♥ ; Monday, September 28, 2009
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Mr Chen didnt come & math was relief by the BB teacher.
Mrs Tang gave free periods during Chem.
I didn't notice that I was daydreaming & wondering about stuff for 2 periods.
Except when I was talking with Christella.
They ask me out for raya as a whole class next week.
Was surprised.
I dont know whether I should go.
It just feels so awkward.
But hopefully I can go.
Need to collect $$$ for concert & stuff.
Went home & watch Star Golden Bell Challenge.
But its not funny.
No Shinee. ):
Waiting for 2days 1night on thurs.
Its way funnier.
I wish I knew.
But it just feels so wrong.
I try to act like there's nothing.
But I just can't seem to do it.
It's not supposed to be like this.
I just don't know why it's becoming like this.
I wish things weren't this complicated, making me wondering.
@ 20:50
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Sunday, September 27, 2009
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Went Sheqin's house for 'open house' ytd.
Was late as usual.
Met up with Afini, Jason & Sam.
Afini & me have telepathy!
We wore the same thing.
& we wore heels. :D
Reach at 3.30pm & chat & eat.
The kids there is very funny playing around.
Angela came the latest.
& Afini went back first.
She had a date with something. haha.
Went back with Zulaiha, Abigail, Angela, Netya, Sam & Jason at 6pm.
Had open house for family today.
Alot of ppl came.
Sis get free guitar from her friend.
Cousin played the guitar & sing for me! :D
Looking at how he play the guitar like very cool.
Almost everyone of them knows how to play it.
I'm jealous.
GD is accused of plagiarism.
& ppl force him to delete his photo from his twitter.
How bad can the Netizens be?
What you msg me ytd was funny.
Laughed hard when I read it.
Finally learning how to play guitar! :D
You misunderstood it, seriously.
Its not supposed to be like that.
Sadded. ):
@ 20:49
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Friday, September 25, 2009
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Had F&N practical test ytd.
Eng aft reccess.
Everyone tasted the food outside the class after recess while waiting for Ms Bavani to come.
They kept eating my mixed veggies & mushroom & pizza.
Then Thalia ask me how I cooked it.
I was shock cos she knows that I cooked it & Im scared that its not nice.
But she & Alicia kept on eating it.
She said that its like her mother's cooking.
So I also tasted it.
It was not bad, quite nice.
The pizza was ok just that theres not much ingredients.
The cheese was awesome! Can pull one.
Gonna make it someday. (:
Ms Bavani came & Vimal still eating it in the class.
Priya's food got confiscated.
Continue with lesson after 20mins.
After 15mins, Yusri's macaroni spilled.
He & Anuar cleaned it.
Sakti sprayed body spray & got confiscated also.
She went to General office & complain.
Whole class needs to go down the second period.
Was lectured & waited for the OM & DM.
Talk & play in white room with Thalia, Alicia, Josephine, Joachim, Kayseng, Priya, Krisna & Firdaus.
Kayseng talk very funny.
He blush so easily.
Mr Chen so good, no math.
Mr Shaiful make Kayseng write a petition, if our class lost control again.
& we need to sign it.
1.45pm then released & go for mother tongue.
Online, tv-ed; 2days 1 night, com, eat, tv-ed; music bank.
Online at 4pm plus.
Watch 2days 1 night & Hodong, MC Mong & Seunggi is very funny.
Did the nominal role thingy & watch videos.
Eat while watching music bank.
Bro use lappy so went to sleep at 12.30am.
5am plus woken up by loud songs sis play.
Saw msg & went back to slp.
You must be bored not talking to me.
Hahahahahaha.
But you still have your games to play. :p
@ 16:37
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ;
안녕하세요. (:
Wed, 23rd Sept 09Afini went home & Zulaiha went for History, leaving me alone.
Called Oppa, wanted to meet her at 2.40pm.
Reluctant to go in the np room because I dont know who's in there.
Then Jiahui ask me for rope to practice.
