesson was funny.

Victor pressed a link which lead to porn sites on Joachim com.

Then the teacher just nice walk past & saw it.

She ban us from going to com lab & ask us to go back to class.

Saw this funny 'note' outside the boys toilet at level 4, while on the way to class.

& Alicia read it out loudly.

Will post the pic soon.

Somehow, it still feels awkward sometimes.

Guess I need time to get use to it.

But I just can't do it, somehow.

Sadded. ):

2009-09-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

Mr Chen didnt come & math was relief by the BB teacher.

Mrs Tang gave free periods during Chem.

I didn't notice that I was daydreaming & wondering about stuff for 2 periods.

Except when I was talking with Christella.

They ask me out for raya as a whole class next week.

Was surprised.

I dont know whether I should go.

It just feels so awkward.

But hopefully I can go.

Need to collect $$$ for concert & stuff.

Went home & watch Star Golden Bell Challenge.

But its not funny.

No Shinee. ):

Waiting for 2days 1night on thurs.

Its way funnier.

I wish I knew.

But it just feels so wrong.

I try to act like there's nothing.

But I just can't seem to do it.

It's not supposed to be like this.

I just don't know why it's becoming like this.

I wish things weren't this complicated, making me wondering.

2009-09-27T20:49:00.005+08:00

Went Sheqin's house for 'open house' ytd.

Was late as usual.

Met up with Afini, Jason & Sam.

Afini & me have telepathy!

We wore the same thing.

& we wore heels. :D

Reach at 3.30pm & chat & eat.

The kids there is very funny playing around.

Angela came the latest.

& Afini went back first.

She had a date with something. haha.

Went back with Zulaiha, Abigail, Angela, Netya, Sam & Jason at 6pm.

Had open house for family today.

Alot of ppl came.

Sis get free guitar from her friend.

Cousin played the guitar & sing for me! :D

Looking at how he play the guitar like very cool.

Almost everyone of them knows how to play it.

I'm jealous.

GD is accused of plagiarism.

& ppl force him to delete his photo from his twitter.

How bad can the Netizens be?

What you msg me ytd was funny.

Laughed hard when I read it.

Finally learning how to play guitar! :D

You misunderstood it, seriously.

Its not supposed to be like that.

Sadded. ):

2009-09-25T16:37:00.003+08:00

Had F&N practical test ytd.

Eng aft reccess.

Everyone tasted the food outside the class after recess while waiting for Ms Bavani to come.

They kept eating my mixed veggies & mushroom & pizza.

Then Thalia ask me how I cooked it.

I was shock cos she knows that I cooked it & Im scared that its not nice.

But she & Alicia kept on eating it.

She said that its like her mother's cooking.

So I also tasted it.

It was not bad, quite nice.

The pizza was ok just that theres not much ingredients.

The cheese was awesome! Can pull one.

Gonna make it someday. (:

Ms Bavani came & Vimal still eating it in the class.

Priya's food got confiscated.

Continue with lesson after 20mins.

After 15mins, Yusri's macaroni spilled.

He & Anuar cleaned it.

Sakti sprayed body spray & got confiscated also.

She went to General office & complain.

Whole class needs to go down the second period.

Was lectured & waited for the OM & DM.

Talk & play in white room with Thalia, Alicia, Josephine, Joachim, Kayseng, Priya, Krisna & Firdaus.

Kayseng talk very funny.

He blush so easily.

Mr Chen so good, no math.

Mr Shaiful make Kayseng write a petition, if our class lost control again.

& we need to sign it.

1.45pm then released & go for mother tongue.

Online, tv-ed; 2days 1 night, com, eat, tv-ed; music bank.

Online at 4pm plus.

Watch 2days 1 night & Hodong, MC Mong & Seunggi is very funny.

Did the nominal role thingy & watch videos.

Eat while watching music bank.

Bro use lappy so went to sleep at 12.30am.

5am plus woken up by loud songs sis play.

Saw msg & went back to slp.

You must be bored not talking to me.

Hahahahahaha.

But you still have your games to play. :p

2009-09-25T15:09:00.004+08:00

Wed, 23rd Sept 09

Afini went home & Zulaiha went for History, leaving me alone.

Called Oppa, wanted to meet her at 2.40pm.

Reluctant to go in the np room because I dont know who's in there.

Then Jiahui ask me for rope to practice.

Had to go in the room & take for her.

Put the attendance file back & they all crapped inside the room.

Waited till 2.40pm then go out take shirt.

Saw Oppa & all the info comm ppl outside school.

Went back after taking the shirt.

Had promotion test during Np.

The paper was so difficult & didn't manage to finish it.

Because of remembering the pledge & log. stuff, I wrote the wrong rank. :X

But I manage to write the pledge down! :D

And the CI very kaypo to see the answer.

I can't concentrate on the paper & forget what I want to write.

Because they talk about stuff so loud & beside me somemore.

The sec2 sure finish faster than us.

But the sec1 the fastest.

While changing to pt kit, Afini & Zulaiha bully me.

Only left Zulaiha & me in the toilet then suddenly Afini came with someone.

Damn shock & very funny.

Just can't stop laughing.

Went out of toilet & saw everyone pumping.

They play dodge ball & left me in the room alone.

Update sec3 stuff & have no mood to continue, with the NCC boys so noisy.

Went to hockey pitch & watch them playing.

Accompany them drink water & went back to pitch.

Went back to np room after playing.

Afini & Zulaiha still bully & Nivitha wanted to join in.

They wanted to say something.

Mr Ong waiting for them to fall in then someone said 'shutup la'.

& just nice the CI walk past & heard it.

Went in the np room while Mr Ong talking to the sec1.

& they are scolded by the CI.

Talk with Aarif in the room while waiting for them to finish scolding.

Dongwen tickled me alot of time just to say hi, but still not ticklish. :P

Home at 7.20pm & immediately fell asleep.

Woke up at 9.30pm plus & reply msg.

2 fans blowing directly at me. So shiok.

Tv-ed, eat & online.

Msg-ed till 3am plus.

Then eyes can't open alr.

But still reply the last msg with eyes closed.

I was just playing sulky.

But thats not true after all, to me.

Or is it?

2009-09-24T00:37:00.007+08:00

I don't wish for it to be like how ppl assumed it to be.

I don't want it to be that way.

Problems will arise if it's too close.

I just don't know why.

I'm starting to feel that something is wrong, somewhere.

I want it to be like the past.

No problems, no nothing.

Carefree all the way.

Feelings will come and go away.

Time is the best medicine for wounds to heal.

But flashback will start once familiar things appeared.

And reminiscing is on it's way.

You really made me wonder.

But I don't wish to know.

Even if the sky is falling down.

2009-09-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wed, 16th Sept 09

Np was ok.

Had the privilege to sit in the np room for a day! :D

Count the remaining stuff for log. check.

Was in the room with Jiayi mdm till she went out at 4.50pm.

Accompany her wash school flag & it was damn disgusting.

Must bleach it already.

& I saw how she panicked when finding her watch.

But at last I found it, in the baton box. (:

The poncho also very disgusting.

Got alot of dry mud & the sea water smell.

All went out & left me all alone in the room with only papers, pen & laptops. ):

Did finish the log. book & did other stuff.

Listen to song & disturb ppl things. hahahahaha.

& Afini suddenly come & tie my hand with the twine.

Dongwen did something in the room.

& theres free laptop on the table for me. (:

Get back the npap shirt & its very big.

Yellow color somemore. So striking.

Walk in the rain from school.

Rain very heavy, so shiok!

Reach mac very wet.

After eating went Popular, Zulaiha bought pen & I bought ice cream sticks.

Home at 8.45pm.

Online & bathe for 1 hour & watch tv till 11pm.

Clean room & slept at 3am plus.

Thurs, 17th Sept 09

Overslept & had migraine.

So pon school.

Didn't know that theres 2 test.

Slept till 3pm & Zulaiha called.

After Afini msg me to go to her house, get ready to go out.

About to go out then dad came home.

Wanted to go out then can't, even after much persuading.

Mum ask to help her prepare food for break fast.

About to send msg to Afini but then Netya called.

So sorry can't join you all that day.

Next year if you have another one, maybe I will go.

2009-09-15T22:50:00.001+08:00

Was cleaning up the house last night from 9pm plus till 2am plus.

Eat supper & go online aft that.

Cleaned up my room & the living room.

Theres alot of redundant stuff.

Alot of sec 1 & sec 2 stuffs.

Somemore very dusty.

Online till 3am plus & someone nag me to sleep.

So have to be guai & sleep.

Woken up by phone call at 7am.

& my bro & sis are late for work & school.

& Im sleepy so went back to sleep.

Even if I went to school surely have detention one.

So went back to sleep as migraine is still there.

Woke up at 10.30am to msg Afini & Zulaiha.

& went back to sleep.

Finally woke up at 2pm.

Cleaned the remaining stuff & online.

& dad's friends came to view things.

Take out all the things & everything is all sooo dusty.

I've just bathe & now my room is dusty.

Arrrrrrrrrrgh!

Christella told me that theres no pe today.

Wow! First time Mr Mano is so kind.

Ouh ya, I've found my stalkers contacts that I've lost.

But only half of it.

& I've found alot of last time stuff.

Np room is seriously better than my room.

At least there isn't much dust.

Except for the fan.

The fan is 15 yrs old already & still going 'strong'.

Like any moment can die like that.

Honggi is mine!!!

Can't share share with you.

We shared Hyun Joong already what.

So Jonghun is all yours!

HAHA! I'm stingy & you're greedy!

Onew is cute~!!

He nearly have the same signature like GDragon!!

OMG!!!

2009-09-14T20:22:00.003+08:00

Wanted to buy things but never bring enough money.

Saw Priya & others.

Waited for them outside Maybank while they went to buy drinks at Mac.

Suddenly there was this guy looking & smiling.

We thought that he was crazy & so we ran to LJS but he was following behind!

So we went back out & in to Mac back.

Sit down at the place for awhile & the guy came back searching for us!

Oppa ran to toilet & the guy waited & looking at us at the entrance.

Split into 2 & ran different ways at different entrance.

The guy was confused to go which way but he went towards the LJS side.

He finally went to the traffic light & vanish away.

Stopped running outside Starbucks & meet the rest.

Everyone was scared & my hand was trembling.

& suddenly migraine came.

Followed them to LJS to buy drinks.

Sit for 10 mins & saw Kayseng they all.

Arrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!

All because of the mad crazy idiotic guy that I have migraine!!

He actually chased us twice!

How pathetic can he get?!?!

Home at 4pm plus.

Watch The Golden Ladder & special guest is FT Island!

The weird noona ask Honggi to kiss her & many fangirls is sooo gonna haunt her.

& Lee Teuk is one of the judges! (:

Watch The Golden Bell Challenge & theres FT Island & 2AM!

No more Shinee! ):

Honggi is below 20 yrs & Minhwan is the youngest!

So shocked to know that.

& Honggi can sing trots too. So cool~

Jonghyun hair is not so blonde like Bongie.

&&& Honggi is hot!!

I really don't wish for us to be like last time.

I really want us to be together & close just like we used to.

But somehow things around are changing, making it difficult.

2009-09-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Went Geylang at 6pm ytd to hunt for baju raya.

Grandma, aunty, sis & cousin was there too.

So reach there & search for parking lots.

Parked near the coffee shop & its time for break fast.

Bought chicken rice & ice lemon tea.

After eating, waited for bro to park car, & sis & grandpa to come.

Find grandma & aunty but they going home.

Walk round & round & round searching for baju raya & finally found the suitable one.

Searched for dad & bro's one after that.

& I saw this Pontianak beside me. So funny.

Hes endorsing for a ghost CD.

Saw aunty & she made us walk to First Lady for nothing.

But thank goodness she left for other places with her son & daughter.

Bought drinks & dendeng.

The place sooo hot & stuffy, full of smoke.

But chatted with oppa.

Had seafood buffet.

First time eating as a whole family plus grandpa! (:

Because sis joined us, for the first time ever.

& I had the appetite to eat alot.

Hunt for the remaining shirts.

& bought burger after that.

Went home at 1am.

Had supper & watch movie till 2am plus.

Plan to go out today was postponed to next week.

& Happy Sunday was 2 Days 1 Night.

I'm so slow to realise that.

I think I saw tattoo on Eun Jiwon & MC Mong's hand.

Eun Jiwon did have a tattoo.

But not sure about MC Mong though.

Received msg that theres F&N test tml.

Gosh! So last min.

& time plan? to be in on thurs.

Finally doing the logistics thingy.

&& that childish person just said something amazing to kill my mood.

I just cant do it & not doing it anymore.

Maybe I am?

'Lets pretend none of this has ever happened.'

How I wish I can but I just couldn't.

It's easy to say but it's difficult to do.

Recovery needs time but time just wouldn't stop for it to take place.

So humans are left with wounds left unheal.

2009-09-10T23:10:00.007+08:00

10 more days of fasting!!
& finally can start gorging on foods! :D
Sooo can't wait for the day to come!
& didnt reaized it till Afini told me ytd.

Still havent clean up my room or make cookies yet.

Time flies very fast indeed.

Most prolly going Geylang next week to hunt for shirt & food.

Aunt has given birth to a baby boy last week!

Still havent get the chance to see the baby yet. ):

Everyone is busy with their own stuff to visit grandma place. ):

Whereas Im at home busy watching tv & stuck with the laptop for hours.

Catching up with kpop mvs & live perf.

I'll pause my kdrama till after final year.

Just cant break free from it.

How I wish I can go to my grandma place alone, all by myself.

I wanna go visit before hari raya.

So maybe aft school next week gonna go grandma house.

But 1 hour mrt ride can really make me fall asleep.

Maybe gonna break fast outside again next week! Yay!

Afini invited us over to her house.

Hopefully can make it. (:

&& I fall asleep while replying msg halfway at 3am plus in the morn.

Argueing with that childish person.

I saw it before.

I still remember it even if you dont.

So no denying can help.

& Im not a small kid!!

Key is sooo cute~!!

2009-09-09T21:22:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NUR AZURA!. (:

Alarm keep ringing from 6am, but off it.

Saw 3 miss call & finally pick the 4th call up & wake up aft that.

Get ready & just remember that shoelace havent been tie yet.

Quickly tie shoelace & wait for the bus to come.

Waited for 15mins & finally it came.

Walk fast fast to school & my ankle hurts.

Reach school at 8.15am to clean up np room.

& I was always the last one to reach.

Found out that my ankle has blister, very pain. ):

But thank goodness Afini has plaster. (:

Thank you, fini. (:

Take out all the things & do stock taking.

I thought I need to do the stock taking all by myself.

But later Afini & others come to the rescue. haha.

Count & clean the stuffs together, just the 7 of us.

& Hengqin was super free playing with the sponge fibre & disturbing ppl.

But the place was very dusty.

Afini & Nivitha laugh at me when they saw me sneezing.

Zulaiha was yawning all the way.

Yuekng keep spraying my shoe with the glass cleaner thingy.

But it wasnt slippery when I walk. haha. :p

Told Yihui that Jaebum quitted 2pm.

But she doesnt believe it.

Pack up & finish at 12.45pm.

The room finally have space to breathe~

But the color is still the same.

I thought we're gonna paint it but turns out not.

Ms Ong bought for us drinks.

& we slacked till 2pm at old yishun library.

Wasnt sleepy till after cleaning up.

Can barely open up my eyes.

I was given homework to do but I lazy do it.

Next year then give bah.

& Oppa told me that LeeMinHo is coming to s'pore! :D

I'm sooooo gonna go see him. (:

& KimHyunJoong oppa is down with swine flu! ):

Get well soon! Hwaiting!! (:

Jaebeom quitted 2PM already!

He went back to Seattle, America on ytd evening flight at 6.30pm.

All because of the idiot who digs up the past post on myspace!

JYPE has stopped all 2PM's broadcasting schedules & music performances.

They will only be recording & practice dances for their new album.

& Amber from fx is handsome.

Her looks is so guy-ly.

아 김현중 오빠, get well soon!

Dont work too hard.

You still have to prepare for your persona world tour concert.

화이팅! ^^

2009-09-08T22:48:00.001+08:00

Accompany Priya do her hair at 12pm.

Take 969, wanted to go Causeway.

But half way realized that take the wrong bus.

Saw Ikea & Giant.

Ended up reached in Tampines.

Went Tamp 1, Tamp Mall & Century Square.

There's alot of tempting stuffs to buy but all need kaching.

I saw this cute watch but too bad cant buy it. ):

Went Northpoint awhile aft that.

Saw Alvin Sir at interchange.

Went home & watch tv aft that.

Missed music banks again. ):

Only watch the last 40 mins of it.

Never did I know that I dont care has many version of it.

It was nice, not bad.

Gonna look for it & download it tml if theres any mp3 ver.

& just got the msg from Zulaiha that need to report to sch tml at 8am.

If she nvr ask me what I'm wearing tml, I guess I'll nvr find out.

& it starts sooo early.

I still want my beauty sleep & probably will be in my kpop land. (:

Bed is full of tissues.

Hopefully can recover by tml.

Or else gonna sleep till afternoon.

