♥ ; Monday, July 06, 2009
안녕하세요. (:
You disappeared & left me alone.
One by one all gone.
Poof!
Vanished just like that.
Leaving me alone behind all by myself.
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I gave up doing the proposal.
& won't be re-editing nor re-doing it.
Much less care about it.
I'm sorry but I just can't continue it.
It doesn't exist anymore in my laptop now.
& I won't be restoring it either.
There are still alot of amendments to make.
But because of the rush & last min decision, I can't do it.
& I can't anyhow do it without telling or asking any of my squadmates.
& it's been erased from my mind, starting on Mon 6 july, 2.45am.
I'm free now!
Well not so.
I still have Homec task analysis to do.
& the dateline is Mon & I still haven't done it.
& after finishing the Homec thingy, I can watch dramas! :D
I'm so happy!
Finally can continue with dramas.
& yeah! Going to concert with Aisyah & Christella! :D
Sooooo can't wait for it!
I wanna take the course!
& I'm falling more & more for him!
He is just so cool & hot & handsome.
& I just can't resist looking at his pictures.
Whenever I'm down or what, looking at his pictures can surely make me laugh my head off.
& I can't stop grinning from ear to ear when looking at his pictures. :D
& I found alot of his pictures; handsome, hot & funny ones.
I really wanna cry my hearts out.
It's really not fair when you look at people cry.
I look at Afini & Zulaiha cry.
But I never had a chance to do it.
I would hold back my tears all the time.
& it's been a long time since I last cried.
& if only I could cry till my tears are dry.
Just like someone who has just lost something/someone.
How I wish.
But yeah.
It's Youth Day.
& there's no school.
So means that I could sleep longer & watch dramas! (:
I don't even know that you guys would even bother to reply.
So I feel that I should just keep to myself & won't disturb you anymore.
So don't worry, I won't even bother to talk/reply you.
Just one or two sentences perhaps.
& monkey sees, monkey do is what I'm gonna do from now on.
Having a split personality is the best thing.
How wonderful it'll be.
But no worries, I'll be the same me be it in class or with you guys.
@ 01:30
Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart.