♥ ; Wednesday, May 06, 2009
안녕하세요. (:
Never go school today.
Because the bus was late.
Went to the bus stop at 7.05am.
Miss-ed the bus.
Wait-ed for fking 20 mins then the bus came.
By the time the bus come, it was already 7.25am.
Decided not to go school & went home instead.
I don't have enough money to cab-ed to school.
Allowance is 4/5 bucks.
Cab fares is 6 bucks.
Short of 2 bucks & it was raining just now.
Miss-ed p.e. (don't really care bout it)
Miss-ed Math. (Ms Vilo gonna give Mye notes.)
Miss-ed Physics. (Dunno what Mr Ong talking about.)
Miss-ed F&N. (Ms Oh is gonna give MYE notes too.)
Miss-ed Geo class. (Ms Chen is gonna give MYE notes too.)
Miss-ed study session with Afini & Zulaiha. (They not going for it cos I was absent & Afini got bio class.)
If only I waited for dad for another 5-10 mins.
I could have reach-ed school & not miss any lessons/class.
If only I could concentrate & not dreaming during lesson.
Well I don't really dream in class.
But I just find it so hard to concentrate on my studies.
Cos when I think about all the 8 subjects that I need to revise/memories on,
I just cant do it.
There's just too much of things for me to store in my brain.
It might just explode any moment.
& some more I have short term memory loss.
So I just cant guarantee that I can store everything in my precious brain.
It might just explode any moment w/o anyone knowing.
I just feel so damn irritated this few days.
Thinking about MYE & studies.
Living the life at home.
I just don't like to stay at home.
I can't even study or sleep at home.
Cos every time the house very noisy.
So I can't study.
If wanna sleep can't sleep very early.
Later they all will play here play there, shout here shout there.
So can only sleep after midnight.
Cos after midnight only the house will be peaceful abit.
ONLY abit.
Sometimes, the house also very noisy at 1am plus.
Stay at home also very fked up.
Damn irritating.
Idk why but when I heard someone shouting I will get irritated.
Can't they talk softly?
Why must they shout if they can talk properly?
If scold them not to shout, later will get scolding.
That's why I wanna go out & not going home till late night.
I badly wanna play badminton!
Can someone play w me?
I will greatly appreciate it! (:
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