Found bong's twitter but korean ver., like finally~ :D

& alot of ppl using twitter now.

Its tempting but will consider it.

I wanna get updates from melly abt bong.

But she will still post it online though.

His words are so meaningful.

But its in korean.

Must translate it.

Your words are so sweet.

It's meaningful.

But heart wrenching?

2009-09-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY Aisyah!. (:

Had a weird dream ytd.

About someone getting into an accident.

Rarely had any dream though.

Saw this forum abt getting kpop down to s'pore.

They are sending over an invitation to datz ent & Mr. Yang Hyun Suk/Mr. Yang Goon.

& maybe Mr. YHS would show the invitation to the boys?

Hopefully they would let them come.

But there would be a sudden number 1 VIPs due to the increase number of fans.

Just like how SS501, LMH had become because of Boys Over Flowers.

Sudden increase of fans & merchandise is sold all over the shops.

But all is unofficial ones.

I've been addicted to bongie's song since his solo album was released.

& I downloaded alot of BB photos.

Picture spams again.

Need to reorganise folders soon.

All the pictures & songs files are all over the place.

Feels something is wrong.

Anticipating something, I guess.

Anyways, Happy belated 3rd Anniversary 빅뱅! 화이팅!

2009-09-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

Lessons was slack again.

M.T, did file & workbook correction.

Eng, went com lab & did our own stuffs.

Phys, Mr Ong did a slack revision as only 6/12 ppl was listening.

V.E, Ms Sally relief us.

Theres so many ppl missing today.

Its either they went for WILL programme or was absent.

Class was damn good today, not making much noise as theres only 14 ppl in class.

& I skipped class during V.E.

I wonder why Mrs Tang wasnt with us during morning assembly & V.E.

But turns out that she was out of school with the students, the whole day.

Had Service Learning after school.

It was ok.

Just that theres too much of tempting foods they are selling.

But I didnt buy it. Only bought lollipop.

3ND & 3EB's ice pops was temping me & Afini.

So went to buy drinks & plastics to make our own ice pops at home. (:

Afini managed to blow 2 balloons even though shes afraid of it.

& she chased Yuekng around with it.

Hes still as scared as ever. haha!

Phobia? I guess.

Home at 4.20pm & guess what??

My SCV is working back!!

Quickly changed & watch tv.

I miss it. I havent been able to watch/use it for the past 2 weeks as it was down with flu.

& the timings for kbs has also changed. ):

So I dont know what is when.

But I get to watch music banks!

& Bong is the winner for this week! :D

He performed his 2 solos so enthu-ly & he made it at #1.

Congrats! :D

2D 1N was funny but only get to watch the last 20 mins. ):

& Seungki knows how to write japanese!!

Hodong was suprised to know that.

2009-09-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

Anuar, Yusri & Syarifuddin went to class with a trolley full of sodas & crackers.

Went up & down with it.

During eng was fun.

They carried it to the com lab & everywhere with it.

I get to hold the green crackers. (:

Followed Zulaiha printed flyers.

Went Comics Connection to hunt for Zulaiha's new boyfriend's picture aft that.

Search & search & search, finally found it.

But he was endorsing a facial thingy.

Zulaiha didnt notice it until I pointed it out.

I skipped mass run ytd because I was late.

Changed to pe & decided not to go for it.

Went to 3rd floor toilet.

Was about to go in the cubicle to change back to my uniform.

& suddenly, I saw alot of ppl there.

Theres Fadilah, Rauda, Shalini, Rohini & Fathin.

But there was also 3 boys there!!

Vimal, Victor & Sakthivel.

I was starled while they are bombing me with qns.

Victor & Sakthivel was inside the cubile doing dont know what thing.

Went back to class & got to know that those ppl was caught skipping mass run.

Because only 10 plus ppl attend the mass run. So cool.

Half skipped it & others was absent.

Less ppl in class was sooo cool!

Not much noise & can do anything.

Eng was fun this week.

Ms.B was so kind hearted to let us go to com lab.

But we didnt do what she instructed us to do.

I read Ayesha's drabbles & one-shot.

It was awesome!! :D

Told you I'm a bad girl!

A stubborn one.

2009-09-02T22:02:00.005+08:00

Just now all the lessons was damn slack.

Eng, do our own things.

Chem, did the periodic table worksheet.

Geo, chatted with the relief teacher.

Math, did the sec 4 work.

Phys, did workbook & Mr Ong also felt restless aft watching us sleeping during lesson, not listening to him talking.

Many ppl went for Will programme.

So left less than half the class in the class.

The teachers also no mood to teach except Mr Chen.

Had np just now.

But wth! Was forced to teach Leroy rifle!

I dont know what's the purpose of doing it.

It was damn hard to teach him but I dont care.

Because I get to claim something. (:

Helped Zulaiha take the sec 1 with her.

Pity her. She shouted till no voice.

Campcraft was okay.

Just that the twines are finished.

& they are recapping back on the less than 10 knots.

I wanted to see the sec 2 do tent pitching.

But now they are only pegging so no need to see first.

Break fast at mac with Afini & Zulaiha.

Hunt for Zulaiha's school shoe & my sour plum aft that.

Home at 9pm.

Theres cooking tml & need to hand up recipes.

Still havent find suitable recipes for it yet.

So stressed up. ):

2009-09-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Had Teachers Day celebration in school ytd.

Alot alot alot of ex students came.

& I saw many many ppl. :D

Mostly is from last year's batch.

Only quarter of them came.

The celebration was okay.

Just that 3NC & 3ND ppl very noisy.

I like the way the classes are seated.

Plan to go back to pri sch was cancelled because it was raining heavily.

But they all were missing.

Plus I dont even know whether they'll remember me.

& most of the teachers are transferred to another school because of the merging.

But maybe next year going.

Tml will be busy after school.

Need to do preparation for VE stuff etc.

All last min work.

Forget that it'll be 3 more days.

&& $$$ will be gone again after buying all the stuffs. ):

Sadded.

Sommore no daily allowance. ):

Edited at 1.20am:

My np shirt got burned. :X

Theres big big big hole.

I dont wanna use the new one. ):

Must iron & make the line seen.

So troublesome.

I miss my old shirt. ):

2009-08-30T22:48:00.004+08:00

Finally manage to change the skin after so long.

But still have some problem.

Can't put tagboard. ):

Chatted with this naggy person till 3.30am.

& Man U win Arsenal 2-1.

The uncles under the blk so noisy watching it.

The cable cant get fixed so have to watch it using the com.

Watch Pochong vs Kuntilanak.

But it wasnt scary.

Had sooo much food during break fast.

But still can't finish it all.

I dont know why now I can't eat so much just like I used to before fasting.

I'll easily get full after eating half plate of food.

& Im just lazy to eat after using the com.

Finally my blogshopping habbit has paused. (:

Currently waiting for the stuff to arrive.

& blogshopping again in Oct.

My daily allowance have been taken away & Im broke.

OMG! my rooom gonna be squeezy with stuff again. ):

& I need to clean it up. wth.

edit:

DS has been discharged on 27th Aug. (:

Operation was a success but he still can't continue with his schedule yet.

SR has to take over him for now in Family Outing.

HEART BREAKER~

2009-08-27T18:35:00.006+08:00

Tues, 25th Aug 09

Play badminton during p.e.

Mr Mano teaches us how to play.

Thalia play like very weird.

Vimal, Praveen & Aravind play not bad.

Krisna & Priya like dont know how to play.

They kept on daydreaming all the way, looking at the boys playing.

I just cant serve it properly. ):

I thought I saw Michel & her two other friends in school.

That person just looks like her.

Had something on after school ytd.

So went for np late.

& Alvin sir even came.

Pity it needs to end early for the Sec 1.

Had I know, I will be there all those while.

Not wasting my precious time.

Had chicken rice for break fast at foodcourt with Zulaiha.

& bought the sour plum.

Finally found it after so long of hunting for it till I gave up.

It was still as sour as ever.

Cant watch tv that much this few days.

Especially my fav kshow.

Because the tv is dead.

Never did I know it was fun chatting till late night.

I need someone/something to rant my problems to.

But I just can't do it.

I'm just not confident of myself.

& everyone around me had been telling me that all the time.

Made me thinking alot of times whether to do it or not.

2009-08-24T21:35:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 21th BIRTHDAY KJY!. (:
HAPPY 100th DAYS TO 2NE1!. (:

Watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak ytd.
It wasnt scary, its funny.
Make ondeh-ondeh also.

Today wasnt that bad.
F&N very fun.
Theres only 6 of us & we all doesnt seems so excited.
Priya & Anuar quarrel & make the whole class laugh including Ms Cheong.
Anuar, Fadhilah & me talk about Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak during chem.
Anuar's action very funny.

I've been neglecting BB.
I forgotten about them.
I even forget that his solo album coming out last tues during his birthday.
I just remembered it when my sis talk about it.
But I've downloaded it. :D
& I'm shocked to know that DS was hospitalized due to his car accident. ):
Pity him.
He need to do surgery.
But maybe this week or next week can be discharge. (:
Get well soon, DS.
Fighting. (:

Im sorry didnt reply you.
I wasnt able using it.
By the time I saw it, you were gone.

Your smile, never fails to stun me.
It brightens my day to see it.
Even though it only lasted a few minutes.
I'll still cherish it.

I haven't see you the past months doesn't mean that I've forgotten all about you.
It's just that we're just too busy with stuffs.
Maybe time will decide whether we'll meet again.
Fate? Affinity? Destiny? perhaps.

Breathe~

2009-08-22T21:48:00.004+08:00

It the fasting month.

& I was so sleepy the whole day.

Watch movie to endure the sleepiness.

Make curry puff & doughnuts.

Yummy! (:

I finally know how to make doughnuts.

During VE yesterday, someone new came.

Its D.

Hes quite strict.

The funny things is when Vimal they all laugh, he will also laugh.

When he laugh, he will punch the table & stop laughing & continue talking.

Then Vimal they all like startled when he did that.

BR is better but he never come our group talk with us.

Because that D is there.

Oppa, I'll change the skin when I'm free.

Should be during next week.

Now I not free to do it.

I finally had the courage.

I'm bored.

Cant do the 'family tree' because the codes is so confusing.

& your request is weird.

2009-08-21T21:42:00.006+08:00

Selamat Berpuase!!! (:

Common test week.

Today the last day of common test. :D

Alot of people never come.

Christella always pon school again.

Math got 4/20.

Only Priya, Victor & Anuar pass.

Sooo many careless mistakes.

& the qns all very complicating but found out that all the qns just use formula can get the ans. -.-

Physics got 20/40.

Just pass.

The power is so complicating to find.

Wed, 19 Aug 09.

Had sexuality education during assembly.

& 3ND sits first row.

Dont know why.

The boys all so horny.

Joachim & Priya keep quarelling with each other over some disgusting things.

& I was in the middle, stucked there.

Had np but Zulaiha wanted to skip it badly.

I just cant make a choice whether to go or not.

After sending Zulaiha, went back to school.

I was caught by Yuekng & saw Afini.

She ask me to join her take squad because shes alone.

& good thing is that theres no Dashen!

So theres no one talking to thin air/walls anymore, adding to noise pollution.

I just cant stop laughing during training.

Its just so funny.

Debrief was okay but I just hate it.

I shouldnt click on the link.

I regretted what I did.

But somehow the person could at least tell that he do that what.

It public & world wide sommore.

I somehow had a feeling that it was stalking me during the 2 miserable days.

Even a blind person know what you're doing.

Its obvious dammit.

I hate you.

2009-08-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

Fri, 14th Aug 09

Aft school went Afini house with Zulaiha.

Prepare for POP things.

Change of schedule due to no parade.

I had to change the schedule myself because I cant find them.

They all are having drills with their squads at some isolated place, leaving me alone.

& to think that my hands are actually trembling while trying to change the schedule.

Because Dongwen & Jiayi mdm cant wait to know the next event.

But Ariff came & calm me down.

Had performance in AVA room.

Only 9 of the Sec 4 attend it.

Ariff & Yihui got something on so they never come.

Sec 1 did better than what we did when we were Sec 1.

We had special performance from the Sec 4.

Farhan reminisced his memory about np since he was Sec 1 & it was very touching.

Sara & some others shed tears.

Lunch was quite weird but fun.

Ate just like how we used to during camps.

Sit along the drain with the seniors & eat cake.

Zulaiha, Afini & me shared one big plate of bee hoon.

Because we felt full eating the big slices of cake.

But managed to finish it & theres alot of leftover bee hoon.

D, Kr, N, Jx came to northland.

But he didnt come. ):

Its like they are looking at us when we're having lunch.

They even play with the toy gun rifle.

Play guessing game after that.

Didn't know how to play at first but now I know how to play the game after looking at Hengqin play.

& it's like he know what number me & Suaykee choose.

Prepare gift for Liyana mdm as she was busy with her studies to attend the POP.

& we brought back the balloons as it's not enough for the Sec 4.

I get the green one. :D

Something funny happened when we're outside the gate.

Ms Ong was talking with Jiayi mdm, Dongwen & Yuekng.

I was talking with Zulaiha, standing right at the back just behind Ms Ong.

Zulaiha accidentally hit my hand & my balloon drop dead on the ground.

She scream & all of them got shocked.

& guess what, even Yuekng himself is afraid of balloons. hahaha.

His reaction towards it is very funny.

Even Afini saw it.

I realized that it wasnt so noisy when Jiayi mdm pointed out something.

The POP wasnt a grand one like last year's.

Many people are missing.

& I didnt even remember to invite any humans over.

Was busy doing dont know what thing.

& why didnt he or she invite them?

& how could I forget the most important people?!

I even forget to bring USB cable.

2009-08-11T21:33:00.006+08:00

Mon, 10th Aug 09

Went Choa Chu Kang to eat bbq fish.

Went Kent Ridge, Mount Faber & finally reach, Marina Barrage.

Was there at 7pm plus till 10pm.

Kent ridge is a good place to drift with the road turning round & round.

& Mount Faber's toilet is super nice.

It's damn huge.

There's sofas in the toilet & glass window with forest outside.

Wed, 12th Aug 09

Mr Chen didn't come school due to something.

There's relief teacher.

But we were just talking away with each other.

Assembly is worst.

142 upper sec students never went to school on friday due to national day celebration in school.

Need to do essays & qns on Singapore.

Finish before 4pm.

SS was funny.

Fighting over the fan in the ava room the first thing we get there.

& there's riot between Alicia, Thalia & Cindy with Ruthren after that.

It was funny.

Ms Bavani burst up during english.

& the boys keep teasing her.

Math & M.T is free period.

But have to do worksheet.

Bought stuff for pop with Zulaiha.

& thinking what to write.

Finally Afini gave us idea.

It's 11.55pm now.

& I still haven't done anything yet.

Didn't prepare things for np yet.

It's so hard to find suitable song.

Especially sad & emo kind.

& I'm darn sleepy.

Found out something interesting about someone.

Nickhun & Yoona together?

I'm sure that they aren't gonna break up.

They are sweet together & alot of fans wants them together.

All 5 together as 1.

But I just don't understand why sm.ent makes them their slave.

2009-08-10T13:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!. (:

7th & 8th Aug 09

Went for wedding on fri night.

Bro-in-law & sis-in-law was very nice.

There's 2 photographer.

The wedding was quite a grand one.

It's the bestest one I've been to.

Even though the food is spicy.

Went home at 12am plus.

Went to the wedding again at 3pm plus.

Eat bee hoon & mutton briyani.

I love the egg tarts & chocolate marble cake.

Ate satay at the night dinner.

I just realized that I didnt eat much there.

There's alot of leftover food untouched.

But they packed only 2 dish & 1 pkt of rice for us.

& they throwed away the rest of the food.

But it's okay thou.

Spend the 2 days there.

The wedding looks like it's full of bodyguard.

There's people guarding everywhere under the blk.

& I saw something funny. hahaha.

Went back at 11.30pm plus.

Took alot of photos.

The groom & bride even make a MV specially for their wedding dinner.

9th Aug 09

Supposed to go out.

But bro use the car & go out with his gf & family.

So need to take out things from lorry & bring it home.

By the time all things were taken out, it's 6pm plus already.

Switch on the tv & watch NDP on tv instead.

Decided not to go out & watch tv instead. ):

But some how this year's NDP was quite fun than last year's.

Happy Sunday doesn't have eng subs. ):

I wanna watch it, it's funny.

But I cant understand it.

Supposed to go out in the morning.

But overslept till 10am.

Woke up & watch My Girl ep 6 & 7.

Watched Brilliant Legacy special.

But it hasnt been subbed finished with the eng subs. ):

So gonna watch it next time.

2009-08-07T18:33:00.002+08:00

Nvr went to sch.

Got stomachache & headache.

Afini send me the ppt slide.

& it was quite funny.

Was laughing away when I opened it in the morning.

Now have to search for songs & presents.

Downloaded the song.

& now I'm addicted to it.

The mv's quite nice too, very touchy.

Make the blog already.

After breaking my head finding for blogskin, finally found one that's suitable.

Editing the template to make it nice.

So going to edit it & stuff it with lots & lots of words.

But have to wait for that person to tell me what to do.

To me it's not a job well done.

Cos I know I can do better.

But I will improve after they've given their orders.

I fell in love with Shinee member's smile while watching TSGB.

They are really cute.

Especially when they sing the song.

2009-08-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

Had np ytd.

Had to do GOH for the first time & it was fun & funny.

With Kumar & Syafiq being the joker playing while rehearsing.

It was quite easy.

Just that BB beats was slow & we were sort of fast because of the NCC?

So we kind of cant really cooperate.

That someone is really like suspicious of us.

Being wary of what we are doing, be it a small teeny weeny thing.

& I got the silvery thingy.

Afini gave it to me. (:

My phone drop inside water.

& it's spoil. ):

But it's okay after charging it.

The # button just won't work.

So I have difficulty messaging others.

Migraine is back.

So won't be going to school tmr.

& half the class decided not to go to school tmr.

2009-08-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

Went for wedding ytd at woodlands.

& the food was quite nice.

But the cookies is nicer.

Went grandmother house.

& started to have headache back.

Ate my fav food that my grandma cook.

& it's damn spicy.

Went home & got stomachache.

I spend my day ytd without scv.

But I chat with Aisyah.

I still haven even done the script, research, math homework & malay homework.

& I'm so dead.

Must finish it by today.

I saw this video & I realised that it's already August.

I saw one of the video that they performed for their concert. (:

& it's damn nice.

I really wanna go.

Definitely can't miss it.

2009-08-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

Ytd was a bad day.
Had meeting with Ms Cheong.
Suppose to do a script on National Day.
& the script must be ready on mon.
I don't have a single thing to write about.

Np was rather ok.

Even though it's not.
My mind is in a blank.
Thinking about the script & blog.
& during debrief, I just had nothing to say.
They've said all the things that I had thought in mind.
So there isn't a need for me to repeat it.

It's not that I don't want/never cut it.
Just that I can't do it.
But I will do it by tues/wed.

Looks like there's something wrong with DBSK.
I downloaded eng version of because I'm not stupid & it doesn't sounds like the original singer.

& I can't play the acoustic version. ):
But I like the one that he sings live, it's funny.

I have the video.

Wanna watch it? (:

Saw you but I tried to avoid you.
Somehow somewhat you took the initiative to talk to me.
I thought that it's okay.
But I guessed I was wrong.
I prefer the last outing.
You were quite caring.

2009-07-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

Watched star golden bell yesterday night. (:
There's 2PM but not all members & someone made phone call to Jungi. :D
Because Nicole wanted to talk to him.
He is so funny.
Aunty: Hello. hahaha. Hello. haha. Hello.
She was asking him something then he cut in.
Him: Are you drunk?
Aunty: -.-
Then the host talk to him & explain that they are in the midst of recording.
He was packing to go to America, I think.

Went to Sunplaza after school.
Met Krisna & Priya there.
Wanted to try pasta at Pastamania.
But the food there was quite ex.
We are tempted to try the spaghetti because of Ms Cheong talking about it during F&N.
But we changed our mind after that.
& decided to eat it next time.

Went back to Northpoint after that.
Wanted to waste time before going for appointment,
Met with Aisyah.
She's with Noraza & Salina.
& saw Anitha & Roshan.
They wanted to disturb her.

Went to Scarlet & something weird happen.
Went for appointment after that.
As my ezlink has finish, I have to walk all the way to Khatib.
& Mr.Sun is super hot.
& the person is so unfriendly & never even smile or even say hi/hello.
But it's like I got see her somewhere before.
Like one of the AN.
& she's from Orchid Park Sec Sch.

Watch 2D & 1N just now. (:
Only the last 25 mins. ):
& Seunggi is funny. :D
They are playing a game & the loser is suppose to jump into the cold water.
They were like shivering all the way.
& the water is super cold.
& much colder in Dec & Jan.
I wanna go there also.
There's a camping place & the place is very clean with no one around.
It's damn cool.
I wanna play in the water that's full of big rocks around it.
Looks like small water fall.

2009-07-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

Fri, 24th July.
Met Ms Moh for NE meeting aft school.
Need to choose either to go for the Cluster or something.
Went home after that.
Packed stuff for STC.
But I don't have half of the items in the list.
So I gave up packing & eat lontong.
Was having headache from morning.
So told mum that I don't wanna go.
& she asked me rest at home.

Sat, 25th July.
Was watching My Girl in my room.
& my sister suddenly shouted in the living room.
I went out & saw dad installing the SCV.
& I was like damn happy. :D
But continue to watch My Girl.
& BOF is getting interesting.

Sun, 26th July.
Watched My Girl.
& sleep damn late.
Took 3 kind of tablets.
1 white panadol, 2 pink & 1 green.
Turn on the tv at 1.45am & randomly press a channel.
& I saw SNSD.
It was a concert at Pattaya, Thailand.
There's artist from Korea, Taiwan, China, Thailand, Philippines & etc.
But I only saw Shinee & Snsd.
Slept at 2.30am after watching it.
Still having headache that lasted for 3 days.

Mon, 27th July.
Get back Math paper.
& I finally passed math after 9 plus years of failing it.
& Thalia is the highest in class.
Get back Physics & I passed too.
Yongliang got the highest.

Tues, 28th July.
Was having headache so never went to school.
Still haven't recovered.
& mum let me stay at home for the first time without nagging at me.
Woke up at 12pm.
Bath & watch tv from 1pm.
But there's no interesting shows in the afternoon.
Interesting shows only in the evening.
Watched Music Bank & there's alot alot of singers.
But I never see them. ):
Alot of never-heard-of-before singers.

Bump into Mrs Tang & she ask whether I got study for the test.
Then I said I got cos only last min revision by flipping the pages over while Priya talking to Krisna.
& I complained to her that the paper is so difficult & the words so chim to understand.
Had mass run.
Wanted to change to pe after reach school.
But once reached school, the bell rings.
So went straight to class & more than half the class was wearing uniform.
& need to run 1 half round outside school.
I ran with Aisyah cos Krisna & Priya left me.
& we talk about alot stuff.

Went back to class & was having headache back.
Luckily was english.
The whole class was talking to each other, ignoring Ms Bavani.
& got back Chem paper.
I passed & got the highest in class.
Surprised.
But the paper is Ms Ong the bio teacher set one.
Her paper is damn difficult.
The words all damn chim & hard to understand.

I found their song. :D
Thanks to Oppa's blog.
Downloaded the album also.
The song is super nice. (:
Just can't stop playing it over & over again.
I'm addicted to it.
I got another idol. :D

I wanna go Amusement Park & enjoy the day there.
Just like him in Korea.
I wanna go roller coaster ride & the tsunami kind of sea.
Dang! I'm tempted to go to the place.
Maybe going this weekend if I'm free & have enough money.
& Ayesha have updated her blog.
I wanna read the fanfic.
But will read it on sat cos I've no time.
Still haven eat my lunch yet. ):

2009-07-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY CHUA YIHUI!. (:

Was busy sleeping this few days.
I'm so tired.
& I'm having headache & fever.
Alot of people was absent from school.
In 3NC, half the class was absent.
& the whole class may not be going to school tomorrow including Mr Ong.
& Christella finally going to go school tomorrow.
Something is going to happen tomorrow.
Maybe something bad.
But maybe not gonna care about it.

Tomorrow gonna be the last episode of Absolute Boyfriend. ):
& there's gonna be Why Why Love, featuring Rainie Yang, I think.
& Sat is the 2nd last episode of SI. ):
& Sun is the last episode of SI. ):
I sooo can't wait for the drama to be uploaded at viki.
So in total will watch the last 4 episode after it had been uploaded.
Will watch it again from episode 1 first as I never watch it.
Skipped till episode 12 because one of the episode that I watch was boring.
But the whole story is actually nice featuring Lee Seung Gi.

I just can't stop my bad blogshopping habit.
My eyes just can't resist the temptation to look at things, especially idols stuff.
& I still can't manage to save my money just like how I planned it to be like during the hols.
I'm so disappointed with myself. ):
But hopefully will stop it by end of this month.
As I can't continue it any longer until mid October.
& by then, I'll be able to go to more than 5 blogshops to order the things.

I missed last year.
But this year is great too.
Got to know many kpop fans. :D
It isn't as bad as what I thought it would be.
But somehow things are changing.
& it's difficult to adapt to things; as I can't use laptop everyday & keep sleeping all day long at home. ):
With them having a change of heart; I can't do whatever I want at home such as watching kdramas till morning. ):
& doubting is always coming in search whenever they did it; they kept nagging & bringing up a worst-case-scenario topic that happened 3 years back, whenever something happen.
But nonetheless, things could & would get better in time to come; I can't wait for year-end holidays so I can do things that I wanted to do by then.

2009-07-21T21:00:00.005+08:00

Was late so never go school yesterday.
The bus took forever to come.
& is always making me late waiting for it for 20mins.
Postponed appointment to today as I was lazy to go out.
I want to sleep.

It's Racial Harmony today.
Quite alot of people wear traditional/ethnic costumes.
There's Baju kurung, Kebaya, Chongsam, Punjabi, Saree & Hanbok.
But looks like alot wear Punjabi.
Only saw one girl wear Hanbok.
& it's pink with yellow, blue & white.

P.e was sucky today.
Was having stomachache & feeling sick.

Waited for Zulaiha to end her choir meeting.
Aqilah came & talk with me.
She waiting for someone.
Zulaiha accompany Piriya home.
So didn't follow her.
Have appointment at 6pm but it's before 4pm when she want to go home.
So let her have some time with Piriya.

Yuqing, Sofia & Lorshine came to hub.
& they talk about guys.
& I got to know one secret.
Well, not really a secret.
Just that other people don't know about it.
& it's like it's unbelieveable to believe it.
But to think someone who looks innocent would do something like that.

& Christella get well soon.
You keep pon school.
Will miss alot of lesson like that.

Should I go or should I not go for SC?
I still haven't make up my mind yet.
& it's like less than 3 days to it.
& I don't have half of the things that we're supposed to bring.
& I'm broke so can't buy anything.
& there's so much things to pack.
Die die must make decision by either tomorrow night or thursday.
But Fri need to go to school.
There's mother tongue test.

& I've collected my BOF stuff. :D
It's so nice but still haven't open it yet.

2009-07-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

Was at home watching tv all the way yesterday & didn't went out.
Went out today to Ikea & Courts.
Randomly looking at the showroom.
& I like one of the mini room with toilet & kitchen attached to it.
It was super nice. (:
I wanted to have a room like that.
Small yet simple.
Well not that small, just that it could fit everything that I could have possibly own.

So missed MG. ):
I could have watched it while waiting for that person.
She wasted 45 mins plus of my life walking around Khatib with her friend.
& left us waiting for her for that darn 45 mins from Yishun till Khatib looking for her.
& I missed the most crucial part of the drama. ):
How I wish I could talk bad about her & scold her.
But I just can't, my parents were there.
But I did get to scold her in front of my sis.
& I'm much better now.

SI has just been uploaded today morning & another episode of it will be uploaded tomorrow morning.
Can't wait to watch it.
Maybe will watch it tomorrow, if I've time.
Math homework is due tomorrow & I still haven start on it yet.

The feeling I had now is complicated.
So complicated that I don't know how to describe it.
Things changes.
So much stuff had been on my mind lately.
Till I've no time to update or even go online to check emails.
I don't even know what I've been doing lately.
I just can't remember it.
I just know that time passes quickly when I'm about to do something.
Such that I'm about to eat only when it's 11 pm.
& I've cut down on my eating.
Only 1 time of eating each day, & that'll be dinner.
Only dinner & I just felt sick whenever I overate something.

Time could heal all wounds.
& maybe problems too.
Guessed that people do needs time for everything.
Time to calm down.
Time to adapt to changes.
Time, time & time for everything.
The given time may not be enough for some people.
Even I need time for me to do things that I want.
& if there was a longlonglong holidays, I probably could finish off what I wanted to do without a sleep.
& I'll be satisfied with what I did.
But I just need a room of my own to get started.

I missed last year.
But this year is great too.
Got to know many kpop fans. (:
It isn't as bad as what I thought it would be.
But somehow things are changing.
& it's difficult to adapt to things.
With them having a change of heart.
& doubting is always coming in search whenever they did it.
But nonetheless, things could & would get better in time to come.

2009-07-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

Christella never come.
Krisna & Priya got send home in the morning because their temperature was high.
& they left me alone.
Many people never come & alot went home because of high temperature.

F&N was funny.
KS make Ms Cheong laugh & she got dimples.
Finally done half of the task analysis.
Research time.

I downloaded alot of songs.
Not that alot.
Albums actually. (:
Of different kpop singers.
All new songs.
But too bad phone no memory to put all the songs. ):

Ms Ong keep forcing me to go STC.
& STC is next week.
But I don't wanna go.
I have a plan but no reasons.
So can't don't go.
But I don't wanna be chao da & there got alot of mosquitoes.
All is dengue kind & alot of them.
Anywhere go can surely find it. Disgusting...
But if don't wanna go then like pangseh them.
But it's they all want to go themselves.
So can't force me go because I really really not interested in camps.
I just go for the sake of going.
But they CIs there are seriously strict like tiger.
& like to find fault with us when it's actually their fault.

2009-07-15T19:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY MS CHEE!. (:
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO TYW!. (:

Ms Bavani never came & Ms Kua relief her.
Did worksheet.
Mr Ong flared up during physics.
Don't know what happened.
I & Fadhilah was talking with Aisyah.
Then when we went in the class, Mr Ong suddenly shouted at Isa.
Then the whole class was quiet for a while watching the free show.
He ask Isa to open the door at the back of the class.
Then Victor came out of the door.
He then pushed Isa into the door for 5mins.
& they all laugh.
& Aravind say 'Cher. You look so cute.'
Then everyone laugh so loud.
Then Mr Ong said 'Shut up.'
We continue with the lesson after wasting 20mins.

Aft Physics finished, saw oppa.
& she told me about the Music Banks.
& she got KBS channel.
But I don't have SCV.
Actually use to have but never pay then the bills all pilled up till $600 plus.
So it got cut off.
But I want to have SCV back.
Will ask my sis to subscribe new one.
& she told me about Boys Generation dance Gee song.
& I've watch it.
They are so cute.
I like their dance.
But Wonder girls & big bang aren't there.
I wanna watch the whole show with Big Bang in it.
I've watch some of the show featuring big bang last year during the debut of Strong baby & Sunset glow.

Went mac after school & they talk alot of stories.
But Zulaiha was consider quite chatty just now.
She talk all the philosophy come out.
& I still haven do the task analysis.
Need to do research & it's so troublesome.
& I never sleep just now.
& I also never watch Likeable or not.
Because I was watching the gee video over & over again.
& it won't load properly.
& Yihui. I wanna see you dance Gee.
That time you dance very cute.
But for a while only because there got people.

Edited, 10.35pm:
Dongwen told me something.
That him is going to follow us go STC.
But I still can't believe it.
It's like difficult to believe him.
But I thought he haven't book out yet?
He will be so free meh?

& I'm reluctant to go for STC.
But they all are forcing me to go.
& they say must have reason for not going.
But I don't wanna go.
Later come back all chao da.
Then somemore the next day got school.
Then so chao da & tired will confirm pon school.
Then will miss math.
Once missed math will be difficult to understand.

2009-07-14T23:29:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO JNCK!. (:

Went Northpoint to search for thumbdrive.
But never bring enough money.
So just search for the cheapest one.
& intending to buy it tml.
Sorry eh, Afini & Zulaiha for not waiting for you guys just now.

Bump into Aisyah at KFC.
& yeah. Finally she never call me Ahjumma. :D
Calling me Ahjumma sounds so wrong.
& I still don't know what to call her. :X
She ask me to call her Oppa.
But should I?
I still don't know.

& Christella did went to school.
But she went home after recess.
Because she still haven't recover from flu.
We run 2.4km for p.e.
But we walk most of the time because MR.SUN was so hot.
& ended up we took lass than 30mins.
So next week still must run.

& I love Wednesdays & Fridays.
Because there's no mother tongue on Wed & school finishes early on Fri.
& I'm broke.
Because I didn't save money.
It's either I ate something or buy school stuff.
& I have been cabbing to school this few days.
The damn bus reached 1 min before me & I have to wait for another 10mins for another bus to come.
& the taxi fares is so damn expensive can!!!

I still haven't do the task analysis yet.
& yeah! Sec 3 camp is CANCELLED due to H1N1.
Hope that STC camp will also be cancel.
Because next week Fri will be STC camp.
& we are going to pon school just to go for some dumb camp.
& I don't want to go for the camp because it's torturing.
But it's like everyone is going & they are forcing me to go together.
& when will CCA be resumed?
Cos North View Sec has already resumed their CCAs long time ago.

2009-07-14T01:32:00.003+08:00

Reached home at 3pm.
Watched Big Q & went to sleep from 3.30pm till 7.30pm.
Was supposed to wake up at 5pm but was so sleepy.
& hence missed 30mins of Likeable or not.
I really disappointed with myself if I overslept & miss something.
Be it watching tv or going out.
& I keep seeing sunrise while walking outside staffroom to class.
& it's very nice. (:

Their album is out! (:
& it's like finally.
& their song i nice & I'm loving all of them more. :D
Downloaded some of their song.
Haven't check their whole album yet.
Haven't got time to do so.

