♥ ; Sunday, July 19, 2009
안녕하세요. (:
Was at home watching tv all the way yesterday & didn't went out.
Went out today to Ikea & Courts.
Randomly looking at the showroom.
& I like one of the mini room with toilet & kitchen attached to it.
It was super nice. (:
I wanted to have a room like that.
Small yet simple.
Well not that small, just that it could fit everything that I could have possibly own.
So missed MG. ):
I could have watched it while waiting for that person.
She wasted 45 mins plus of my life walking around Khatib with her friend.
& left us waiting for her for that darn 45 mins from Yishun till Khatib looking for her.
& I missed the most crucial part of the drama. ):
How I wish I could talk bad about her & scold her.
But I just can't, my parents were there.
But I did get to scold her in front of my sis.
& I'm much better now.
SI has just been uploaded today morning & another episode of it will be uploaded tomorrow morning.
Can't wait to watch it.
Maybe will watch it tomorrow, if I've time.
Math homework is due tomorrow & I still haven start on it yet.
The feeling I had now is complicated.
So complicated that I don't know how to describe it.
Things changes.
So much stuff had been on my mind lately.
Till I've no time to update or even go online to check emails.
I don't even know what I've been doing lately.
I just can't remember it.
I just know that time passes quickly when I'm about to do something.
Such that I'm about to eat only when it's 11 pm.
& I've cut down on my eating.
Only 1 time of eating each day, & that'll be dinner.
Only dinner & I just felt sick whenever I overate something.
Time could heal all wounds.
& maybe problems too.
Guessed that people do needs time for everything.
Time to calm down.
Time to adapt to changes.
Time, time & time for everything.
The given time may not be enough for some people.
Even I need time for me to do things that I want.
& if there was a longlonglong holidays, I probably could finish off what I wanted to do without a sleep.
& I'll be satisfied with what I did.
But I just need a room of my own to get started.
I missed last year.
But this year is great too.
Got to know many kpop fans. (:
It isn't as bad as what I thought it would be.
But somehow things are changing.
& it's difficult to adapt to things.
With them having a change of heart.
& doubting is always coming in search whenever they did it.
But nonetheless, things could & would get better in time to come.
@ 23:50
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.