♥ ; Saturday, February 28, 2009
안녕하세요. (:
Ytd was Passion Arts. It was quite fun then previous years. It was like a gathering event for us. We were meeting & talking to them. & sure there's a lot of ppl taking photos. Went in the building & ppl was coming out from the theater. There's break. Afini was searching for Yan. & he talk to her the moment he came out. Goodness I was standing behind Afini. I saw Mr.G coming out of the theater. Took a glance or rather look at him for a few sec & he suddenly turn-ed & look at me. Turn & look at Afini while she's talking to Yan. Went in the theater & saw alot of them. Saw Yuki, Yuka, Michel, Yanghong, Chewping, Nicholas, Eddie, Fusen, Darren, Kairong, Shawn, Winson, Randy, Chaisin, Fernando, & alot more. Thalia they all also gt come. Yusri came out of the theater looking weirdly at me. He wear red football shirt(?) & blue jeans.
The show was about to resume & we quickly find a seat. Was walking towards Nivitha, Sam, Jason & Dennis when I suddenly saw him. Request-ed for us to sit there & Afini agree-d. We was sitting somewhere in the middle of the most left-side of the theater(stage view), behind us was Yan, Alfi, Sam, Nivitha, Jason, Minji & her friends, the row behind them was Yusri & Edmund & their friends, the row behind them was Mr.G they all(i think). As Nivitha was talking so loudly in the theater, I have the advantage to turn behind to steal a glance at him! & Sam, Nivitha, Jason & Minji was romancing behind us. hahas.. & all was quite sleepy during the Chinese Orchestra. But we miss the 1st few of the performances. They say Ms Chen dance very well/nice.
Concert finish at around 10pm. Had a chat with some ppl & saw Mr.G. Is it me or did I really saw him looking at me many times? Well, when Afini & Netya they all taking photo, I was just standing there & suddenly I saw Mr.G looking at me & its like we were standing parallel to each other. hahas... I saw Mr Sim & theres a whole lot of choir members. I just cant help it but just to tell Afini that the choir members are out. To think that she would pull me to them. I didnt saw Zulaiha so I just went over to Piriya. & gosh. She was talking to me & I was standing just next to him. But the sad thing is, I didnt look at him. Sucha waste, right? But went out of the building aft awhile. Nivitha they all just cant wait to get out of the place. But goodness Afini allow-ed me to stay a while longer. Next time if theres such outing, i will definitely glue my eyes to him. I wanna follow him for just once.
I turn back for a sec & suddenly, pooof! They vanish-ed just like that. Hopefully can find them at Causeway but theres no sign of them. Saw the basket-bullers. They wear so formal can. They look quite handsome in formal. Well, this is the 1st time I saw them wearing all formal. Theres this weird guy in the mrt talking all vulgar there. Afini said that he was drunk? Well, perhaps he is. My nose block so cant smell the alcohol. But he didnt look drunk to me. He looks like an ex-convict to me. Telling ppl all his past & he gt talk bout pub, night club & horse racing + vulgarities! He was like clapping his hands when the door was about to open. Bump into Zulaiha & we went to Northpoint's BK. Eat supper before went home. Actually want-ed to eat at mac but alot of ppl & their tables are all pack. Saw Thalia they all dine there. Jiayin & her bf was behaving so sweetly to each other. Went home at 12.15am.
xoxo x)...
Someone save me, they are trying to tell me how to feel...
This love is difficult but it;s real...
@ 20:30
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Thursday, February 26, 2009
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Sat, 14th FebThere's JJ Lin autograph at Northpoint at 2pm.(: & there was a lot of ppl waiting there. & JJ fangirl wait-ed from 10am or 11am outside Northpoint just to get his autograph. & I & Zulaiha walk in the old to the new Northpoint alot of time. Seriously damn lot of time. Just to search for present. & there's a lot of couple holding roses & hugging each other & walking all around with chocolates.(: & Zulaiha was getting jealous of them. Meet Jiayi mdm & the rest at old OCBC. They going Beach Road to buy stuff. Glad I didn't follow them. I won't even enjoy if I had join them. Thanks to Zulaiha I didn't follow them. & I was really happy that I didn't follow them!(:
I saw Mr.GREEN at level 2! We were walking & I only saw the backview of a green shirt guy & in my heart I was hoping that it was him. & suddenly he turn-ed around looking at me!(: & I was shock-ed & I kept saying I saw GREEN!(: To think that I would ask Zulaiha to follow me to stalk him. & it was like quite obvious that I was stalking him. We went to lvl 2 shoe shop & look at the shoe. & Zulaiha was standing there looking at him. & suddenly he turn-ed around & he even look at me! hahas... I seriously can't stop smiling & laughing to myself. At first Zulaiha didn't saw him but then I say he wear a Green shirt! & she saw him!(: hahas...Zulaiha saw him & she even say that he's not bad.(: See. I have sucha good taste. But really he's not bad. Even Cindy say so. & he went down & out of the new Northpoint.
xoxo (: ...
Even when you think you're alone.
There's always someone there with you.