I'm also gonna download another album.
Heard that their album is scheduled to be out few days ago.
& that means that it should already be out.
& there are so many kpop singers to check up on.
& it has been 4 months since I last went to BB forum.
& 2 months since I last went to YYl forum.

& I watched many funny kvideos from night till 8am in the morning on saturday & sunday without sleeping.
& there are seriously alot alot alot of episodes to watch.
There are about more than 70 plus episodes.
& there are more than 10 shows for me to watch.
& I seriously wanna spend the whole day watching it.
But when I started to watch it, mum would surely nag & sister would surely make alot of noises.
So the only way I can watch it is after midnight.
When everyone is sleeping soundly without anyone bothering me.

& I have just watch 2 new epi of SI.
& the climax is seriously very good.
Making people tense while waiting.
& the exiting part have yet to come.
& I hate the damn lousy internet connection at night.
The videos can't & won't load fully.
& I have to change sites to watch it.
& it's wasting my time waiting for it to load.
& I'm so sleepy.

I wanna sleep.
But I don't wanna go school tomorrow.
Because there'll be 2.4km for p.e.
& maybe Christella will pon school tml because of it.
It's 1.52am now & I still haven't sleep.
There's mother tongue tml.
& I hate it.

OH SHIT!
I just remembered that I'm supposed to meet Mr Kulo for NE Ambassador thing.
Oh no.
I forgotten about it & just remembered at 1 am plus.
I'm so dead. :x

2009-07-12T22:37:00.005+08:00

Went home with Afini & Zulaiha on Friday after school.
They don't want to play badminton because it starts at 4pm.
So we parted with Afini at bus stop & went home.
Zulaiha & me walk to Northpoint.
While walking, we saw a cat & Zulaiha touched & give it food.
& she wasn't that scared.

Reached home at 2pm plus.
Yihui msged me at 3.30pm ask whether we wanna play badminton.
Told her to change to another day because Afini & Zulaiha can't make it.
But Yihui ask me accompany her go because only got 3 people.
Then got sudden appointment at 6pm plus.
So accompany Yihui go play badminton.
But we were late for 30 mins.
& when reached there, saw 2 of them.
& Ariff reached after 5 mins.

They all play badminton & I eat popcorn while watching them play.
Never play & went for appointment a while.
& after that we went to slack at the CC.
& they all talk about np stuff.
& Yihui can dance Gee song.
Went pasar malam at 7pm.
& stay there till 8pm plus.
Take 811 & went home.

Next time going for cycling somewhere.
Somewhere that is very cheap & very big place.
I want to go cycling.
But maybe going after O level finish.
Another 3-4 months of waiting.

So long already never exercise.
& I've grown fatter.
& I'm beginning to hate mother tongue.
Boo! It sucks!
& they all sucks.

& Tues got p.e so that means 2.4km.
& I still haven't do Task Analysis.
& tml still got Homec class test.
& my shoe is torn.
& I still haven't do malay compo.
& I still haven't revise for test.
& I wanna watch SI but wi1ll watch it tml.
I wanna do & buy alot of things!
I also want photos of someone! (:
Lots of it. :D
I'm frustrated on my memory card.
I wanna buy new one.
Because the memory card has limited space.
& I've got alot of pictures, songs & videos to put.

2009-07-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY CHRISTELLA YEO XUEQI!. (:

May all your wish come true. ^^
& have an enjoyable day/year!
& get well soon. (:
& must go to that concert together okay. :D

***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** *****

Today lessons was okay.
& Mrs Tang didn't come.
So had relief for 3 periods.
& it was so funny during mass reading.
Ms Milissa was scolding bloody hell all the way during temperature taking.
& the boys were laughing at her.
& she was frustrated & scold more bloody hell.
& the boys even get blue form for laughing.

& Krisna is back in school.
She is joining us for good.
She left India because she was abused & ill treated.
But she could endure it for 1 month plus.
& she still looks the same.
Nothing changed.
But she was disturbed by the boys.
To think that half the class forgotten her.

& I hate going to dentist!
But Faliq forced me too.
& the nurse personally came to class to escort. hahaha.
Purposely wanted to waste her time.
Now my teeth is in pain.
I forgot that I can't eat on my right side.
But after school went food court with Zulaiha because she was craving for chicken rice.
Eaten 3/4 of the chicken rice & when I was chewing suddenly I remembered that I can't eat on the right side.
Nearly finish then remembered. -.-
& I still haven finish up the task analysis.
One week already still haven even do.
Tml got Homec. ):
I dont want the Ms Cheong to come.
She like dont know how to laugh or even smile.
& whenever KS ask her to smile, she will give him a hard stare.
Why is that Northland is full of new teachers?
& why is that all the new teachers dont know how to smile?
Are they robots or something?
Even robots do smile sometimes.

& yeah! No more mass run till further notice.
Because they will be upgrading the parade square into something beautiful.
But heard that it will only be up after we graduate.
& that means no POP until further notice.
But I badly want POP!
With all going as planned without the parade.
But they still can held the parade in the hall with extra facilities of the fans & lights.
No more sun tanning under the sun for 1 hour plus.
No more chao da-ing people.

Math has become much more interesting.
& I finally know how to do it after hating math for 8 years plus.
I wanna make colorful paper cranes!!!
& more high class than the one I know.
& make lots of it! hahahahaha.
I'm damn greedy! (:
& finally Ayesha continues with her fanfic after 1 week plus. (:
But it's a new one though.
Same main characters still.
It's interesting.
Looking forward to the next chap for both fics.
Seriously she could be a writer. :D
It's so damn nice.
The story could make you laugh & cry at the same time.

2009-07-07T18:44:00.002+08:00

Didn't went to school today.
Was having stomachache.
Should be because I didn't eat ytd.
Was watching dramas & movie.
Good thing never go school.
Cos got mass run then p.e, 2.4km somemore.
Surely will faint.

Idk why I feel so weak nowadays.
Like anytime can faint.
But Afini say she will come to my rescue. (: haha.

& CCA won't be resuming till further notice. :D
That's the good thing.
& that means no np.
& I can watch my dramas till forever. :D
Waiting to watch SI that's still ongoing.
5-6 days more then will upload. ):
Like so damn long...
Lyrics-ing & video-ing has captured my attention. (:

Btw today is Ms Uma's last day in Northland. ):
She's going Melbourne.
& we didn't give her anything.
Cos none of them want to.

2009-07-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

You disappeared & left me alone.
One by one all gone.
Poof!
Vanished just like that.
Leaving me alone behind all by myself.

***************************************************************************************

I gave up doing the proposal.
& won't be re-editing nor re-doing it.
Much less care about it.
I'm sorry but I just can't continue it.
It doesn't exist anymore in my laptop now.
& I won't be restoring it either.
There are still alot of amendments to make.
But because of the rush & last min decision, I can't do it.
& I can't anyhow do it without telling or asking any of my squadmates.
& it's been erased from my mind, starting on Mon 6 july, 2.45am.

I'm free now!
Well not so.
I still have Homec task analysis to do.
& the dateline is Mon & I still haven't done it.
& after finishing the Homec thingy, I can watch dramas! :D
I'm so happy!
Finally can continue with dramas.
& yeah! Going to concert with Aisyah & Christella! :D
Sooooo can't wait for it!

I wanna take the course!
& I'm falling more & more for him!
He is just so cool & hot & handsome.
& I just can't resist looking at his pictures.
Whenever I'm down or what, looking at his pictures can surely make me laugh my head off.
& I can't stop grinning from ear to ear when looking at his pictures. :D
& I found alot of his pictures; handsome, hot & funny ones.

I really wanna cry my hearts out.
It's really not fair when you look at people cry.
I look at Afini & Zulaiha cry.
But I never had a chance to do it.
I would hold back my tears all the time.
& it's been a long time since I last cried.
& if only I could cry till my tears are dry.
Just like someone who has just lost something/someone.
How I wish.

But yeah.
It's Youth Day.
& there's no school.
So means that I could sleep longer & watch dramas! (:

I don't even know that you guys would even bother to reply.
So I feel that I should just keep to myself & won't disturb you anymore.
So don't worry, I won't even bother to talk/reply you.
Just one or two sentences perhaps.
& monkey sees, monkey do is what I'm gonna do from now on.
Having a split personality is the best thing.
How wonderful it'll be.
But no worries, I'll be the same me be it in class or with you guys.

2009-07-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

Fri, 3rd July.
Lesson was fun because it was friday.
& there's only 4 subjects.
Ms Bavani was bullied in class on thurs.
& her lesson sucks.
We did worksheets everytime during english.
& Mr Randy was kicked out of school. ):
Now, there's no more ghost stories. ):

To think that I forgot to send Jiayi mdm the proposal ytd aft finishing it.
Only realized it at 3am plus.
& I only send it to her at 3am plus after re-edit the whole thing; the schedule & logistics.
& committee schedule & sitting plan too.
THANKS Afini for doing the com schedule & sitting plan! (:
Really appreciates it. (:
To Zulaiha: Why did you stop half way & offline? I was waiting for you. ):

Make paper crane ytd while waiting for BOF to start.
& it was fun doing it while watching BOF too. :D
& was so happy that I didn't even touch the laptop ytd.
Yay me!!! (:

Went for wedding at 3pm.
& watched only 1 hour of MG.
& I missed another 1 hour of it. ):
Saddd~
But watch this movie & the couple was so sweet.
Even though they divorced, they are still lovey-dovey with each other.
& the husband is so sweet.
He gave all his wealth to her & make her the richest woman in the country.
But I still don't understand the ending part thou.
& paper crane-ing while watching tv.

2009-06-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

Mrs Tang came & talk about H1N1.
& Mr Chen changed our seating arrangement!!!
He force us to sit there permanently!!!
In single row somemore.
So pathetic lah.
& I'm far from Christella, Thalia & Priya.
Can't talk talk.
But surely people will change their seating places.

There's np meeting aft school.
& the CIs were like shooting us all the way.
& it's like some of us don't even know a single thing.
& it's like they want us to work together.
& we must know what we & others are doing.
& the 6 of us will need to run it.
& in a weeks time, the sec 4 are gonna step down.
& there's no more disturbing of Ayesha.
& can't see her jump anymore. ):

2009-06-30T23:01:00.004+08:00

Thurs, 25th June
Went out with Afini & Zulaiha to Pasir Ris Park for cycling.
& Afini suggested that we walk to the park instead of taking the bus.
& there's this bus no. which I found so familiar.
It's like I saw it before but don't know where.
& we took the long cut to get there.
& we walked for 1 hour plus before reaching the park.
& when we get there, I saw a playground.
& it was so familiar.
Just then I remembered that we went to Pasir Ris Park for CIP last year.
& we actually walk the wrong way which lead to the dead end.
& we walked back to the other side of the park.
But the bicycle kiosk was so near the entrance.
& we cycled around the whole park.
& it was damn big.
As big as East Coast Park.
& we cycle into a forest-kinda-way.
& it was a path leading to somewhere.
When we get there, it was the outside world.
There stood the MRT station & White Sands.
We then found out that it was a short cut from the MRT to the park.
But nevertheless, we walk to the park & loss some calories.

& there's even a horse farm there.
There's 2 brown, 1 white & 2 small brown horse in the barn.
Afini fell in love with 1 of the brown horse with dark brown tail.
& me with the white horse.
The white horse looks so nice.
Just like the J sunbae's horse in Boys Over Flowers. hahaha.
& I wanna ride it.
People who ride it looks so cool.

Afini's horse at first sight. haha.

Mine!!! :D

& we watched the sunset. :D
& it was very nice.
& Afini told us that there's this belief that people/couple who watch sunsets/sunrise will meet coincidentally together at the same place sometime without them knowing it.
& it's like so cool.
But don't know whether it's true.

Mon, 29th June.
School has reopen & it's the first day of school.
& Mrs Tang was absent.
& Ms Uma came to our class twice for reliefing Mrs Tang.
& Mr Chen is our math teacher!!!
& we simply didn't do anything the whole day, except for SS.
& Ms Uma going off for Melbourne soon.
Should be this week or next week.
Ohhh. So sad. Can't listen to her nagging & Aravind & Rasshydan disturbing her anymore. ):

2009-06-25T00:37:00.010+08:00

FT ISLAND IN S'PORE!!!

Date: 27th June 2009
Time: 3pm (1 Hour)
Venue: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation
Ticket Price: SGD$100

FT Island is coming to S'pore on 27th June!!!
There will be only 2 Kpop band in S'pore this year.
Getting all excited! haha.

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& looks like there won't be any 1 week extended holiday.
& I have just found my worksheets!
& I haven't even started doing it!
I just can't do it.
My brain is still having holiday.
& I just can't think.
I'm seriously becoming lazy this days.

I have piles of dramas to watch.
I have Boys Over Flowers to watch.
I have Shining Inheritance to watch.
I have WGM to watch.
& MV's & song's for me to download.

& I HAVEN'T COMPLETE THE POWERPOINT SLIDES FOR POP!
& IT'S LIKE 1 OR 2 MORE WEEKS TO POP!
I NEED YOU, YIHUI!
YIHUI FASTER ONLINE!
& Ayesha's fanfic is awesome, cool & funny.
Read it & you will laugh like mad. :D

Holidays are gone in a blink of eyes.
Gone just like that.
Why is it that this year's holidays pass so fast?
& all my plan for June will be postponed to Sept holidays.
Even though it's only a week holiday.

The best part aft June holidays is that, there won't be any np.
Even if there's np, it will be rare.
How I wish it'll be.
But this year is different.
There will be Campcraft Competition early next year.
So end of this year won't be that exciting as we will need to go to school very often to prepare for the Comp.
& even if I have 101 reasons not to join, it won't work.
But I have 101 reasons for everything that I'm doing/not doing.

But it'll be good if we don't need to take part in it.
How I wish.
But we are told to join it & it's like compulsory for us.
I don't really wanna join it.
I have trauma of the flag staff.
All because of what happened during last year's comp.
& it's not once but twice.
First, while was listening to lecture & practicing the tent thingy.
The CI did something.
Second, during the comp.
The thingy flew.
& yeah! because of that we never get in top 100.
But it wasn't anyone's fault.
& that was the worst day ever.
That pathetic someone actually did something pathetic.

& I wanna go cycling as well as Ice skating.
But ice skating is so ex.
Will try to go in July or early August.
I wanna pon school & go out just like 1st semester.
But it's like there's only 14 weeks in this 2nd semester.
Tmr will be going cycling. :D
YAY! Like finally going out to have fresh air.
& I'M SO LAZY TO DO THINGS!

2009-06-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

Sat, 20th June.
Had dinner at Orchid Country Club.
The emcee was Mr. Suhaimi Yusof.
& so it was funny.
& he really do insult ppl to the max.
& it was a 10 course meal including chinese tea.
All of the food was seafoods.
& most of the time was spent on the lucky draw.
& there's <100 prices for lucky draw.
& ppl do win iPhone, tv set, dvd set & alot of household appliances.
It was from 7.30pm-12.15am.

Sun, 21st June.
Was supposed to go out to Grandma house at 1pm.
But no one wake me up.
So slept till 4pm.
Watched tv instead.

Mon, 22nd June.
Went Bottle Tree Park with Zulaiha & Dennis.
Well actually Zulaiha wanted to go somewhere alone
But Dennis wanted to follow.
So Zulaiha asked me along.
Was there at 2.40pm till 5pm plus.
Went Northpoint & look at the things at Harvey Norman.
Went to Marsiling for Sahana's birthday party.
Was a last minute decision.
& I went there casually.
But Nivitha, Netya & Piriya was all dress up.
& they looks like they are going for prom.
Her father was friendly & funny, keeping us entertained.
& they seriously takes alot of pictures.
Leave the place at 9.30pm.
Went home with Zulaiha.
& Zulaiha, THANKS for accompany me all the way till Yishun. (:

Didn't blog & online the past few days.
My laptop charger's wire had gone haywire.
So I refrain from touching laptop for 5 days.
Just got to know that my sis has bought a new charger.
So now I can continue with my BOF.
So long didn't continue it.
& I even missed BOF on Sat due to the Father's Day Dinner at OCC.

2009-06-19T17:44:00.002+08:00

Changing blogskin in progress~

Downloaded BOF & Kim Hyun Joong pictures past few days.
Gonna download videos next.
Gonna pause my blogshopping for a while till I have money.
Haven finish watching my dramas. ):
No time to continue it.

There's still math, geo & physics homework waiting for me.
But I lost it.
Don't know where I put it.
School going to reopen in less than 2 weeks.
10 days to be exact.

I'm sooooo not going to school.
I don't wanna wake up early in the morning.
I don't wanna listen to teachers nagging till can sleep in class.
I don't wanna go to np.
I don't wanna do homeworks.
I don't wanna do p.e.
I need to skip school whenever there's p.e.
& it's kinda dumb.
But it's all because of Mr Mano.
He likes to force us doing things we don't wanna do.
& he threaten to suspend us if we don't listen to him.