Had to go in the room & take for her.
Put the attendance file back & they all crapped inside the room.
Waited till 2.40pm then go out take shirt.
Saw Oppa & all the info comm ppl outside school.
Went back after taking the shirt.
Had promotion test during Np.
The paper was so difficult & didn't manage to finish it.
Because of remembering the pledge & log. stuff, I wrote the wrong rank. :X
But I manage to write the pledge down! :D
And the CI very kaypo to see the answer.
I can't concentrate on the paper & forget what I want to write.
Because they talk about stuff so loud & beside me somemore.
The sec2 sure finish faster than us.
But the sec1 the fastest.
While changing to pt kit, Afini & Zulaiha bully me.
Only left Zulaiha & me in the toilet then suddenly Afini came with someone.
Damn shock & very funny.
Just can't stop laughing.
Went out of toilet & saw everyone pumping.
They play dodge ball & left me in the room alone.
Update sec3 stuff & have no mood to continue, with the NCC boys so noisy.
Went to hockey pitch & watch them playing.
Accompany them drink water & went back to pitch.
Went back to np room after playing.
Afini & Zulaiha still bully & Nivitha wanted to join in.
They wanted to say something.
Mr Ong waiting for them to fall in then someone said 'shutup la'.
& just nice the CI walk past & heard it.
Went in the np room while Mr Ong talking to the sec1.
& they are scolded by the CI.
Talk with Aarif in the room while waiting for them to finish scolding.
Dongwen tickled me alot of time just to say hi, but still not ticklish. :P
Home at 7.20pm & immediately fell asleep.
Woke up at 9.30pm plus & reply msg.
2 fans blowing directly at me. So shiok.
Tv-ed, eat & online.
Msg-ed till 3am plus.
Then eyes can't open alr.
But still reply the last msg with eyes closed.
I was just playing sulky.
But thats not true after all, to me.
Or is it?
@ 15:09
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Thursday, September 24, 2009
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I don't wish for it to be like how ppl assumed it to be.
I don't want it to be that way.
Problems will arise if it's too close.
I just don't know why.
I'm starting to feel that something is wrong, somewhere.
I want it to be like the past.
No problems, no nothing.
Carefree all the way.
Feelings will come and go away.
Time is the best medicine for wounds to heal.
But flashback will start once familiar things appeared.
And reminiscing is on it's way.
You really made me wonder.
But I don't wish to know.
Even if the sky is falling down.
@ 00:37
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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Wed, 16th Sept 09Np was ok.
Had the privilege to sit in the np room for a day! :D
Count the remaining stuff for log. check.
Was in the room with Jiayi mdm till she went out at 4.50pm.
Accompany her wash school flag & it was damn disgusting.
Must bleach it already.
& I saw how she panicked when finding her watch.
But at last I found it, in the baton box. (:
The poncho also very disgusting.
Got alot of dry mud & the sea water smell.
All went out & left me all alone in the room with only papers, pen & laptops. ):
Did finish the log. book & did other stuff.
Listen to song & disturb ppl things. hahahahaha.
& Afini suddenly come & tie my hand with the twine.
Dongwen did something in the room.
& theres free laptop on the table for me. (:
Get back the npap shirt & its very big.
Yellow color somemore. So striking.
Walk in the rain from school.
Rain very heavy, so shiok!
Reach mac very wet.
After eating went Popular, Zulaiha bought pen & I bought ice cream sticks.
Home at 8.45pm.
Online & bathe for 1 hour & watch tv till 11pm.
Clean room & slept at 3am plus.
Thurs, 17th Sept 09
Overslept & had migraine.
So pon school.
Didn't know that theres 2 test.
Slept till 3pm & Zulaiha called.
After Afini msg me to go to her house, get ready to go out.
About to go out then dad came home.
Wanted to go out then can't, even after much persuading.
Mum ask to help her prepare food for break fast.
About to send msg to Afini but then Netya called.
So sorry can't join you all that day.
Next year if you have another one, maybe I will go.
@ 23:46
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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Was cleaning up the house last night from 9pm plus till 2am plus.
Eat supper & go online aft that.
Cleaned up my room & the living room.
Theres alot of redundant stuff.
Alot of sec 1 & sec 2 stuffs.
Somemore very dusty.
Online till 3am plus & someone nag me to sleep.
So have to be guai & sleep.
Woken up by phone call at 7am.
& my bro & sis are late for work & school.
& Im sleepy so went back to sleep.
Even if I went to school surely have detention one.
So went back to sleep as migraine is still there.
Woke up at 10.30am to msg Afini & Zulaiha.
& went back to sleep.
Finally woke up at 2pm.
Cleaned the remaining stuff & online.
& dad's friends came to view things.
Take out all the things & everything is all sooo dusty.
I've just bathe & now my room is dusty.
Arrrrrrrrrrgh!
Christella told me that theres no pe today.
Wow! First time Mr Mano is so kind.
Ouh ya, I've found my stalkers contacts that I've lost.
But only half of it.
& I've found alot of last time stuff.
Np room is seriously better than my room.
At least there isn't much dust.
Except for the fan.
The fan is 15 yrs old already & still going 'strong'.
Like any moment can die like that.
Honggi is mine!!!
Can't share share with you.
We shared Hyun Joong already what.
So Jonghun is all yours!
HAHA! I'm stingy & you're greedy!
Onew is cute~!!
He nearly have the same signature like GDragon!!
OMG!!!
@ 22:50
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Monday, September 14, 2009
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Wanted to buy things but never bring enough money.
Saw Priya & others.
Waited for them outside Maybank while they went to buy drinks at Mac.
Suddenly there was this guy looking & smiling.
We thought that he was crazy & so we ran to LJS but he was following behind!
So we went back out & in to Mac back.
Sit down at the place for awhile & the guy came back searching for us!
Oppa ran to toilet & the guy waited & looking at us at the entrance.
Split into 2 & ran different ways at different entrance.
The guy was confused to go which way but he went towards the LJS side.
He finally went to the traffic light & vanish away.
Stopped running outside Starbucks & meet the rest.
Everyone was scared & my hand was trembling.
& suddenly migraine came.
Followed them to LJS to buy drinks.
Sit for 10 mins & saw Kayseng they all.
Arrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!
All because of the mad crazy idiotic guy that I have migraine!!
He actually chased us twice!
How pathetic can he get?!?!
Home at 4pm plus.
Watch The Golden Ladder & special guest is FT Island!
The weird noona ask Honggi to kiss her & many fangirls is sooo gonna haunt her.
& Lee Teuk is one of the judges! (:
Watch The Golden Bell Challenge & theres FT Island & 2AM!
No more Shinee! ):
Honggi is below 20 yrs & Minhwan is the youngest!
So shocked to know that.
& Honggi can sing trots too. So cool~
Jonghyun hair is not so blonde like Bongie.
&&& Honggi is hot!!
I really don't wish for us to be like last time.
I really want us to be together & close just like we used to.
But somehow things around are changing, making it difficult.
@ 20:22
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Sunday, September 13, 2009
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Went Geylang at 6pm ytd to hunt for baju raya.
Grandma, aunty, sis & cousin was there too.
So reach there & search for parking lots.
Parked near the coffee shop & its time for break fast.
Bought chicken rice & ice lemon tea.
After eating, waited for bro to park car, & sis & grandpa to come.
Find grandma & aunty but they going home.
Walk round & round & round searching for baju raya & finally found the suitable one.
Searched for dad & bro's one after that.
& I saw this Pontianak beside me. So funny.
Hes endorsing for a ghost CD.
Saw aunty & she made us walk to First Lady for nothing.
But thank goodness she left for other places with her son & daughter.
Bought drinks & dendeng.
The place sooo hot & stuffy, full of smoke.
But chatted with oppa.
Had seafood buffet.