@ 23:35
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Monday, February 09, 2009
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Went Vivocity with Afini ytd. It was my first time going to such places as I don't go out spending my time exploring things. I start-ed going out to such places all thanks to Afini! She was the one who brought me to such places to enjoy & killing time. & I was the one helping her to 'get a life'. hahas... & all the places was kinda amazing with full of stuff that are kinda exp! Afini bought something for Valentine's day.(: & she's gonna find something for her special someone? & I've never give anyone anything for Valentine. hmmm... Planning to give them some small thing for Valentine.
Was on the way to Popular & I saw Ke Hin sir! I didn't recognise the face at first but I suddenly remember the name & I was like Ke Hin sir! & Afini was like 'huh?'. But she saw him aft that. He turn-ed around, somehow looking at us? Idk. But I think he saw us? If not, he won't turn to our direction to look at us. hahas... & I was like hahahahaha... I saw Kehin sir!(: Well, it has been 6/7 months plus since I last saw him. Who wouldn't be happy when you saw someone that you haven seen for sucha long time?
Had cafe & we were very busy. It's the opening of cafe & hub for the year of 2009. The hub ppl blast the music & it has been a long time since I heard blast of music in the school. Last I heard it was last year. When Eddie & gang blast the music loudly like nobody business. & to think that I make nice bubble tea.
Green said that he most prob will not go to Passion Arts. I'm so sad when I read his tag. But his friend say that he will ask his other friends along. So that means most prob the chances of them going is 50/50. I'm getting impatient to know his/their ans. He haven made up his mind yet. But I wanna go Passion Arts. He's the reason why I wanna go Passion Arts.^_^
I'm seriously fuck up! & I hate this feeling! Well, you can't force someone to like you even though you like that someone! Well, this ugly duckling just won't stop doing it! It's like seriously NUTS! Well, you can at least just admire that person & don't even have to tell the person that you like them! But if the person that you like knows that you like them & they kinda like you back, that's okay! But if you tell the person that you like them & all they feel is DISGUSTED! SO STOP DOING IT MAN! Just FUCK OFF! GO & DIE OKAY! People won't even care bout u!
xoxo x)... ^_^
Getting impatient will get you nowhere.
So, just smile & wait patiently.
@ 22:30
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Saturday, February 07, 2009
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Ytd had NPAP at HTA. Reach there at 3pm plus. The CI in-charge of our contigen is Rahimi sir & Zhihao sir? WOAH! Damn wth lorh! Wish no need to go for NPAP. & I can sleep at home all day long. I'm very sleepy this few days. The bus came at 7.40pm & we reach Orchid Park at 8.10pm. Take bus & drop at Northpoint till 8.30pm. So damn effing late. How to go Passion Arts?!
Need to save money! For Passion Arts!
MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!xoxo x)...
Just smile & pretend everything's okay.
It's the only thing you can do.
@ 22:50
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.
♥ ; Thursday, February 05, 2009
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Was so damn busy this few days. Saving MONEY for PASSION ARTS & STUFFS! I'm so gonna be BROKE! I was hoping to meet green during Passion Arts! But too bad there's NPAP on that day! Had to quickly dress up & cab-ed to Republic Poly. There should be around half-an-hour to prepare stuff & such before the Passion Arts.
Woohoo! Was taking 800 & saw Liyana Mdm taking the bus & JOHNNY aft that! Well, Johnny didn't see Liyana mdm but Liyana mdm saw Johnny. & Johnny saw me!(: He smile-d at me!(: WOAH! So freaking damn long never saw him! Last saw him was at 29th Oct 2008!): It's like nearly 4 months since I last saw him! hahas... I saw him at 7.13am sharp! Exactly the time when Zulaiha msg me to ask me where am I! COS I WAS LATE! as usual! I was so damn happy lorhx!(: Call-ed Zulaiha immediately when I saw him!(: & she was like, I also saw Yusri ytd!._. Walk super damn fast & I saw Afini? But Zulaiha actually went up to her house. haha.
Afini's voice is so damn cute! Like a small kid saying the pledge? & Dashen actually cork-up the whole flag raising! But Afini takes the blames instead! The stupid Mr Bian doesn't know who is right, who is wrong is it?! He anyhow accuse Afini but not Dashen! WOAH! Like wth lorh! & Afini even cry! But Yan saw her cry & even offer her tissue?! haha... & I do feel a lot of irritating & annoy-ed with Dashen around! Actually is always feel damn damn damn IRRITATING & ANNOY-ED with Dashen around! Seriously! That's why I never talk to anyone else except for the girls & CIs. Really can't be bother with the boys! I only talk to boys that are nice & kind & funny?
Did geo project with Shalini & we went shoe-window-shopping. She actually want-ed to buy heels?! Cos she say she's wearing dress for Passion Arts! & she wanna wear heels to go with it! & she tried this heels & it was quite high. She can't even walk big step. Only walk a tiny weeny step & she change-d heels. She listen to my opinion about the heels. haha.. Afini also listen-ed to me. She didn't buy water & save her money instead. But I was hoping to save some money today. But I actually spend quite alot buying hair clips, wallet & sweets! OMG! So waste of money lorh! Need to save money! Need to save money! MUST REALLY REALLY SAVE MONEY! Or I can say BYE BYE to Passion Arts! But I really really really damn frigging wanna go to Passion Arts! Cos hoping to see someone!
xoxo x)...
The only way to stop yourself from thinking about something stupid was to distract yourself.
Thinking only about him is the only way to distract me.
@ 22:45
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.