I wanna stay at home & sleep till afternoon.
I wanna go out & discover things outside.
I want longer holidays!

2009-06-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

Went Somerset & Orchard with Afini.
Watched Monster vs Alien 3D.
Was so cool.
First time watching 3D.
So mesmerized by the 3D effect.

Went HMV three times for Jonas Brothers CD.
& I saw Big Bang & SS501 CD.
Alot of Big Bang CD but only 1 of SS501 CD.
Walk around Far East Plaza & the things there quite ex.

Wanna go cycling & shopping for school items.
So frustrated at home!!!!!
Sit at home like can die.
Always so noisy.
DUMB ASS!!!!!
I WANNA GO OUT!!!

& I found last years photos taken for last years, year book from someone.
& I saw his picture!
& his smile is just so sweet!
Dang! I wanna meet him!

2009-06-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO NUR AFINI BTE SAMSURI!. (:

May all your wish come true. ^^
& have an enjoyable year.
Glad to have you as a friend.
A friend that I can gossip about to.
& if you have any problem, you can always find me.
Even though I'm not a good comforter, I'm sure am a good listener. (:
& you sure are funny & childish at times.
Good luck in everything you do.
& do look after your health. :D
Gambatte!

2009-06-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Was woken up by my mum at 11.30am.
My dad ask us to pass him his passport at World Trade Center.
& my mum was like asking me to get up & bath.
& I asked her where are we going.
& she say, 'faster go bath, we are going World Trade Center.'
& I was like, 'Huh? World Trade Center?.'
Never did I know that there was such thing like World Trade Center here in Spore.
I only know there is one in New York or London.
& my mum said that it's the place where we check in to take the ferry to Batam, 8 years ago.
& we were in the cab & was about to go there.
& my dad's friend ask what my mum going to give my dad.
& it's like just a passport.
So he was kind enough to take the passport to him instead.
& we don't need to go there.
Just to pass the passport & making a waste trip.
So we went to buy things at Chong Pang.
& the weather is seriously veryveryvery hot.

Wanna watch Boys Over Flowers.
But I just got no time to watch it.
All because of blogshops.
It's difficult not to look at thing in blogshop.
There are just so many things to see & admire.
There's Idols accessories & clothes to drool over.

& I wanna save money to reborn my hair.
Wanna save up because most probably going do next week.
& I wanna dye my hair.
But what color?
I have a couple of color to choose from.
Ppl help me choose.
Reddish brown, copper, brown or natural brown?

& I got to know that Ms Chee also have a thing for Kim Hyun Joong!
hahaha.
That was quite surprising.
But yeah!
It's cool to know that there's teachers who like korean artist.

& I wanna go this concert.
But will be saving.
Just can't stop thinking of it.
But the ticketing price haven yet confirm.
Wanna ask my sis to sponsor me half of the price.
Because she owe me money for 6 years already.
& I'm gonna make a hole in her pocket. :p
& looks like many ppl have known about the concert.
& surely there'll be many ppl going.

2009-06-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went Northpoint for appointment.
Went Popular & Mini Toons aft that.
Look at things for POP.
Took bus & saw Junxian.
He stop at bus stop outside mac.
& there's this guy went up the bus.
Didn't recognise him at first.
But aft he look at me I confirm it's MR.G!
He board the bus at 7.57pm.
He look so different.
He just finish playing basketball.
His hair is longer, his hair is black, he is not tanned, he is a bit taller.
He took the same bus as me for the first time this year. (:
He actually dyed his hair black back.
No wonder that time saw him outside Power 9, his hair not brown.
& his hair is super nice. (:
He is not that tanned like last time.
He is much fairer.
While I'm getting more & more tanned because of np.
He is getting taller.
& almost can't recognise him.
While I don't even think that I'm growing.
Even though I'm stuffing myself with food.
& he's getting muscular! (:

He took a glance at me & went to the back of the bus.
& he was wearing Northland basketball jersey.
He look so cute in it. haha.
& when he's about to get down.
Idk why.
But it's like there's something urging me to look at him for the last time.
& I suddenly turned behind & he was LOOKING at ME!
& he went down.
But he never look at me when he was walking beside the bus. ):
He was looking at the glass reflection & I was looking at him.
I didn't realized it until I was home.
He was looking at the glass reflection while I was looking at him.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Damn paiseh.
But he just too handsome to resist. hahaha.
Even Zulaiha agree.
But if she were to snatch my MR.G away from me.
I'll bully her Yusri.

& I actually dreamt of MR.G & np ppl 2 weeks ago.
It was like this.
We were at some blk doing something.
I forget what thing.
& MR.G never talk to me.
Instead, he went to talk with Afini & Nivitha.
Leaving me all alone.
& he didn't even look at me.
Not even a glance. ):
So sad.
Then when I woke up, it's morning already.
I was disturbed by that dream of mine till I can't go back to sleep.

& yeah!
I saw him TWICE this week.
First on Mon morning.
Second just now in the bus.
We sure have TELEPATHY. (:
hahahaha.
& I've been downloading Boys Over Flowers song & pictures.
Have alot of BOF picture.
But not that many.
& I got some news from someone about something.
& yeah! they are coming.
But haven confirm yet only.
I wanna go.
Maybe Ayesha & Yihui going.
But Ayesha & Yihui will surely have many of their friends tagging along.
So too bad.
But it's in Dec.
So gonna scrimp & save starting July.
Cos I can't resist blogshopping.
There are many tempting this to buy online.
& I wanna own MUMU, Prince Casaba necklace & many other things.
But I just can't.

Have been stuffing myself with foods.
Don't know why but just wanna eat something.
But don't know what thing.
So just eat whatever I can to satisfy my stomach.
Now eating Carrot cake & 2 big bowls of black rice soup.
Only eating this can make me feel so bloated & full.
Like can puke anytime.
& I'm getting fatter & not taller. ):
& S'pore weather is just very hot.
I wanna go Korea.
Over there is much more cooling.
Have snow & won't feel hot.
& all the ppl there are just so white.
Just like Goo Hye Sun.
Really envious of her.
& I wanna reborn & dye my hair.
But I just can't.
I have no money & no time to go out.
Because once on the laptop.
2 am then will off.
Unless the person rush me, only then will I be on the dot.
I wanna go cycling, buy sex band & new watch.
My watch drop inside the toilet drain last Sun.
& I can't live w/o my watch.
How can I live w/o my GREEN watch.
There's nothing I can look at except my green watch.

2009-06-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Mon, 8th June
Had LMS Course at Presbyterian High.
Thought I was late.
But I was the last one to reach.
As always.
Went in the train & saw MR.G! (:
Goodness he never saw me, I think.
Because he was looking down at his phone.
& the doors was closed & alot alot alot of ppl blocked my view.
So I can't see him. ):
I really really really wanna kill the ppl.
But we get down at the same station.
& he walk first as he was meeting Eddie.
Somehow he looks like he saw me & was like searching for me.
But he didn't see me. ):
He talk with Eddie for a while.
& when I tap-out, he went off.
So sad.
I met him again aft 2 weeks.
& Zulaiha is jealous. hahaha.
& she miss-es YUSRI.
Ms Ong never come accompany us.
But Alvin Sir came during lunch.

Lectures was definitely boring.
I slept during lectures.
Well many ppl slept, including the CIs.
Need to write & write & write in order to keep myself awake.
It was awkward & quite difficult to communicate.

Afini has a crush at Northbrooks guy.
She actually smile sweetly at him.
& I saw it.
Exchanging sweet smile at each other.
Just like Zulaiha & Yusri.
Think so.

Today went YCK with Afini.
She really walk very fast.
Get down from the bus & she was crossing the traffic light.
Never saw MR.G. ):
He went to school at 9am.
So it will be late if I waited for him.

Did reflection along the way & I don't know what I'm writing about.
Ms Ong came & accompany us for awhile.
Today was even better than ytd.
It was much fun.
& we even have fun.
Communicate a bit with others.
& Liyana Mdm teached us a cheer.
& it was kinda lame but funny.
Can laugh till your stomach burst.
Can play it while wanna kill time.

& Alvin Sir is funny.
It's like he likes to walk around & don't wanna sit down.
& there's quite a number of handsome guy.
But get to know two guy from Xinmin Sec & Deyi Sec.
The Deyi Sec one is better looking & he is funny.
I was spotting him from ytd aft lunch.
& just now aft lunch, during games, Zulaiha said he's handsome.
OMG! Zulaiha said that.
I'm so going to tell Yusri about it. haha.
& Deyi Sec school uniform is so nice.
& Presbyterian High is quite high tech.
Hall got air con & go school need thumbprint only to take attendance.
Like so high tech.
But toilet no fan, classroom quite small.

Eat ice cream with Zulaiha before going home.
& her ice cream drop while she was eating.
That's why ice cream cone not that good.
While waiting for me to finish my ice cream, we debated on which is Deyi sec & Xinmin sec shirt.
& I was win.
The handsome guy from Deyi Sec walk pass & say 'bye bye' to us.
& Zulaiha was like 'he say bye bye'.
& she was blushing when he was looking.
In fact, all his squadmates was there looking.
& someone even teased him. haha.
& Zulaiha was blushing all the way.
The same way when she same way when she saw Yusri.

Was waiting to get my key from my sister.
& saw Eddie at Yishun mrt waiting for someone.
He may be waiting for MR.G but it's already 6.30pm.
So I can't bear to wait any longer.
I'm sleepy & wanna sleep.
Was hoping to continue Boys Over Flowers.
But it's already late & I can't understand anything when I'm sleepy.
So gonna watch it tml instead.
I wanna go out shopping & watch movie.
But no money.
I'm brokeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-06-07T02:27:00.003+08:00

BOYS OVER FLOWERS in progress!. (:

Wed, 3th June
Had Police Knowledge & Homefront Security Course at HTA.
Woke up at 7.15am.
Was damn late bus rushed.
So made it at 7.45am.
Was damn boring but fun.
Can sleep while they are lecturing.
& OPSS ppl behind just can't keep their legs to themselves.
Lunch wasn't that appetizing.
Prefer NPAP food.
Was released at 4.30pm plus.

Thurs, 4th June
Last day of the course.
PK test was okay.
But Homefront test was fun.
We discussed answer with each other & other schools too.
Lunch was almost the same as ytd.
But today lecture was better than ytd.
Was released at 4.30pm.
Walk to Northpoint with Zulaiha.
Bump into Ralph at interchange.
Bump into Dongwen in the bus.
& he kept talking about his 'laopo'. lols.
But it was so sad that I never bump into him. ):

Fri, 5th June
Had appointment at Eunos.
Had another appointment at Tampines.
Loiter there for 1 hour plus.
The things there are super duper nice. (:
& somemore got GSS.
So the things there can say quite cheap.
I really wanna go there.
I wanna buy alot alot alot of things there.
But need to wait for another week.
& Priya lied that there's no nice things at Tampines.
But I think that she didn't see properly because she is always caught daydreaming.
hahaha...

Sat, 6th June
Was woken up by my parents.
Asking me to look aft the house while they going out.
Continue-d with my BOYS OVER FLOWERS drama. (:
Watched 6 ep.
& they are really really really sweet, cute & funny.
& I know a blogshop which sell food.
Candies & chocolates that kind.
It's really damn cheap.
But they only open preorder for a week.
Stomach suddenly cramp.
But I had my bread & milo for breakfast.
Went to the toilet & vomited.
Vomited seriously damn lots.
All the bread, milo & my cup noodles all came out.
& left nothing inside.
Seriously don't like to vomit.
Like wanna die like that.
Was hungry back.
But watch BOF while eating another cup noodles.
Recovering from my sickness.
It's gonna be 1 month since I've been sick.
& I wanna buy MUMU & GDJ toys.
But all so ex. ):
& I'm getting addicted to Boys Over Flowers.
& esp Kim Hyun Joong!.
& Lee Min Ho!.
& Goo Hye Sun!.

Today went to wedding function at Tampines & Clementi.
The food was okayokay.
Ate alot.
& my stomach was so full till feel like vomiting.
& watched Night At The Museum at channel 5.
& watched Atas Height aft that.
& watched Incredible Tales.
Went back home at 11pm.
& there's np tml.
& I still haven pack my bag.
I don't wanna go.
But since we are going to YCK.
I better go.
Because I wanna see MR.G!.
So long never see him ready.
& he is sick.
Hope he gets well soon.(:

Just one more week.
& I'm going to do something to my hair.
My hair sucks & it kept dropping.
One day hair drop so many.
Like that confirm will left with no hair.

2009-06-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG!. (:

May all your wish come true & do take care of your health!
Have plenty of rest & don't fall sick again!
& don't faint again!

saranghae! <3

2009-05-31T11:05:00.001+08:00

Fri, 29th May
Had hiking & NCO camp.
Was not okay.
Hiking was such a killer.
They wanna kill our fats by asking us to walk more than 10km.
& it's surprising that the sec 1 are so committed in it.
Went home & watched Likeable Or Not.
& the bus breakdown & I was late.
The CI's are bad.
The are so sarcastic.
& we have so many things to gossip about them.
& I saw Jiayi mdm & Liyana mdm took Nivitha & Zulaiha's cadets.
They took it & still wanna scold them.
Afini & Nivitha complained that they wanna go home.
But I didn't even wanna go in the first place.
& Zulaiha said something which made me feel afraid for a while.

Sat, 30th May
Had p.t & drills.
P.t was okay.
But drills sucks.
WOC & MOI was sucha disaster.
& the sec 1 came back to take their uniform.
They look so blur & was daydreaming while Chewping was talking.
& we had games & campcraft.
Games was okay.
But I like campcraft.
We learned how to do flagstaff.
It was cool but Afini got rashes because of the nylon ropes.
I can do double clove hitch but it's rather complicating.
Liyana mdm treat us ice cream.
& they give us back our uniform.
& we have so damn alot of things to carry.
Like karang guni like that.
& Afini helped bring home my shoebag.
Thanks alot Afini! (:
& I can finaly eat my ice cream that is melting.

You attempt to look & talk to me.
But I don't wanna respond to you.
Till the last day you ask me something & gave me my things.
I kept thinking that it's okay to talk to you aft a while.
But I still don't want that to happen.
Just let nature takes it's course.

2009-05-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

Had Elective Modules for Sec 3 Normals.
From Mon to Thurs.
Learn to bake cookies & muffin.
Not bad. Quite nice.
But it's like every time we bake our cookies, surely will chao da one.
Like not edible for humans.
Not like NA & NB one.
Aft they bake, it looks nice & is soft.
& its edible for humans.

Had mass run.
Walk the whole 1 half rounds.
While going for the second round, the back gate was locked.
Run half way till the bus stop & went inside school.

& we are to do some assignments for NCO course.
& need to finish it by friday.
& I dont wanna do with him.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhh.

Today is the second last day of elective modules.
Tomorrow will be the last day.
& we are to sell the cookies tml during recess.
& its quite edible.
Except its just quite hard to bite.
& the NA & NB make cup cakes.
& its like very nice.
& the brownies they bake just now chao da.
& the brownies doesnt really taste like brownies.
Cos I lost my sense of taste due to my sickness.
But its chewy & doesnt really have the chocolate taste.

Theres PTC, hiking & NCO course on Friday.
Dont think going for PTC.
& I dont wanna go hiking & NCO course.
Maybe will be hot on Friday, maybe not.
& surely the NCO course will be super hot.
The camp will be 2 days 1 night.
& they are releasing us at 7pm.
Surely will drag till 7pm plus.
& I can't miss watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS on Saturday!

Went Northpoint with Zulaiha.
Walk around looking at bags at 1st floor.
Went to OP & theres nothing to admire.
Went to YELLOW & the bags there are so cool.
Plastic plastic type.
Went to Power 9 & saw familiar face.
Saw the not-so-bald-head, Randy & another guy.
The two guys look at us when we are at the entrance of power 9.
Didnt really saw the other guy beside Randy.
Only saw his eyes & not nose & mouth.
Went in the shop & I suddenly remember-ed.
MR.G is always with Randy.
So I assume that its him.
& its really him. (:
I saw him at 5.23pm.(:
& he was like keep turning behind looking at us.
He was at the railing like was waiting for someone.
Look at the bags for a while & Zulaiha wanted to go away from there.
Pull-ed her to Mini Toons to look at MR.G. (:
Zulaiha showed me something & her head bump mine.
Her head seriously like rock. hahaha.
I went peep outside but theres no one there. ):
Went in & look at the things.
& theres this smiley keychain which is very cute & sweet. (:
I went to the landyards side.
& suddenly theres this guy suddenly appeared by my side.
I looked up & say MR.G & his friend talking bout something.
I was stunned for a while & look at the landyards back.
Then like Zulaiha was searching for me or something, she went to the landyard side too.
& she saw him.
& she was like very stunned.
If anyone saw her expression, will surely laugh till stomach can explode.
Its like she saw someone fainted or something like that.
Its the same exact expression when we were at Woodlands Library last few weeks.
& I quickly go to another side & he went away. ):
It was so sad. ):
& Zulaiha was like come, go chase him.
hahaha. Too bad. I dont want to.
Went home aft that.

Finally saw him aft 2 months 4 days. (:

& I'm SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& I wanna lose my voice too so that can have excuses during camp.
& my nose is blocked so bad that I lost my sense of smell.
& shes now overseas.
I just dont like reading or listening to what she say.
She just wanna make ppl feels jealous.
& she kept talking bout him.

2009-05-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

Finally MYE over ready. :D
Last paper today.
F&N paper.
Was damn difficult.
Think think till no idea.
Class was so funny during exam.
Rasshydan, Herman, Aravind play play ask qns & ans about D&T till Mrs Tang got irritated.
Victor, Rutheren & Kayseng keep sabo-ing each other, asking for ans.
Mr Ong extra only come to the class & threaten to make us stay back aft paper for 5mins/person if he/she open the mouth.
& 10mins for 2 person & 15mins if 3 person open their mouth.
In class F&N students sit in 1st 2 rows near door.
D&T students sit the 1st 3 rows near the window.
Art students went to art room.
Then the class like was separated into 2 grps.
One F&N students, one D&T students.
Then during paper like got riot.
2 grps against each other.
& we were to do survey aft paper.
About suggestion from students to school & bullying in school.
The bullying survey is damn long.
& in conclusion, they are asking the same things but different qns only.
Waste time only.
The whole class put 'NO' for the last 20 plus qns.

Wed & Thurs there's no school!!!
& Fri we are released 30mins early only.
& the Post Exam Activity was damn shocking.
Didn't expect to get in there.
But like lousy like that.
Whole class choose different things, get different things.
They ask us to choose what we interested in.
But in the end, they choose for us. WTH!
Might as well we no need to choose it ourself & get all excited about it.
'Wasting our time & pen ink only.' Quoted from Priya.

Went to play Badminton with Zulaiha & Yihui at 4pm.
The weather so hot till can melt.
Play-ed till 6pm.
'Hunt' for food/drinks at 6pm.
Walk walk & find seat.
Seat inside Nee Soon South CC.
6.30pm went home.
On the way to bus stop, saw Kayseng playing basketball with his friends.
Hahahahaha. He look so funny. :p

I saw the tall tall NCO from Orchid Park Sec last Fri at Kopitiam. :D
He was having lunch with his friends.
&& he look so handsome now that he spiked his hair. :D
Idk whether he recognized me.
But he should be know me.
Cos he kept looking like one kind like that.
Like never see ppl before like that.
Hahaha...

Outing to Wild Wild Wet is postponed to June Hols. (:
Can't wait to go there.
Wanna find new blogskin!!!

2009-05-17T09:21:00.002+08:00

There are many things I wanna do & buy!
There's not enough time for us.
Time is running out & it's getting shorter & shorter as days pass by.
So cherish your time & spent it wisely.
I wanna take driving license!
But have to wait for 3 more years.

Things I wanna do during June hols:

Buy:
Handphone!(:
Bag.
Havianas.
Slipper.
Mumu.(:
Necklaces.
Earstuds.
Ring.
Tops & Bottoms!

Learn piano!(:
Sleep more.(:
Dye hair.(:
Pierce ear. (maybe not, depends)
Play badminton.
Go swimming.
Watch Korean dramas/movies & Taiwan dramas/movies.(:
Working?
Bump into MR.G!.(:

Wanna take up piano lesson.
Searching for a nearby & cheap one.
Gonna look for it with Christella.
Humans who plays piano, flute, guitar & drums are damn cool!(:

2009-05-16T08:45:00.000+08:00

MYE in progress~~~

Fri, 15th May
Ytd had Social Studies paper.
Released at 9.25am.
Planning to go to Potato Farmland with Christella & Priya.
But its only opened at 11.30am.
Bus-ed to Northpoint with Christella, Priya & Alicia.
Eat breakfast & accompany Christella take things from her house.
MRT-ed to Causeway to buy something.
Priya & Sanjeev say there still got pasar malam.
But it was already closed.
Went to Action City & got sound from the tv outside saying 'Mummy, haha'.
Thought got ppl play play say that but its the tv.
They promoting a cushion that vibrates.
Went to a CD store & we keep playing there.
Christella keep laughing like mad.
Laugh non-stop till the face all red.
Then Priya keep saying something, then Christella keep laughing.
I took a horror film, wanted to show Christella while she was laughing.
But when I showed her, she suddenly shout so loud.
Good thing we are in the middle of the shop & theres no one there.
She so paiseh & want to get out.
& theres one film about 'Priya' flirting with 3 other guys.
Went home at 2 plus.

Sat, 16th May
Went to Yishun library to study with Zulaiha.
But the library was packed.
Went to Woodlands library instead.
Got alot of nice accessories selling at Civic Centre.
Got sell musical notes the necklace & assorted earstud.
All cheap cheap one.
Wanna go buy either on Monday or Tuesday.

2009-05-06T20:38:00.002+08:00

Never go school today.
Because the bus was late.
Went to the bus stop at 7.05am.
Miss-ed the bus.
Wait-ed for fking 20 mins then the bus came.
By the time the bus come, it was already 7.25am.
Decided not to go school & went home instead.
I don't have enough money to cab-ed to school.
Allowance is 4/5 bucks.
Cab fares is 6 bucks.
Short of 2 bucks & it was raining just now.

Miss-ed p.e. (don't really care bout it)
Miss-ed Math. (Ms Vilo gonna give Mye notes.)
Miss-ed Physics. (Dunno what Mr Ong talking about.)
Miss-ed F&N. (Ms Oh is gonna give MYE notes too.)
Miss-ed Geo class. (Ms Chen is gonna give MYE notes too.)
Miss-ed study session with Afini & Zulaiha. (They not going for it cos I was absent & Afini got bio class.)

If only I waited for dad for another 5-10 mins.
I could have reach-ed school & not miss any lessons/class.
If only I could concentrate & not dreaming during lesson.
Well I don't really dream in class.
But I just find it so hard to concentrate on my studies.
Cos when I think about all the 8 subjects that I need to revise/memories on,
I just cant do it.
There's just too much of things for me to store in my brain.
It might just explode any moment.
& some more I have short term memory loss.
So I just cant guarantee that I can store everything in my precious brain.
It might just explode any moment w/o anyone knowing.

I just feel so damn irritated this few days.
Thinking about MYE & studies.
Living the life at home.
I just don't like to stay at home.
I can't even study or sleep at home.
Cos every time the house very noisy.
So I can't study.
If wanna sleep can't sleep very early.
Later they all will play here play there, shout here shout there.
So can only sleep after midnight.
Cos after midnight only the house will be peaceful abit.
ONLY abit.
Sometimes, the house also very noisy at 1am plus.
Stay at home also very fked up.
Damn irritating.
Idk why but when I heard someone shouting I will get irritated.
Can't they talk softly?
Why must they shout if they can talk properly?
If scold them not to shout, later will get scolding.
That's why I wanna go out & not going home till late night.

I badly wanna play badminton!
Can someone play w me?
I will greatly appreciate it! (:

2009-05-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

Nothing great happening this few days.
Never see him.
But KS is friends with me again.
Bad friend.

Wed, 29th Apr

Had F&N practical.
Was group-ed with KS.
He so funny.
Cannot shell prawn.
Touch prawn like wanna die like that.
Then he shout like sissy like that.
He keep saying that 'I scared of prawn. Disgusting sia.'
Then he hold the knife, wanna cut off the prawn head.
But he close-d his eyes & stand 1 metre away from the table.
Funny sia he.
& Priya was like day dreaming all the way.
I dunno why but she likes to day dream.
If you notice, she will day dream even when ppl is talking to her.
& she was like so blur all the way during cooking.
Well, we're required to look at the recipe to guide us when cooking.
She asked me & Kayseng what to cook.
I told her cook agar-agar first.
Aft boiling water & sugar, she off the stove.
W/o adding the agar-agar powder.
She was ready to put it in the fridge.
When i suddenly realize-d that she didn't put the powder.
Then she scold KS for not telling her.
Then KS scold her back saying that he & I told her already.
Ms Oh was so bad.
Make us waste time then ltr scold us.

Thurs, 29th Apr

Had Geo sup aft sch.
Wait-ed for Zulaiha & Afini outside Staff Room.
Went to Nee Soon East CC to play badminton.
Wait-ed for Yihui at 5.30pm.
I watch-ed tv while waiting.
Zulaiha call-ed them & they say we at wrong place.
She pull-ed me out of the CC when I'm watching tv.
We went to Nee Soon South CC near OPSS.
Reach-ed at 6.30pm.
They all finish playing already when we reach-ed.
Went to the basketball court neat the MRT & play there.
At first, Yihui, Zulaiha & Ariff play.
I didn't join.
Cos I forget how to play aft 6 years of nvr playing badminton.
Zulaiha force me to play with her aft they all rest.
& yeah.
I can play!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Yihui wanna play again before & aft MYE.
I sprain-ed my leg while playing.
& my right hand muscle hurt. ):

Tml need to buy thermometer.
Cos I lost mine.
I'M BROKE!!!
Scrimp & save! Scrimp & save! Scrimp & save!
Diet! Diet! Diet!

2009-04-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DAE SUNG!. (:

Hope u have an enjoyable birthday!!!

2009-04-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WEI HAN SIR! (:

Thurs, 23rd Apr
Didn't go for np ytd.
Aft sch got Geo class, oral & math class respectively.
OMG OMG OMG!!!
I FLUNK MY CLASS TEST 2!!!
All thanks to np.
For making me concentrate so much on it.
But at last, I flunk all my subs BADLY.
Except mother tongue & chem.
Math = 2/20.
Phys = 10/30.
Chem = 16/30.
Mother tongue = 18/30.
F & N = 2 1/2 /20.
Eng = ?
Geo = ?
SS = ?

Was understanding Geo a little.
6 ppl turn-ed up for Geo class.
But it was good thou.
Can get to learn very fast & absorb some of it for the FIRST time.
About waves & oxbow lake.
Understood-ed math for the FIRST time too!
About gradient & graph.
& I can do math qns for the first time in sec3 w/o anyone helps.

Fri, 24th Apr

Lesson today was okokay.
As usual, only less then 20 ppl turn-ed up.
Math was funny.
Anuar & Rasshydan did something obscene in class.
& somemore they did it behind me.
& only Priya & me did math worksheet & pay attention in class.
All was busy talking & playing with each other.
Didn't go for Np again today.
Alot of ppl didn't turn-ed up.
Somemore MYE is around the corner.

Currently not interest-ed in CCA.
Wanna concentrate on my studies.
Wanna mug hard!
Wanna pass my MYE!
Class test 1, common test 1, class test 2 = 20%.
MYE = 20%.
class test 3, common test 2, class test 4 = 20%.
FYE = 40%.
Fail MYE/FYE confirm retain.

What Afini said about just now really makes sense.
Go for CCA only get 1 or 2 points only.
But not all will accept CCA points.
If studies not good, byebye.
They all threaten/force us to go for CCA.
But aft going, they will only scold & blame us for things that's not even related to us.
Ms Uma ask-ed us to go for Np at 2.30pm.
She said she wanna see us attending it.
Those sec 4 ppl who didn't go for Np will have to serve DETENTION for 4 DAYS!
But Zulaiha & Afini complain-ed that they didn't wanna go for it.
They are so damn bias!
Last year, they all sweet talk & even gossip-ed about others to us.
This year, they treat-ed us so badly.
Like we didn't exist in the universe.
As if we are 'PAIN IN THE ASS!'
Why did they treat us like this?
Is it because we are sec 3?
Does every sec 3 ppl have to serve this?
Aft sec 3 they will be friendly again.
Its like as if when ppl go sec 3, things will eventually change-d for bad or better for them.
In school, Muthu, Shaiful, Willie, Mr Soh & Mr Koh will surely pick-ed on the sec 3.
Esp Shaiful.
When ppl have graduate-d from the school, only then will they praise them.
They are like bias.
New ppl come the school, they will be nice.
Aft a month or so, they will turn into a BEAST!
MONSTERRR BEAST!

Need-ed help in:
Phys, Chem, Math, F & N, SS & Geo.
Especially Math, Geo & F & N.
If he can do well & go for poly.
I want too.
He is good in his studies.
He can do well despite all the playing.
He is clever.
But didn't see him for more than 1 month already. ):
Hoping to see him during MYE.
'He is my source of motivation.'
Doesn't it sound similar to someone?

2009-04-20T19:40:00.002+08:00

Walk 1 round for mass run.
Never even take chop.
Priyala was caught by Mrs Tang.
Good thing I run away.
& good news!
Wed no need go school! (:
Got celebration for dunno what thing.
Don't even care.
Christella, Cindy & Alicia was sent back home.
Cos they say they are sick.

Did workbook during SS.
But wasn't listening to her.
Was talking with Priyala & Thalias.
Was so funny.
Plan-ed where to go on Wed.
Went to change into our uniform during math.
Thalias piggy back me down the stairs on the way back to class. (:
Was so cool! (:
Thalias & childish Kayseng went to dentist.
Took back our Chem paper.
Just pass by 1 mark.
So got 16/30.
Thalias got 20/30.
Priyala got 14/30.
Highest is Victor, 26/30.

During recess got a little fight.
Anuar spit at Priyala.
& she spit back.
Disgusting!
Mrs Tang over there also nvr kena.

Mr Randy haven't come for eng.
Priyala, Thalias & me went to 3rd level.
Chatted with Catherine & something happened.
Priyala accidentally scratched Thalias hand.
& got blood till can see the skin flesh.
Thalias piggy back me again! (:
The 2nd time today! (:
& she can still say I not heavy?!
Send Fadilah to dentist.
The dental room got 1 kind of smell.
Can puke if just got there.
Not use to smelling the smell.
Did Muse worksheet.
Childish Kayseng was very weird.
Never talk to him wanna attract attention only.
Stupid sissy!
Took back M.T paper.
Got 18/30.
Highest Yusri, 26/30.

School NP training is so damn boring.
So strict & no fun at all.
Do this cannot, do that also cannot.
Cannot even do anything except listening to them.
& have to face some idiotic ppl! damn shit!
They like to force ppl to do things they want.
Like as if they are the one ruling & controlling our life.
'You every time, always go for your cca.
You are like a bird being lock-ed in a cage.'
That's what Priyala said.
& it suddenly struck me.
& I think what she said was true.
Absolutely & certainly 101% true.
Thinking back of what ppl said has really make sense bout things I did.

Priyala lectured me the whole day.
During mass run she lectured me about money.
Not to spent money anyhow.
& learn how to use it wisely.
Only buy things that you need but not what you want.
Lectured me about studies during math.
She reallyreallyreally wanna me to pass my MYE.
& she gonna teach me. (:
She wanna learn piano & take lesson with me. (:

& we plan-ed all the things we gonna do.
On this wed.
During June holidays.
& piano lesson.
Piano & Guitar seems nice.
I wanna learn both.
But lesson are damn ex!
But currently wanna learn piano.
Aft learning piano then maybe will proceed to learning guitar.
Ppl who play Piano & Guitar & Drum are damn cool! (:
Gonna scrimp & save for things.

2009-04-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sat, 18th Apr

Had the last training for NPAP.
The very last training.
Aft all the sweating, heat strokes, free lunch, lectures & scolding from the sirs & mdm.
It will be the last training & gathering for all of us aft the parade was over.
Had re-run of the ceremony/parade before the actual event.
Many of them turn-ed for casualties aft 1 of the cadet faint.
It's like 1 by 1 cadet from diff contingent fainted.
& the red cross were like running here & there holding them.
& Mr Sun was scorching very hot, till u can even fry an egg.
& I saw Gerald sir while they are having the rehearsal for the parade.
Finally saw him aft 4 mths.
Only saw him during the first 2 training in contingent 1 with Rahimi sir from Yishun Town.
Never did I saw him aft that till on sat.

Had lunch at mass & ppl was chiong-ing their food when it's only 4.35pm.
By 4.40pm, the mass was clear of ppl except for us.
But we were to fall in at F.U.P at 5pm.
They are so 'singaporean' can. haha.
& we were so damn nervous when the parade was going to start.
& wishing them best of lucks.
& there was a weird sir.
Dunno from where pop up one, come & wish us.
He quite cute lah.
Somehow like Weihan sir.

The parade started.
& there was damn lots of spectators.
Stand for 1 hour.
While the prize giving ceremony was on, poor Rahimi sir not feeling well.
He suddenly squat down.
I was enduring & started to feel sleepy & slowly tempting to close my eyes.
But my eyes suddenly open when I saw him squat down.
& the red cross ppl take so damn freaking long to come.
Don't they know that many thing can happen in 1 min?
He said he was okay but the red cross ppl drag him by the side.
He suddenly fainted.
The red cross ppl carried him & only till near the mass when he had completely knock out, they put him in the stretcher.
Clarice mdm take over the contingent.
& we did quite well!
YAY!

Went back to class room & crapped there.
Chanel they all very funny.
Marching towards the CIs to say thank you.
very funny.
Good thing Yihui got take the video for memento.
Hope Rahimi sir get well soon. (:

Heard from Clarice mdm that he come all the way from hospital just for us & the parade.
So sweet of him. (:
He told one of the Yishun sec CI that he was sick & got 2 injections at his left & right arm.
Pity him.
& he say that he run the whole thing with us during wed w/o Clarice mdm despite he was still sick.
Because she got school.
He was kind & cute aft all.
He jokes with us just before the parade.
He makes me laugh when he stares hard in to our eyes.