First time eating as a whole family plus grandpa! (:
Because sis joined us, for the first time ever.
& I had the appetite to eat alot.
Hunt for the remaining shirts.
& bought burger after that.
Went home at 1am.
Had supper & watch movie till 2am plus.
Plan to go out today was postponed to next week.
& Happy Sunday was 2 Days 1 Night.
I'm so slow to realise that.
I think I saw tattoo on Eun Jiwon & MC Mong's hand.
Eun Jiwon did have a tattoo.
But not sure about MC Mong though.
Received msg that theres F&N test tml.
Gosh! So last min.
& time plan? to be in on thurs.
Finally doing the logistics thingy.
&& that childish person just said something amazing to kill my mood.
I just cant do it & not doing it anymore.
Maybe I am?
'Lets pretend none of this has ever happened.'
How I wish I can but I just couldn't.
It's easy to say but it's difficult to do.
Recovery needs time but time just wouldn't stop for it to take place.
So humans are left with wounds left unheal.
@ 22:48
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Thursday, September 10, 2009
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10 more days of fasting!!
& finally can start gorging on foods! :D
Sooo can't wait for the day to come!
& didnt reaized it till Afini told me ytd.
Still havent clean up my room or make cookies yet.
Time flies very fast indeed.
Most prolly going Geylang next week to hunt for shirt & food.
Aunt has given birth to a baby boy last week!
Still havent get the chance to see the baby yet. ):
Everyone is busy with their own stuff to visit grandma place. ):
Whereas Im at home busy watching tv & stuck with the laptop for hours.
Catching up with kpop mvs & live perf.
I'll pause my kdrama till after final year.
Just cant break free from it.
How I wish I can go to my grandma place alone, all by myself.
I wanna go visit before hari raya.
So maybe aft school next week gonna go grandma house.
But 1 hour mrt ride can really make me fall asleep.
Maybe gonna break fast outside again next week! Yay!
Afini invited us over to her house.
Hopefully can make it. (:
&& I fall asleep while replying msg halfway at 3am plus in the morn.
Argueing with that childish person.
I saw it before.
I still remember it even if you dont.
So no denying can help.
& Im not a small kid!!
Key is sooo cute~!!
@ 23:10
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Wednesday, September 09, 2009
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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NUR AZURA!. (:
Alarm keep ringing from 6am, but off it.
Saw 3 miss call & finally pick the 4th call up & wake up aft that.
Get ready & just remember that shoelace havent been tie yet.
Quickly tie shoelace & wait for the bus to come.
Waited for 15mins & finally it came.
Walk fast fast to school & my ankle hurts.
Reach school at 8.15am to clean up np room.
& I was always the last one to reach.
Found out that my ankle has blister, very pain. ):
But thank goodness Afini has plaster. (:
Thank you, fini. (:
Take out all the things & do stock taking.
I thought I need to do the stock taking all by myself.
But later Afini & others come to the rescue. haha.
Count & clean the stuffs together, just the 7 of us.
& Hengqin was super free playing with the sponge fibre & disturbing ppl.
But the place was very dusty.
Afini & Nivitha laugh at me when they saw me sneezing.
Zulaiha was yawning all the way.
Yuekng keep spraying my shoe with the glass cleaner thingy.
But it wasnt slippery when I walk. haha. :p
Told Yihui that Jaebum quitted 2pm.
But she doesnt believe it.
Pack up & finish at 12.45pm.
The room finally have space to breathe~
But the color is still the same.
I thought we're gonna paint it but turns out not.
Ms Ong bought for us drinks.
& we slacked till 2pm at old yishun library.
Wasnt sleepy till after cleaning up.
Can barely open up my eyes.
I was given homework to do but I lazy do it.
Next year then give bah.
& Oppa told me that LeeMinHo is coming to s'pore! :D
I'm sooooo gonna go see him. (:
& KimHyunJoong oppa is down with swine flu! ):
Get well soon! Hwaiting!! (:
Jaebeom quitted 2PM already!