Yihui looks so scary when she angry. haha.
They all force me to take pic in full-u.
So ugly! Mind u.
We really had fun taking photos with Rahimi sir & others.
But Clarice mdm just don't seem too happy taking photos with us.
Took many candid shots of Afini, Yihui & Zulaiha.
We replaced Ms Ong bcos he camera battery had flat. haha.

Going to miss NPAP Contingent 7 2009!
It's the mixture of ppl from Area 2 & Area 11! (:
It's the best NP training that I've ever had.
With all those OPSS, NVSS, CCHY & of cos NSS ppl!
So much of fun in the bus from OPSS to HTA.
Esp Jialong(nvss), Lewis(nvss), the tall nco guy(opss), Ashraf(cchy) & nss ppl!
On the way to classroom was so fun.
1.2.3.4 left, right, left!
4.3.2.1 S.C.7!
Was so fun & funny.
Even Clarice mdm was laughing.
Pity Rahimi sir was not with us.
If not can surely see him laugh.

I made new friends too.
Ppl from Yishun sec, Naval Base sec, Chung Cheng High Yishun, North View sec, Orchid Park sec, Northbrooks sec.
& cadets from Area 11.

There's always fun to every hardship that you're having.
Don't give up as giving up is never a solution to it.
Quitters are losers!
Coolest losers on earth! haha.

2009-04-16T18:51:00.003+08:00

Did compo for eng.
Mdm K relief us for Chem test today.
Didn't revise at all.
But hope can pass.
Ms Uma talk about ASEAN country & International Friendship Day tml.
She showed us powerpoint slides about 10 asian countries.

Christella went home aft recess.
Mdm Lee teach about healthcare during SS.
Was damn boring but talk & play around with Priya, Nigel & Kayseng.
Nigel was so funny.
Kayseng damn bias.
Ms Vilo returned us the math test paper.
& I fail-ed again as always.
Never did I pass a math test before.
& Priya got the highest.
Then she was like shouting 'yay!' damn loud.
Kayseng damn what.
He ask-ed me to say sorry to him & force me to say he more handsome than Aaron.
WTH! But I just cant say that sentence out.
I will just laugh.
Then Priya thought I crazy already.

Had Garage Sale.
Left the class at 12.30pm with Cindy, Priya, Kayseng, Aravind.
This year Garage Sale was damn boring.
No music no nothing.
Just plain ppl & stuff to sell.
The sec1, 2, 4 & 5 booth's is in the HALL.
While all the sec 3 booth's is OUTSIDE THE STAFFROOM.
WTH! So damn not fair lorh.
& ppl was mostly in the Hall.
& Thalia, Venus, Limling & Catherine went to our booth.
Thalia bought sticker.
She & Venus quarreled with Priya.
Then was like got fight or sth like that.
But they only play play insulting the things at out booth.
Anuar, Adilin, Khalis & Hafiz also did the same.
Anuar was like telling everyone we sell broken things.
But all thanks to Mrs Tang.
She contributed alot of stuff.
But mostly the things all old old one.
But dunno why all her things like spoil ready then she gave us.
We collected pathetic $6 only for the 2 hours over there.
Cos ppl was like walk past, then look look see see then go away.
Like very sian like that.
But this year the booth got lots of things unsell.
Ppl are so selfish nowadays.
Can't bear to part with their money.
3NC booth more power.
2.30pm already close.
They only sell hand made photo frame paper for $0.50 & a doll for $3.
So funny of Mr Ong.

Today only 28 ppl came school.
Firdaus went to white room & Christella went home aft recess.
So only 26 ppl in class.
This week nvr pon sch.
Maybe next week or the week aft next week gonna pon.

2009-04-14T20:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANG ZI! (:

Today class was okay.
During SS & all was talking & nvr listen to the Mdm Lee/Mdm Lim talking.
Did some compo & writing of compre for eng.
Mr Randy tell us some ghost story & food poisoning case.
Very disgusting.
Imagine drinking a milo dinosaur & when you're about to finish it, you saw a cockroach.
Ewww...
Mr Ong nvr come for physics so got relief teacher.
Got revision for Chem class test.
Teach half way then bell ring.
F&N was okay.
Combine-d class with NC.
Ms Oh teach revision for MYE.
But our class ppl all talking & sleeping.
CKS is so sensitive.
Mr Liu Ah Beng seems to have cut his hair?
& there's practical tml!
But can't go! ):
Mother Tongue was okay.
Did worksheet for 20 mins.
That damn Yusri was so damn irritating.
Wanna kill him soon!

We're supposed to stay back aft school to clean up the school.
We got to do CWO!
WTH!!!
Need to clean 2 level! Who want?!
But surprisingly, everyone conquer together not to go for the CWO. hahaha...
& not even a soul turned up for it.
Let's see if Shaiful, Muthu & Willie gonna do anything about it tml.
Tml got Nafha test during pe. ):
But can't skip school tml cos got Math class test 2 & NPAP plus practical.
Surely gonna die tml.
Confirm not many ppl come school as usual.
Only 20 plus ppl turned up at school today.
Less than 30.
So pathetic.
Everyday also the absentees will be till more than 10 ppl.
& 10 is the minimum no. of ppl that absent on the day.
Class so little ppl & attendance is the worse.
But 3tb is the worst amongst us. hahaha...

2009-04-13T20:26:00.005+08:00

Sat, 11th Apr

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AN!. (:
HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY LIYANA MDM!. (:

Went to AN bbq.
Damn lots of mosquitoes there.
Keep scratching here, scratching there till blood can come out.
Play captain's ball.
& it rain-ed.
Wait till 6pm then bbq time.
Food was okay.
Left at 7.45pm reach at 9.45pm.
Left early to watch Together.
Miss-ed so many episodes ready so cannot miss this one.

Mon, 13th Apr
There's fight in class just now.
I witnessed the whole incident.
Joachim directly went to the back & punched & kick Saktivel.
Joachim like punching him non-stop.
Till his hand all red.
Anuar, Adilin & Khalis threw away Saktivel bag outside the window.
But they didnt admit it.
Muthu & Shaiful ask us to stay during mother tongue & aft sch.
Waited for half an hour but at last postponed till tml aft sch.
WTH! 2 level some more!
All thanks to those who try to nego the punishment.

I seriously wanna do something.
Not something good, but not something bad.
Just something that will make me happy & satisfied.
Really can't take it.
Wanna do it but need to wait for the right time to come.
The time where I don't really have to bother about things, things related to school.

So envious of u.
U could do anything as & when u like.
Nobody gonna scold u or do anything to u.
Just a question could solve the problems.

Imagine if I've done it.
So many qns will be asked.
Why did I do it?
How do I respond to them?
How will they react to it?

So I guess, I just have to do it without anyone knowing.
Even if they know, it's not a big deal.
Who are they to care anyway.
Can't their own business instead of probing into others business?

2009-04-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

I've been skipping school & cca. Idk why.
Well, school is kinda same old thing for me cos there's no one to admire & such.
CCA is getting so boring cos the CIs keep scolding us without reasons. & they are bias ppl.
& there's no one to motivate me for CCA.
Even if there is, it doesn't make any changes.
The lazy-to-go attitude will appear.
& class is so fun when we're talking bout Aaron & learning new words.
Bad words in other language.
& of cos iloveyou in other language.
& currently learning how to write chinese words! (:
Even though its quite difficult to write it.
Priya teaching indian words.
Christella, Cindy teaching chinese words.

& good news, F & N teacher has change-d.
Change-d to a new & better ones.
So no more Mdm Tng.
No more the old & naggy teacher nagging at us till can sleep.
& the new teacher can be said not bad.
Quite shuai.
But not as shuai as Aaron.(:
& he's only relief-ing us till don't know when.
& he relief-ed Ms Chen for Geo last fri.
& Catherine & Shalini was so damn funny.
We crap-ed with the teacher.
& i know his age. (:
& Priya gave him a new name.
Mr Liu Ah Beng. haha.
Cos he kept saying his name is Mr Liu.
Gonna see him in school till his school re-open.
In mid of this month.
& it's like super soon.
& he say he got take F & N & Geo before but forgotten all bout it.
That was the best part.
Cos we don't have to study & can crap all we want.

2009-04-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Sat, 29th Mar
Went to IMM.
There's alot of ppl at Garden Plaza.
But saw Fahrenheit!
They all so tall.
They left the place at 8.05pm.
Halfway through their autograph session.
They need to go for their private party at St. James Power House.

Mon, 30th Mar
Watch CSS (Campus SuperStar) & Fahrenheit sang 3 songs. (:
Aaron was damn hyper & he kept on jumping while singing.
He so damn cute! & his eyes sure can kill ppl! (:
The shirt was quite nice.
Extraordinary! (:

2009-03-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

Holiday week. Was so fun. Get to sleep till late afternoon.

Tues, 17th Mar
Went to Causeway & had second pierce-d on one of my ear. Saw Joachim & his friend walking around. I wanna rent DVDs but no money ): Went home around 3.30pm.

Wed, 18th Mar
Went to AMK police station on wed. The police officer looks so familiar. It's like I got see him before but dunno where. We didn't get to touch the handcuff. So bad lorh. The Chong Boon Sec go see the handcuff till dunno how long. Damn what la. Ms Ong just love candid shots. Went Northpoint after that. Disturbing Zulaiha was so fun.

& school is gonna re-open soon. That is certainly bad. Can't get to sleep at 2am & wake up at 12.30pm anymore. & when school start must do homework & study & lecturing from teachers & DM. That is very very very bad. & I wanna buy new phone. I don't like Nokia phone. Kinda lousy. I want Sony Ericsson phone. Hopefully an identical one as ....

& I've been way over time. There's many news on Big Bang & Fahrenheit. & I'm now focusing on Fahrenheit as they are coming to S'pore next Sunday. Right after their 'Fantasy World Tour Concert' at Malaysia on Saturday. I'm sooo gonna go. I've miss-ed damn lots of their performances.

xoxo (: ...

Words should not be hurtful.
Use it to say, I LOVE YOU!

2009-03-20T23:28:00.001+08:00

Mon, 9th Mar
Went to Northpoint with Afini & Zulaiha after school. Went to mini toons & power 9. Look for things. The green stretchable lanyard that I wanted wasn't in stock. Mini toons so lousy lah. Don't know how to order many many many stock. Went to power 9 after that. Look look at the wallet. Went to popular & look look at the things. Spent the times in there dunno do what. About 6 plus we decided to go. & dang, I'm glad that I left popular that time. Went down the escalator & we crapp-ed. As Afini was standing infront of me, I can see all the things behind her including all the ppl that walk-ed past. She was talking to me & I suddenly saw this kinda familiar face guy behind her. It was MR.G! So I look-ed at him. & he look quite different. I mumbled 'green' to them & suddenly, he look up at the escalator & look at me. & I was like 'ouh. it's him.' in my heart. & I dunno why but I just can't stop staring at him. Cos he was doing the same to me.

Decided to send Zulaiha & Afini even encourage-d me to go & see him if I want to. They want-ed me to see him but instead, they walk on the left & me on the right.& he's on my right. So I can't really see him. & good thing the bus was pack. We decide-d to wait for another bus. Went back in the mall & saw Jason. He call-ed Sam using Afini phone & we went to the entrance/exit near Swensen & LJS. He was sitting outside LJS with his 2 other friends, E & R. Afini & Jason just don't wanna walk away from the entrance making it so obvious to them that we are actually stalking them. But somehow,E & R kinda saw us & he actually told him that someone is following them. I quickly sort of hide behind the big big big pillar. Good thing Afini was standing there blocking others view of me. I had a few mins of staring/admiring him. He bought a new spec. That's why I kinda can't recognize-d him in the first place. & Jason was so damn kaypo to know who he was. But good thing he doesn't know cos there are 3 boys there. bwahahaha.. So he can't really guess which one is him.

Wed, 11th Mar
Didn't go school & np. Was damn tire-d & was because they had muster parade & rehearsal of it. & we still need to discuss for campfire. Went to Northpoint to find for Zulaiha. I pity her. I didn't exactly know what happen-ed but she was so so so sad. & she even accompanied us buy my watch. I finally bought a watch & wear it after a dozen years of not wearing it. & it's in green! haha.. On the way back home, Jiayi mdm call-ed & ask about the song lists. Good thing she call me when I'm in the bus & 1 stop before mac bus stop. She ask me to come. Cos I don't wanna waste my prepaid talking to her when I've just top it up the morning itself.

There are many books on Fahrenheit at Kinokuniya. & Christella told me many things bout Fahrenheit. & the telephone booth outside Takashimaya that Wu Chun use-d to call-ed his gf. & the place does looks creepy & scary in the morn.

Friday, 13th Mar
it's friday the 13th & I didn't come to sch. Woke up at 6.30am & was super lazy to go school but I still go bathe & get ready. Around 7am, Afini msg-ed me. She say she not going school, was sick. My eyes was also kinda sore. So told my mum that I don't wanna go school & she said okay. My sister also didn't bother to wake up. So I change-d back to home clothes & sleep back. Ard 11 Afini msg-ed me. Well, I slept back. Ard 12pm, she talk-ed bout the song list & brochure for the campfire. & suddenly I remember-ed. I was sleeping till 12.15pm & I need to go back school. So pathetic. Went to school at 12.50pm & I saw Yusri & Hafiz outside the staff room. Shit! I wanna go back but walk to the staff room to find Ms Chee. & I dunno why that Yusri keep smiling. & laughing like an idiot? haha.. & Zulaiha was definitely happy to see him.

NPAP was okay for today. Well, at least Mr Sun didn't came out. & I sure love the wind. Ask-ed mdm whether we can book-in at 9.15pm before 9.30pm. & she say 'before 9.15pm. So she really meant that we can book-in before 9.15pm. We reach-ed Interchange at 8pm & she wanna us to book-in at 8.15pm? How crazy can that be?! & that IRRITATING Dashen was so damn irritating to the max. Call-ed us aft 5 mins to ask us to rush down to school? So stupid can! His house are so damn near the school lah. Of course he can go earlier. But our house eh? One at Chong Pang one at Admiralty. How stupid can he be? Some more in express class. First class some more. He was so damn hyper during the night. Can run around & talk crap & vulgar words all come out from his mouth. But after pt, he died. Or he is acting dying in order to die a peaceful death? Simply can't get around with them, the boys in my pathetic squad. It's just too DISGUSTING to describe it. I can nearly puke when thinking bout it. I just dunno why I can't get around with them but can definitely get around with other boys.

& campfire was okay? But still prefer last year's one. Where Sara & Farhan became the MC. They are so funny. & alot of the seniors came. Including Jonathan, Weihan & Yongwhee. So long never see them. Nazifah & Nazerah's mum was so supporting. Their sister look so different. & the CIs was okay for that day. This was the best camp ever for me COS the camp was rather a slacking camp. I could get a couple of hours of sleep if the ppl didn't disturb us. & there's this idiotic moron talk loudly when I'm sleeping. He come only the place will be like night market. So damn effing noisy. Say what, if sleep like that later neck pain la. All bullshit come out from his mouth. & it's my problem whether I wanna talk to u or not. So what if u talk to me? I don't really have to reply what? It's my mouth. So I will talk if I want to. Even if u force me to talk, I will still continue to ignore u no matter what. I wish that the idiotic moron would met with an accident & broke both of his left & right leg. & left & right arm & fracture the neck. So he won't need to come or go anywhere anymore.

Clear-ed up the campfire stuff in the sepak takraw court. & my finger gt cut-ed from carrying the zinc. The zinc so bad.): & went home with Zulaiha, Alim sir, Ralph, Sara & Farhan. they are so funny. Especially Sara. & they sang 'always look on the bright side of life' song. The rythm was nice.

xoxo :) ...

Always look on the bright side of life.
No matter where you are.
Cos there will be a day that you realized,
Your life had always been so full of joys & laughters.
Even though you're always sad.

2009-02-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

Ytd was Passion Arts. It was quite fun then previous years. It was like a gathering event for us. We were meeting & talking to them. & sure there's a lot of ppl taking photos. Went in the building & ppl was coming out from the theater. There's break. Afini was searching for Yan. & he talk to her the moment he came out. Goodness I was standing behind Afini. I saw Mr.G coming out of the theater. Took a glance or rather look at him for a few sec & he suddenly turn-ed & look at me. Turn & look at Afini while she's talking to Yan. Went in the theater & saw alot of them. Saw Yuki, Yuka, Michel, Yanghong, Chewping, Nicholas, Eddie, Fusen, Darren, Kairong, Shawn, Winson, Randy, Chaisin, Fernando, & alot more. Thalia they all also gt come. Yusri came out of the theater looking weirdly at me. He wear red football shirt(?) & blue jeans.