He went back to Seattle, America on ytd evening flight at 6.30pm.
All because of the idiot who digs up the past post on myspace!
JYPE has stopped all 2PM's broadcasting schedules & music performances.
They will only be recording & practice dances for their new album.
& Amber from fx is handsome.
Her looks is so guy-ly.
아 김현중 오빠, get well soon!
Dont work too hard.
You still have to prepare for your persona world tour concert.
화이팅! ^^
@ 21:22
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Tuesday, September 08, 2009
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Accompany Priya do her hair at 12pm.
Take 969, wanted to go Causeway.
But half way realized that take the wrong bus.
Saw Ikea & Giant.
Ended up reached in Tampines.
Went Tamp 1, Tamp Mall & Century Square.
There's alot of tempting stuffs to buy but all need kaching.
I saw this cute watch but too bad cant buy it. ):
Went Northpoint awhile aft that.
Saw Alvin Sir at interchange.
Went home & watch tv aft that.
Missed music banks again. ):
Only watch the last 40 mins of it.
Never did I know that I dont care has many version of it.
It was nice, not bad.
Gonna look for it & download it tml if theres any mp3 ver.
& just got the msg from Zulaiha that need to report to sch tml at 8am.
If she nvr ask me what I'm wearing tml, I guess I'll nvr find out.
& it starts sooo early.
I still want my beauty sleep & probably will be in my kpop land. (:
Bed is full of tissues.
Hopefully can recover by tml.
Or else gonna sleep till afternoon.
Found bong's twitter but korean ver., like finally~ :D
& alot of ppl using twitter now.
Its tempting but will consider it.
I wanna get updates from melly abt bong.
But she will still post it online though.
His words are so meaningful.
But its in korean.
Must translate it.
Your words are so sweet.
It's meaningful.
But heart wrenching?
@ 22:48
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Monday, September 07, 2009
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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY Aisyah!. (:
Had a weird dream ytd.
About someone getting into an accident.
Rarely had any dream though.
Saw this forum abt getting kpop down to s'pore.
They are sending over an invitation to datz ent & Mr. Yang Hyun Suk/Mr. Yang Goon.
& maybe Mr. YHS would show the invitation to the boys?
Hopefully they would let them come.
But there would be a sudden number 1 VIPs due to the increase number of fans.
Just like how SS501, LMH had become because of Boys Over Flowers.
Sudden increase of fans & merchandise is sold all over the shops.
But all is unofficial ones.
I've been addicted to bongie's song since his solo album was released.
& I downloaded alot of BB photos.
Picture spams again.
Need to reorganise folders soon.
All the pictures & songs files are all over the place.
Feels something is wrong.
Anticipating something, I guess.
Anyways, Happy belated 3rd Anniversary 빅뱅! 화이팅!
@ 21:27
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Friday, September 04, 2009
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Lessons was slack again.
M.T, did file & workbook correction.
Eng, went com lab & did our own stuffs.
Phys, Mr Ong did a slack revision as only 6/12 ppl was listening.
V.E, Ms Sally relief us.
Theres so many ppl missing today.
Its either they went for WILL programme or was absent.
Class was damn good today, not making much noise as theres only 14 ppl in class.
& I skipped class during V.E.
I wonder why Mrs Tang wasnt with us during morning assembly & V.E.
But turns out that she was out of school with the students, the whole day.
Had Service Learning after school.
It was ok.
Just that theres too much of tempting foods they are selling.
But I didnt buy it. Only bought lollipop.
3ND & 3EB's ice pops was temping me & Afini.
So went to buy drinks & plastics to make our own ice pops at home. (:
Afini managed to blow 2 balloons even though shes afraid of it.
& she chased Yuekng around with it.
Hes still as scared as ever. haha!
Phobia? I guess.
Home at 4.20pm & guess what??
My SCV is working back!!
Quickly changed & watch tv.
I miss it. I havent been able to watch/use it for the past 2 weeks as it was down with flu.