The show was about to resume & we quickly find a seat. Was walking towards Nivitha, Sam, Jason & Dennis when I suddenly saw him. Request-ed for us to sit there & Afini agree-d. We was sitting somewhere in the middle of the most left-side of the theater(stage view), behind us was Yan, Alfi, Sam, Nivitha, Jason, Minji & her friends, the row behind them was Yusri & Edmund & their friends, the row behind them was Mr.G they all(i think). As Nivitha was talking so loudly in the theater, I have the advantage to turn behind to steal a glance at him! & Sam, Nivitha, Jason & Minji was romancing behind us. hahas.. & all was quite sleepy during the Chinese Orchestra. But we miss the 1st few of the performances. They say Ms Chen dance very well/nice.

Concert finish at around 10pm. Had a chat with some ppl & saw Mr.G. Is it me or did I really saw him looking at me many times? Well, when Afini & Netya they all taking photo, I was just standing there & suddenly I saw Mr.G looking at me & its like we were standing parallel to each other. hahas... I saw Mr Sim & theres a whole lot of choir members. I just cant help it but just to tell Afini that the choir members are out. To think that she would pull me to them. I didnt saw Zulaiha so I just went over to Piriya. & gosh. She was talking to me & I was standing just next to him. But the sad thing is, I didnt look at him. Sucha waste, right? But went out of the building aft awhile. Nivitha they all just cant wait to get out of the place. But goodness Afini allow-ed me to stay a while longer. Next time if theres such outing, i will definitely glue my eyes to him. I wanna follow him for just once.

I turn back for a sec & suddenly, pooof! They vanish-ed just like that. Hopefully can find them at Causeway but theres no sign of them. Saw the basket-bullers. They wear so formal can. They look quite handsome in formal. Well, this is the 1st time I saw them wearing all formal. Theres this weird guy in the mrt talking all vulgar there. Afini said that he was drunk? Well, perhaps he is. My nose block so cant smell the alcohol. But he didnt look drunk to me. He looks like an ex-convict to me. Telling ppl all his past & he gt talk bout pub, night club & horse racing + vulgarities! He was like clapping his hands when the door was about to open. Bump into Zulaiha & we went to Northpoint's BK. Eat supper before went home. Actually want-ed to eat at mac but alot of ppl & their tables are all pack. Saw Thalia they all dine there. Jiayin & her bf was behaving so sweetly to each other. Went home at 12.15am.

xoxo x)...

Someone save me, they are trying to tell me how to feel...
This love is difficult but it;s real...

2009-02-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

Sat, 14th Feb
There's JJ Lin autograph at Northpoint at 2pm.(: & there was a lot of ppl waiting there. & JJ fangirl wait-ed from 10am or 11am outside Northpoint just to get his autograph. & I & Zulaiha walk in the old to the new Northpoint alot of time. Seriously damn lot of time. Just to search for present. & there's a lot of couple holding roses & hugging each other & walking all around with chocolates.(: & Zulaiha was getting jealous of them. Meet Jiayi mdm & the rest at old OCBC. They going Beach Road to buy stuff. Glad I didn't follow them. I won't even enjoy if I had join them. Thanks to Zulaiha I didn't follow them. & I was really happy that I didn't follow them!(:

I saw Mr.GREEN at level 2! We were walking & I only saw the backview of a green shirt guy & in my heart I was hoping that it was him. & suddenly he turn-ed around looking at me!(: & I was shock-ed & I kept saying I saw GREEN!(: To think that I would ask Zulaiha to follow me to stalk him. & it was like quite obvious that I was stalking him. We went to lvl 2 shoe shop & look at the shoe. & Zulaiha was standing there looking at him. & suddenly he turn-ed around & he even look at me! hahas... I seriously can't stop smiling & laughing to myself. At first Zulaiha didn't saw him but then I say he wear a Green shirt! & she saw him!(: hahas...Zulaiha saw him & she even say that he's not bad.(: See. I have sucha good taste. But really he's not bad. Even Cindy say so. & he went down & out of the new Northpoint.

xoxo (: ...

Even when you think you're alone.
There's always someone there with you.

2009-02-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went Vivocity with Afini ytd. It was my first time going to such places as I don't go out spending my time exploring things. I start-ed going out to such places all thanks to Afini! She was the one who brought me to such places to enjoy & killing time. & I was the one helping her to 'get a life'. hahas... & all the places was kinda amazing with full of stuff that are kinda exp! Afini bought something for Valentine's day.(: & she's gonna find something for her special someone? & I've never give anyone anything for Valentine. hmmm... Planning to give them some small thing for Valentine.

Was on the way to Popular & I saw Ke Hin sir! I didn't recognise the face at first but I suddenly remember the name & I was like Ke Hin sir! & Afini was like 'huh?'. But she saw him aft that. He turn-ed around, somehow looking at us? Idk. But I think he saw us? If not, he won't turn to our direction to look at us. hahas... & I was like hahahahaha... I saw Kehin sir!(: Well, it has been 6/7 months plus since I last saw him. Who wouldn't be happy when you saw someone that you haven seen for sucha long time?

Had cafe & we were very busy. It's the opening of cafe & hub for the year of 2009. The hub ppl blast the music & it has been a long time since I heard blast of music in the school. Last I heard it was last year. When Eddie & gang blast the music loudly like nobody business. & to think that I make nice bubble tea.

Green said that he most prob will not go to Passion Arts. I'm so sad when I read his tag. But his friend say that he will ask his other friends along. So that means most prob the chances of them going is 50/50. I'm getting impatient to know his/their ans. He haven made up his mind yet. But I wanna go Passion Arts. He's the reason why I wanna go Passion Arts.^_^

I'm seriously fuck up! & I hate this feeling! Well, you can't force someone to like you even though you like that someone! Well, this ugly duckling just won't stop doing it! It's like seriously NUTS! Well, you can at least just admire that person & don't even have to tell the person that you like them! But if the person that you like knows that you like them & they kinda like you back, that's okay! But if you tell the person that you like them & all they feel is DISGUSTED! SO STOP DOING IT MAN! Just FUCK OFF! GO & DIE OKAY! People won't even care bout u!

xoxo x)... ^_^

Getting impatient will get you nowhere.
So, just smile & wait patiently.

2009-02-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd had NPAP at HTA. Reach there at 3pm plus. The CI in-charge of our contigen is Rahimi sir & Zhihao sir? WOAH! Damn wth lorh! Wish no need to go for NPAP. & I can sleep at home all day long. I'm very sleepy this few days. The bus came at 7.40pm & we reach Orchid Park at 8.10pm. Take bus & drop at Northpoint till 8.30pm. So damn effing late. How to go Passion Arts?!

Need to save money! For Passion Arts!
MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!

xoxo x)...

Just smile & pretend everything's okay.
It's the only thing you can do.

2009-02-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

Was so damn busy this few days. Saving MONEY for PASSION ARTS & STUFFS! I'm so gonna be BROKE! I was hoping to meet green during Passion Arts! But too bad there's NPAP on that day! Had to quickly dress up & cab-ed to Republic Poly. There should be around half-an-hour to prepare stuff & such before the Passion Arts.

Woohoo! Was taking 800 & saw Liyana Mdm taking the bus & JOHNNY aft that! Well, Johnny didn't see Liyana mdm but Liyana mdm saw Johnny. & Johnny saw me!(: He smile-d at me!(: WOAH! So freaking damn long never saw him! Last saw him was at 29th Oct 2008!): It's like nearly 4 months since I last saw him! hahas... I saw him at 7.13am sharp! Exactly the time when Zulaiha msg me to ask me where am I! COS I WAS LATE! as usual! I was so damn happy lorhx!(: Call-ed Zulaiha immediately when I saw him!(: & she was like, I also saw Yusri ytd!._. Walk super damn fast & I saw Afini? But Zulaiha actually went up to her house. haha.

Afini's voice is so damn cute! Like a small kid saying the pledge? & Dashen actually cork-up the whole flag raising! But Afini takes the blames instead! The stupid Mr Bian doesn't know who is right, who is wrong is it?! He anyhow accuse Afini but not Dashen! WOAH! Like wth lorh! & Afini even cry! But Yan saw her cry & even offer her tissue?! haha... & I do feel a lot of irritating & annoy-ed with Dashen around! Actually is always feel damn damn damn IRRITATING & ANNOY-ED with Dashen around! Seriously! That's why I never talk to anyone else except for the girls & CIs. Really can't be bother with the boys! I only talk to boys that are nice & kind & funny?

Did geo project with Shalini & we went shoe-window-shopping. She actually want-ed to buy heels?! Cos she say she's wearing dress for Passion Arts! & she wanna wear heels to go with it! & she tried this heels & it was quite high. She can't even walk big step. Only walk a tiny weeny step & she change-d heels. She listen to my opinion about the heels. haha.. Afini also listen-ed to me. She didn't buy water & save her money instead. But I was hoping to save some money today. But I actually spend quite alot buying hair clips, wallet & sweets! OMG! So waste of money lorh! Need to save money! Need to save money! MUST REALLY REALLY SAVE MONEY! Or I can say BYE BYE to Passion Arts! But I really really really damn frigging wanna go to Passion Arts! Cos hoping to see someone!

xoxo x)...

The only way to stop yourself from thinking about something stupid was to distract yourself.
Thinking only about him is the only way to distract me.

2009-01-30T17:10:00.001+08:00

Mon, 26th Jan
Watch-ed Eclipse with Afini & Nivitha. It was fun & cool. The sun turns to cresent shape. It's like there's something eating it from circle till cresent. We can't see anything in the telescope. It's not fair! Nivitha told us that her mum says that it's like a snake eating it & we can't eat till after 7pm. I've heard it before when I was in pri 2? But the one I heard is about dragon eating the sun not snake. Around 5 plus pm, the clouds was like forming into dragon shape? & there's fur forming of clouds that forms the dragon shape. & it was like eating the sun till it was cresent shape. The sun was glaring but if u squint ur eyes, u can actually see the cresent shape-d sun. It was so cool. Ate at Northpoint mac...

Fri, 30th Jan
BIG BANG : BIG SHOW concert! It's from today till sunday. I badly wanna watch it but will download it from others!(: Has been so damn busy with school till lack of SLEEP! I REALLY BADLY WANNA SLEEP LONG HOURS! Went to the hill & play-ed swing. Afini & Zulaiha hopes to see Yusri & Iman respectively. We kinda saw Iman when we were talking towards the hill. It seriously looks like him. The way he walk & appearance. Afini didn't notice it at frst but she said she DON'T remember how Iman LOOKS LIKE! It was so funny can. U like that person & u can't different shade him? It's very weird but it's true. She can only recognise Yan. Saw Nivitha & the gang & Heng Qin & the gang near the Sembawang Town Council. Chat-ed a bit & decide-d to go home. Pity Afini & Zulaiha as they never even see them.

While walking towards the bus stop, I kinda saw familiar hair. It was quite a distance away from me but I just wish that it was him. I was hoping to see him today, maybe in school but they won't go school so early. So was hoping to meet/ bump into him outside. Well, who knows if I would really get to see him. Then he turn & I was damn happy! IT WAS HIM! He met with Eddie & went away. I want-ed so much to follow him so Afini, Zulaiha & I went to the bus stop near Afini house. He walk very damn fast like Afini! haha. He turn-ed around quite alot of time looking behind. It was as if he was looking at me! & Afini turn me 180 degrees behind when I was talking & I saw he was looking at me! I AM SO HAPPY! But he walk so fast & POOF! he vanish-ed in to thin air! He is taking Information Tech at NYP!

Idk whether wanna go jogging tml. Should I go? Idk whether to go for group study tml. Should I go? hmmm... Depends on my moods. Well, if I can get up tml, I would go jogging but as for group study? Idk. I only want someone to teach me PHYSICS! I really can't understand it. Well, as Mr Chen teaching physics these 2 days, he really teach alot. Only 4 parts of the chapter 1. In 2 days can cover 4 parts of a chapter. Ms Foo teach us for over 1 week & we can't even understand it! & bad news is that MR ONG will be Back NEXT WEEK! & that means to sit in 3nc class & must sit in seating arrangement. I really don't wanna sit with Shazli! I wanna sit with someone else! At least if Mr Chen teach, I will be in 3nb & I can see so many of my last year classmates.

xoxo x)...

Had been anticipating to see some familiar faces or should I say that particular face?
But I really did saw him!
It really makes my day!

2009-01-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

Mon, 19th Jan
There's no mass run & mass reading as there's public caning in the hall. There's this sec 2 guy got cane-d cos he lift-ed up his classmate's skirt. woah! He receive-d 2 strokes of cane from Mr Shaiful. But he never cry. Seen alot of caning cases for the past 2 years. It was scary though. It happen-ed in class & in front of me some more...

Tues, 20th Jan
Had F&N & was going out of F&N room. Walking towards the classroom blk. Saw Randy & Fusen plus another guy beside Fusen. Keep looking at them as they were also looking at me. Then the guy turn-ed around & look at me. haha... Then they kept staring at me weirdly. But I look away, went straight to detention class (m.t class). Saw them walking till Office. & they just vanish! pooof!

Fri, 23rd Jan
Saw Winson alone in school. I was wondering why the rest didn't come. Went for lesson & school over. Zulaiha said that she & Sheqin they all going to celebrate birthday. Afini & I went out of school to waste our time while waiting for her. Walking out of the school & I saw Fusen. I thought the rest didn't come, only him alone. He was chase-d by 2 sec 1 girls. I was like OMG! WTH! But saw the ARA sitting & waiting for someone near the path way. & I was like 'is that him?' to Afini. But actually it's not him. hahaha... It was Kairong or Darren. Then I saw this green shirt guy posing while waiting for someone. He was standing wearing jeans & green shirt + shoe(?).

I was freaking out. That was what Afini said. Well, we went to buy bubble tea & went back to the void deck near the photo shop. He was walking away from the path way. I though he vanish-ed, so I asked Afini walk outside but then she walk back inside. So I follow-ed her. Walk & I suddenly saw him & I was stunt for awhile. Don't know where to go but decided to go to the nearest blk & sit down while wasting our time. Goodness Afini sit in front of me. I can look at him. haha... Is it quite obvious that I'm looking at him? Cos it seems like it is. He & Randy kept looking at me from his seat. He got up for awhile & I was like 'Arrgh! He go ready!' But he came back & sit. Then he went off after a while. I & Afini also went away. He vanish-ed into thin air. pooof! He goes. Never saw him again. It was like so fast he vanish ready.

Went to the hill to wait for Zulaiha & we play-ed swing while waiting for her. Went to WEST COAST PARK to explore! It was fun & funny looking at how playful Afini & Zulaiha was! The wanna play nearly all the games there but too bad, there's not enough time for us to spend as Zulaiha needs to go home early. It was tiring walking from the park to the bus stop. The funniest part was the 'wake boarding thingy'. I can actually hold 2 & 4 person who is actually bigger size then me?! I even nearly make them fell of their seat. hahaha...

Sat, 24th Jan
Had jogging & a study with Liyana Mdm. & I totally can't understand physics! I want someone to teach me! I need help! Went to Northpoint & bought hair clips with Zulaiha. Went home after that. Saw Jun Xian. Though he was going to someone house or play basketball but it turns out that he was helping his parents at the drinks stall. I was walking & he was looking at me, he was looking straight at ppl. But then he suddenly turn & look at me. I was stunt for awhile but look-ed away.

Many of the ex-northlanders talk-ed bout the new principle, 'MR KOH'. His new rules are sooo damn no link. But at least saw him TWICE in a week! Better than nothing though. How I miss last year! He would take the same morn bus with me & would even walk beside/in front/behind me. It was nearly end-of-the-year when I start-ed noticing him. Around July/August. He would tend to look at me in the bus. hahaha... Well, most of the boys would rather stare than smile.

xoxo x)...

Had been anticipating to see some familiar faces or should I say that particular face?
But I saw none.
Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Here we make our first step to new life in love.

2009-01-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SIS!

Fri was the first time that I play-ed Captain's Ball.. in fact, it was the first game that I play-ed in my sec school life(excluding Tchouck during p.e).. it was quite fun playing with them.. esp with Ayesha, Sway Kee & 2 of the sec 2 boys.. & to think that we won the game.. our group vs Afini, Shanu, Amalia, Dashen & Hairil(i think).. & goodness I never trip while trying to get the ball from Afini.. both of us nearly fall down.. & Yue Kng was seriously very noisy.. disturbing us playing as he cant play along.. & Liyana Mdm actually score-d a goal.. she is the only one that can score the goal & she is surely very proud...

Had FOC Sarsi drink from Uncle Mike.. it was the left over from dunno where.. it was quite bland as the ice had ready melt-ed.. we were also given mandarin oranges.. the office was so kind to give us 3 boxes of mandarin oranges.. hahas.. bought bubble tea & chatt-ed with Afini & Zulaiha till 7.30pm.. we gossip about Yusri.. & Im taller than Afini.. hahas.. cos I climb-ed a thingy...

Went to grandma house ytd.. send a thingy there at 7pm & reach-ed home at 11pm++? left my left-over fries at my bed & forget to take it.. forget all bout it till just now when Im about to get home.. hahas.. & someone actually say that I like this someone.. WTH! its so un true...

xoxo x)...

You need to be aware of what others are doing, applaud their efforts, acknowledge their successes, and encourage them in their pursuits.
When we all help one another, everybody wins!