& the timings for kbs has also changed. ):
So I dont know what is when.
But I get to watch music banks!
& Bong is the winner for this week! :D
He performed his 2 solos so enthu-ly & he made it at #1.
Congrats! :D
2D 1N was funny but only get to watch the last 20 mins. ):
& Seungki knows how to write japanese!!
Hodong was suprised to know that.
@ 23:45
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Thursday, September 03, 2009
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Anuar, Yusri & Syarifuddin went to class with a trolley full of sodas & crackers.
Went up & down with it.
During eng was fun.
They carried it to the com lab & everywhere with it.
I get to hold the green crackers. (:
Followed Zulaiha printed flyers.
Went Comics Connection to hunt for Zulaiha's new boyfriend's picture aft that.
Search & search & search, finally found it.
But he was endorsing a facial thingy.
Zulaiha didnt notice it until I pointed it out.
I skipped mass run ytd because I was late.
Changed to pe & decided not to go for it.
Went to 3rd floor toilet.
Was about to go in the cubicle to change back to my uniform.
& suddenly, I saw alot of ppl there.
Theres Fadilah, Rauda, Shalini, Rohini & Fathin.
But there was also 3 boys there!!
Vimal, Victor & Sakthivel.
I was starled while they are bombing me with qns.
Victor & Sakthivel was inside the cubile doing dont know what thing.
Went back to class & got to know that those ppl was caught skipping mass run.
Because only 10 plus ppl attend the mass run. So cool.
Half skipped it & others was absent.
Less ppl in class was sooo cool!
Not much noise & can do anything.
Eng was fun this week.
Ms.B was so kind hearted to let us go to com lab.
But we didnt do what she instructed us to do.
I read Ayesha's drabbles & one-shot.
It was awesome!! :D
Told you I'm a bad girl!
A stubborn one.
@ 23:52
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Wednesday, September 02, 2009
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Just now all the lessons was damn slack.
Eng, do our own things.
Chem, did the periodic table worksheet.
Geo, chatted with the relief teacher.
Math, did the sec 4 work.
Phys, did workbook & Mr Ong also felt restless aft watching us sleeping during lesson, not listening to him talking.
Many ppl went for Will programme.
So left less than half the class in the class.
The teachers also no mood to teach except Mr Chen.
Had np just now.
But wth! Was forced to teach Leroy rifle!
I dont know what's the purpose of doing it.
It was damn hard to teach him but I dont care.
Because I get to claim something. (:
Helped Zulaiha take the sec 1 with her.
Pity her. She shouted till no voice.
Campcraft was okay.
Just that the twines are finished.
& they are recapping back on the less than 10 knots.
I wanted to see the sec 2 do tent pitching.
But now they are only pegging so no need to see first.
Break fast at mac with Afini & Zulaiha.
Hunt for Zulaiha's school shoe & my sour plum aft that.
Home at 9pm.
Theres cooking tml & need to hand up recipes.
Still havent find suitable recipes for it yet.
So stressed up. ):
@ 22:02
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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Had Teachers Day celebration in school ytd.
Alot alot alot of ex students came.
& I saw many many ppl. :D
Mostly is from last year's batch.
Only quarter of them came.
The celebration was okay.
Just that 3NC & 3ND ppl very noisy.
I like the way the classes are seated.
Plan to go back to pri sch was cancelled because it was raining heavily.
But they all were missing.
Plus I dont even know whether they'll remember me.
& most of the teachers are transferred to another school because of the merging.
But maybe next year going.
Tml will be busy after school.
Need to do preparation for VE stuff etc.
All last min work.
Forget that it'll be 3 more days.
&& $$$ will be gone again after buying all the stuffs. ):
Sadded.
Sommore no daily allowance. ):
Edited at 1.20am:
My np shirt got burned. :X
Theres big big big hole.
I dont wanna use the new one. ):
Must iron & make the line seen.
So troublesome.
I miss my old shirt. ):
@ 23:58
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.